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Bitter, yet you tasted so sweet to me

Like poison dipped in honey, I swallowed every lie until I couldn’t breathe

You’re still on my mind, I think about you all the time, I can’t remember to forget you and I don’t know why

I never wanted it to end, I chose you over everything else and all I asked was for you to give me a chance

but you broke me instead

I missed you when you were there and I miss you now that you’re gone, maybe I’ll spend my life missing you instead of moving on

You tried to make me hate you but I never could, I tried to make you love me but you never would

I keep having imaginary conversations with you, is that crazy ?

Maybe

I learned more through the pain, it’ true but barely enough to make it through

We shouldn’t have to beg for basic human decency

Call me delusional but I really thought you’d be different

I cry when I’m sad

I cry when I’m happy

It was easier to smile with your arms around me

Pain is the dark shadow of love, it does not shine, it’s not even the same shape but it’s connected

In your silence I can hear myself breaking

I don’t know if you hurt me because you were hurting too, all I know is that even after all the pain you’ve put me through,

I still could never hurt you

I dare you to stay and love me

You can blame me for leaving but you were never there

What if after is just more suffering ?

Maybe I want to end it here

I know some days hurt more than others but today is especially painful

I hope tomorrow will feel better

…And if I can’t escape you then I’ll stop running

And if you want to catch me then I’ll be here waiting…

And if I don’t miss you anymore, it’s not because I forgot you, it’s because missing you has become a part of me, like how I don’t think about breathing because I breathe all the time

Je te retrouverai de l’autre côté, un jour peut-être mais peut-être jamais

Give me all your hate, it’s your indifference that I can’t take

I can’t keep thinking about you but I’m terrified of forgetting you

One heartbreak but it feels like two