gays can never say 'i love you' properly its always gotta be some weird shit like
Do you listen any music that is not for absolute massive nerds
I only care about music that felt like it was made earnestly. Some people are scared of that vulnerability, they think it's cheesy to be beautiful, to be fun. I don't listen to music for the sake of fashion, that's not music, that's projection.
so now that the wicked girlies got their movie, what about the spring awakening girlies? (me)
clears throat
I feel like my soul will collapse every time i think about the goldfinch. to have that kind of love?? across the years? unacknowledged yet heavy in memory? to be someone’s beloved?
i know I'm romanticising the part of the story i latched on to rather than focusing on the larger theme of addiction and obsession, but there was something just so raw about the goldfinch. Some people think complex language and ornate descriptions are inauthentic, but for me, they represent the unknowable-ness, the exhaustion, the overwhelmed, adoring mind.
the bitch of living the best song ever actually