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2kphoz

11 months ago

I wonder about Han Sooyoung a lot. How could someone (3rd round) who had only met and known you for less than 4 years would be willing to wait for you for 50 years and then regress and experience hell all over again just to bring you back? How could that someone's other self (1864th round) in another timeline who had also only met and known you for a couple of weeks would be willing to spend 13 years of their remaining life writing a story for you everyday and doomed the entire world just so you could survive?

But when I really think about it—for Han Sooyoung—it did make sense.

Ever since she was born, she was neither wanted nor needed by anyone. Her parents would rather have her not exist. At some point, she also had a friend who set her up to blind dates but with how HSY only mentioned her once and never again throughout the story, perhaps that person wasn't really important to her either. So for the past 26 years, HSY had lived her life alone thinking if the world didn't need nor want her, then she didn't care for the world either.

Perhaps, at some point, she would even think that even if she were to disappear, no one would miss and mourn for her.

So imagine her surprise, when—for the first time ever—someone told her that she was needed. That he didn't want her to become a character. That he was willing to leave his life in her hands. That even if she ran away and hid somewhere, he would still look for her. That he believed in her to take care of the companions he left behind. That he didn't want to extend her 50 years of suffering if he could help it. That he wouldn't let her go because he hadn't heard the conclusion of the story from her yet. That he would cry if she died.

Their relationship might have started out of necessity—they were in an apocalypse after all—and HSY understood that they were merely using each other for their own benefits (plus they were enemies at first, too!). But then Kim Dokja lied about her being his friend before the scenarios (which when I think about it is technically not a lie because she was basically his confidant from his teenage years through adulthood during their exchanges in [Ways of Survival]'s comment section and DMs but they both didn't know that) when he didn't have to and the rest was history. She ended up being his companion for real.

KDJ might have only needed her at first but now he wanted her to be there in the ending he envisioned.

For the first time, HSY was needed and wanted. For the first time, someone was glad that she existed.

So even if it were measly 4 years for her 3rd round and a couple of weeks or so for her 1864th round, meeting him was enough to make an impact in her life. The amount of time spent together was not important but the short time that mattered did.

She didn't care for this world to begin with anyway so if it meant bringing her sole reader back, then she would destroy more universes just for him and him alone.

For that 'small world' she didn't wish to disappear...

I Wonder About Han Sooyoung A Lot. How Could Someone (3rd Round) Who Had Only Met And Known You For Less

[ORV Chapter 533 - Epilogue 3: Author's words (2)]

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2kphoz

10 months ago

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2kphoz

6 months ago

A series of square black and white fanarts for Omniscient reader's viewpoint, each with text on it, that together make up a single monologue.
"My worl is reserved for small spaces".
A largely empty frame with only Kim Dokja sitting in its lower half in his office suit. He seems calm.

"A small apartment".
Frame's borders form an indent in a shape of Kim Dokja's silhouette. The shot itself shows a view of a not lived in apartment from the top down view. It barely has anything in it aside from a table with a chair, a bed and a bag next to it.

"A meeting room".
Same indent in the border, now the silhouette of Kim Dokja looking down. In front of him is his mother, Lee Sookyung, behind a glass, with her head hanging low and obscured by the light on the glass.

"A bookshelf".
Same indent, but now Kim Dokja is reaching out towatds an empty spot among many books sitting on the shelves. The shelves curl around his silhouette.

"A phone".
An indent in shape of a hand reaching towards a charging phone. It has a charm hanging on it in shape of a sword - it's Umbroken Faith.

"A novel".
A close up on a phone screen held by a hand that is still an indent in the frame. The text on the screen is unreadable aside from the the words "a novel", as if censored.

"Now that the small space turned itself inside out".
A shot of Kim Dokja during the first scenario, with Yoo Sangah and Lee Gilyoung next to him. He is fully visible now, but his expression is unclear with no mouth drawn - just big dark eyes staring at the system screen in front of him. Yoo Sangah looks shocked and Lee Gilyoung is, in turn, staring at Kim Dokja.

"I can only keep retreating".
Kim Dokja is back to beeing an indent in the frame, but now clearly as a Demon king of salvation. He sits at the top of the frame, looming over his companions with a theatrically spread arms and wings. At the bottom of the art are devastated Yoo Joonghyuk, Han Sooyoung and Shin Yoosung.

"To the comfort of a small space".
There's a spherical indent in the border of the frame, forming the barrier of Oldest Dream, who is hugging his knees, floating in a starry sky. None of his features are visible though, he is covered in papier-mâché, like a protective layer or a shell.
On the top, rotated by 180 degrees, are Yoo Joonghyuk and Han Sooyoung, both looking tired. Yoo Joonghyuk is wearing a space suit with child's hands behind him holding his helmet. Han Sooyoung is biting at the frame of her glasses with a stack of papers in her hands, a child's hand behind her is holding a pen, reaching over her shoulder to change something.

"A cocoon i will never burst out of".
At the top of a fading frame, there's an open book. Out of it pages are falling, along with a broken papier-mâché shell, two masks - of comedy and tragedy - and Kim Dokja, broken into several pieces of himself, each slightly different stage of his story. Under him there are many hands of his companions, reaching up in an attempt to catch his falling body.

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2kphoz

1 year ago

anatomy of akutagawa ryuunosuke

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2kphoz

10 months ago

Good ORV Analytics

I've come across many good analysis of ORV the past few years, and I can't pick which one to pin on my profile. If you're interested, check them out! Some of them may just be small excerpts of people's opinions, though :)

(This will be continually updated!) The Relationship Between Sooyoung, Dokja, and Joonghyuk; Self-Sacrifice As Their Love Language

Han Sooyoung and Kim Dokja's Relationship To The Apocalypse (short)

ORV's Epilogue (short)

Kim Dokja's Story Fragments (short)

Personal Intrepertation Of ORV (short)

TWSA and Kim Dokja

YooHanKim and Sooyoung's Importance (short)

Kim Dokja's Tragedy

Yoo Joonghyuk's Contradiction

Kim Dokja's Tendencies; The Thin Line Between Self-Sacrifical and Suicidal

Us As A Fragment Of Dokja (short)

Kim Dokja Is Fucked Up (short)

Dokja and Sooyoung's Special Bond (short)

Han Sooyoung's Paradox (short)

I'm well aware most of these analysis are only towards the trio of the novel.. I wish we can see more of the other characters :(

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2kphoz

1 year ago

Akutagawa’s Death

The reveal that Akutagawa has known for a long time that even after escaping from the slums, he still hasn’t escaped the death that perpetually hung over him his entire life due to being born in the slums. Akutagawa’s entire character is written around death. An Akutagawa character analysis under the cut.

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2kphoz

1 year ago

hard spoilers for the new bsd stage play

First and foremost, Chuuya did not fall onto tears or have a mental breakdown at being told he'd make a good boss. (If the stage play had gone this route, I would have been extremely disappointed).

Mori made a joke about how he should make Chuuya the leader of the Port Mafia. Mori had made the joke due to the fact eight subordinates requested Chuuya as temporary leader during Mori's absence (the request was made through steel oracle slips, a request system used by the mafia).

No instead, Chuuya saw through the teasing remarks and told Mori flat out that he was requested for his strength and that Mori still wanted Dazai as his successor. (Mori confirms)

Mori then gives Chuuya five more steel oracle slips saying they're from the Flags and they too thought he would make a good future Port Mafia boss.

Chuuya 'hears' their voices and leaves quickly, ignoring Kouyou and Kaji when they ask if he's crying.

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I think this is far more in character for Chuuya then what the fandom had been previously assuming.

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2kphoz

2 years ago