I Am In My Art Class Now, My Forth Year Written Examination Of Art Got Over.. After Two Weeks I Came

Are you having feelings for someone? Or currently having?

The calligraphy is very nice... 😭👍🏻.. To be honest, no I don't have.. Its been a month I moved on from a dumbass who basically copied my whole accounts paper and scored a full marks (well even i scored the full marks) and not even thanked me for that... It was a four day infatuation and I laugh about that now... Anyways.. If I talk about recent then maybe I have..... developed a crush on someone :))

“So when you don’t get what you want, how do you convince yourself that it’s okay when it’s not?”

“Simple. I say to myself that I’m not ready yet.”

“Ready for what?”

“Ready for all the wonderful things I’m dreaming about. Yes, it’d have been lovely to have everything my dear heart wishes for. But there is a time for everything. So until that time comes, I might as well make myself more worthy.”

“Maybe, it’s good in a way. Not everyone gets that time for themselves.”

©Jaser Rambles

Heeramandi (2024)

পৃথিবীতে হয়তো দেখবার যোগ্য লোক পাওয়া যায়, তাকে দেখবার যোগ্য জায়গাটি পাওয়া যায় না।

~শেষের কবিতা - রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর

I Forget The Rules of This Game.

'one sided shesher kobita'

i gave you my copy of shesher kobita with little pencil annotates in it. i gave you a piece of literature dear to me and i expected you to give me your heart in return; an unfair trade. although i had put a piece of my heart in the pages of the book —my thoughts—, your eyes saw none of it, your heart read none of it.

plath writes in one of her earlier journal entries — "there is so much hurt in this game of searching for a companion, of testing, trying. And you realize suddenly that you forgot it was a game, and you turn away in tears."

and one day you returned the book, you never showed up again. yes, i forgot the rules of this game. and i forgot that you were good at.

Sylvia Plath

Posting my RNB playlist!! If you want please check it out

Anirban Bhattacharya is my favorite actor from the tollywood... But here the best acting was/is done by Jishu Sengupta....

This is my second time watching "Dawshom Awbotaar" and still I am drooling over anirban bhattacharya... 🍂🌷

আমার সঙ্গে ঈশ্বর কথা বলেন

তোমার সঙ্গে ঈশ্বর কথা বলেন

তারপর এসে ডেকে নিয়ে যান রাতে

তার নীচু স্বরে আদেশ শুনতে পাই

স্মৃতি পার করে চাহিদার সীমানাতে

যাও চলে, দাও শরীরে আমাকে ঠাঁই!

নিজেকে পোড়াও আগুনের মতো রেগে

বড়ো ছায়া দাও, আমিও খানিক চলি...

মুগ্ধতা থাক ত্রাসের আঙুল ধরে —

সুন্দর যাক, ভয়ঙ্করের কোলে।

যেও তুমি সোজা, থেমো না কখনও

জেনো, চূড়ান্ত বলে কোনো অনুভূতি নেই

শুধু দেখো, যেন আমার এ রাস্তা দিয়ে

হেঁটে যেতে গিয়ে, হারিয়ো না আমাকেই...

Madhabi Mukherjee —

A Simple Bus Ride

Its was 1:02p.m. I usually go to school with my father in his Royal Enfield. Unfortunately, he was busy today so he told me to take a bus and go to school. I travelled to school alone several times, but today something was different. I was standing near the bus stop when a "D-32" bus came and stood there. I usually travel in "81/1 Bus" but I was getting late to school so I took that bus.

The bus was spacious and it lacked chaos. I made myself sit in the last seats of the bus as most of the front seats were occupied. I put my earphones on and started listening to "Prem Dot Com Season 4" audio story and the name was of the story was "Ami Achi Toh".

When the bus stopped near Barrackpore station, the passenger occupying the window seat got down and now I was occupying in the window side seat. I was listening to the audio story carefully when suddenly sun kissed my cheeks and my eyes. I thought to click a picture of mine but I would be of no use. The whole bus ride my quite and calm.. I was viewing the regular scenery but today I was seeing things differently from the bus window..

The whole ride felt like I am having a solo trip. The story was accurate, the bus was good, I was well dressed, looked good and I felt...... siren....

Thats all