I Promise I Worked Hard On This I Rlly Do..

Sooooo... I’ve wanted to open up about this for awhile. Still debating on if I want to put a video about this on my yt or not but for now I’ll just post this piece here.  

As much as like to be a fun happy go lucky person, life isn’t perfect for me. It’s not for anyone.  So, I’ve started making vent art. This is probably one of my favorites not just because of how I accomplished gore and flat neon colors pretty decently, but it helped me get something out that I feel on a bit of a daily basis.  Thethering. Constant expectations and different requests and expectations pulling me in different directions and as I try to meet them all or escape, I only find that I'm hurting myself and others around me and I can’t or rather I SHOULDN’T say anything about it. 

I’m not trying to be a sad sack completely out of no where, but I also want to start being more honest with myself and those I care about instead of just saying that everything is always ok. Its OK to not be OK, and I’m really happy to finally be learning this lesson Even if it’s been a hell of a struggle to do so. 

Thanks for reading and God bless. 

Heyyyyyyyyyy Tumblr… promise I’m not dead but this app takes up a lot of space and has the tendency to crash my computer when I use it so…

Anyway! Guess who’s obsessed with Transformers now! Here’s a repaint and shading study of the Bumblebee poster! I plan on posting way more soon so that I can get all of the art I’ve been making shown off to you guys! Good to be back and hoping to have more frequency here soon!

Uh oh... I think little Wu feels bad about how he didn't go after the foul ball he hit and now his brother is a world destroying entity and his family is disfunctional as all living hell.

Side note: I'm VERY proud of how the shading and lighting came out on this- but I also have NO idea how I'm gonna make the line art move around for this frame...

After finding out that Darreth has a crush on Gale, I actually thought it was really cute and of course my mind took off on itself and imagined a bunch of scenarios for these two to be together or situations where I think their personalities would work well off one another.  In other words, I ship this now and since I don’t think anyone else does and there isn't a name for said ship: Are ya’ll ok with dubbing this “Chocolate Gossip” mayhaps~? 

I also included Vinny because that scene where he fanboys over Garmedon is SO damn cute relatable and honestly makes me want him to have his own episode now....

Wanted to do a drawing like this with Alice angel since FOREVER cause I'm really starting to like body horror that makes you appreciate the artistic study that goes into the human body.

HOWEVER- I think the hair looks super meh compared to other times I've drawn it and I just think the face looks better before I inked everything...

My art teacher seemed to like it tho!

Some lovey-dovey doodles of me and my boi! I haven't made anything mushy in a while with all the work I've had to do and our 1 year anniversary is this Sunday... I'm so happy...

Ayyyyyyyy have some Ninjago drawings that have been WASTING away in my sketchbook (cause I haven’t finished it yet and I’m too lazy to Finnish editing the sketchbook vid I already started...) Also even though the shadow kinda covers it up, I draw jay with heterocromia because....  I can.  

HEY HOOOOO! Another character design! This is Queen Gaia, she is the angel leader and despite being a powerful being for the heavens she has earth powers, using crystals and the ground around her when she isn’t using servants or her bladed wings for attacks.  I am so SO FREAKING proud of how her outfit came out because I had to mix like 7 different dresses I was referencing together to make it look right. I’ve also never drawn a proper 6 winged angel before so if I did it wrong... God rest my uncultured ass.  I’m also very proud of how her facial structure and expression turned out I REALLY need to work on that more so I can have more diverse/dynamic looking characters.

Lemme know what you guys think I could use critiques as I plan on helping make these characters into a fighting game eventually and I really want it to be something special! Thanks for reading!

Ya’ll he kissed me and I just...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- *Dies of joy*

BEHOLD! My completely useless yet well mastered talent!