Looks Like Kanna Got Into Yuma’s Garden… Again.

Kanna Origins Part 2

I apologize for what I am going to say to you, but I have to. I am Ahmed from Gaza, married with two children. We live in the shadow of war and destruction. I lost my brother, my home, and most of my relatives. We have nothing left. I ask you to help, even a little, so that we can survive and protect my children. Any amount, even a small amount, will save our lives.

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https://gofund.me/991535b1

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Again why do people use my askbox for this?! I have no money to give, I’m broke, so I’ll spread the word incase someone with money to spare can help but I’m not even a popular blog in any way, so why do I keep getting asks like this?

I’ve recently reread my favorite book Coraline, and it made me think of the movie version as well. So before I go poof for a week, (because my family and I are going to the beach for a week 🏖) I made a drawing of Kanna and Coraline with the Beldam in the background. It also reminded me of what the ghost children said about how the Beldam preys on lonely unhappy children. And if there was anyone that would be the perfect prey for the Beldam… it would be Kanna

Actually now that I think about it… I wonder what Kanna’s other family would be like.

If you woke up in your favorite universe tomorrow, where would you be?

Depends… my original universe or a fandom?

Huggy Scared me today…

I brought Sissy with me to the factory today, I wanted her to meet my friends. And it was going well, Cat Bee really liked her… but when I went to show Huggy and Kissy, Huggy freaked out! He picked me up and kept me away from my Sissy. He started growling at her like an angry dog. He scared everyone… even his own Sissy. I actually thought Huggy was going to hurt or bite Sissy with the way he bared his teeth at her. Lisa and She protected her and told Huggy he was acting like a bully. Huggy and the girls got into a big argument. Huggy did a screech and then I started crying. When Huggy saw I was crying, he tried to calm me down but I couldn’t stop crying. Kissy took me away from Huggy, picked up Sissy, and we went to another room away from the argument. Kissy asked if I was scared of her now too, but I told her, I wasn’t scared of Huggy or anyone here, I wasn’t scared at all! (well maybe a little). I was crying because it reminded me too much of when Sissy and Mommy would fight and argue with Daddy… and those fights would always end up with Sissy and Mommy getting hit. And what scared me was that I thought that one of them were going to hurt each other. Once everyone calmed down, Kissy took me and Sissy to see Huggy and the girls. She translated Huggy’s signing for me… he said “I’m sorry Lelu, I shouldn’t have let you see any of that, I understand if you are scared of me now…” Kissy and I explained to all three of them the reason I started crying. It turns out, Kissy and Huggy didn’t trust my Sissy… but after getting to know her over the next few days, I think she’s starting to grow on Kissy. I can’t say I’m surprised though, they both love fashion! I hope that doesn’t happen again though… it really worried me…

LATER

“Hey… Huggy right?”

“…”

“Yeah… so, about earlier… do you want to talk about it?”

“…”

“Lelu told me you were arguing with Lisa and She… it must’ve been something to make her that upset… I can’t see those two, sometimes they’ll leave me notes when Lelu isn’t around, but that’s the only time I get to talk with them directly. But… I’m sorry…”

“?!”

“I was just trying to get my sister away from you because… well, you’re huge and she’s, ya know, tiny. But think I get it, you were worried about her too weren’t you? That’s why you grabbed her in the first place. And I understand, I mean, Lisa and She weren’t too fond of me and my family in the beginning, or ANY adults. It took a while for them to trust me or my mom enough, and they did whatever it took to keep Lelu safe. But again… I’m sorry…

“… *signs* No I am the one who should be sorry… me and my sister were hurt by bad adults… and thanks to them I lost a very dear friend of mine as well… so ever since then, anyone who comes in here…”

“… you’d kill them…”

“?!”

“Yeah Lisa and She have done it a couple of times, but trust when I say those buttholes deserved it. But it’s okay, I know I would do the same if it meant protecting my sister… I’m sorry to hear that though… trust me I know what it’s like losing someone to some butthole…”

“*Signs* Buttholes?”

“Hey! Don’t look at me like that! I have a four year old to take care of, of course I have to censor myself! *Smiles* My name’s Autumn by the way.”

“*Smiles back and signs* Hello Autumn. My name is Huggy Wuggy.

Kanna Origins Part 5

Kanna finds out about her heritage, and why her Mother died in the first place

Had that dream again… weird

TW:Hints at possible suicide, and hinted at sexual harassment (maybe?)

For the last three days, I’ve been having the same dream.

There’s a girl in a sky blue dress, brown boots, and a green jacket that’s just a bit too big for her. The girl is on top of a rooftop, with a blank yet solemn look on her face. All of the sudden, she starts to dance ballet. She pirouettes across the rooftop, music starts to play softly. It’s eerie and slightly makes you feel unpleasant. She dances closer and closer to the edge of the roof, as she dances the expression on her face never changes for even a second. All of the sudden, three demons appear. I guess they were demons, they had horns. They had charcoal black skulls but their bodies were complete muscles, like if you look at the muscular system in an anatomy textbook, that’s what they look like. Their lower bodies however, were made of vapor. They started dancing with her, similar moves to how regular male partners dance with female ballerinas, but they were touching her in a strange way. They were caressing her thighs, hips, shoulders, and face. They tossed her around to one another, as the music gets louder and starts to build up. The girl is let go and she dances gracefully on the very edge of the rooftop. The music pauses… then reaches its climax as she does a grand jeté leap off the roof. The demons catch her and continue to dance and grope her in the air. The music continues to build up as they throw her to each other and get higher and higher above the city… but then they disappear… and the girl plummets into the street below her, still wearing that emotionless face as she hits the concrete…

And then I wake up…

Some people in the ask box were asking about what else Autumn does to keep a roof over their heads, and let me just say;

When you are the only babysitter to have ever survived said baby, the parents will pay you a lot to make sure that you don’t quit.

AMEN!!! Finally someone gets it!

Okay, I was chatting with a friend, and they have been feeling so demotivated in regards to writing lately due to the (seemingly sudden) lack of engagement. Honestly, I've heard this from multiple other writers as well. I don't blame them, and feel very similarly.

So I figured I'd throw a poll up to see how others are seeing engagement.

This can be for any fandom.

Feel free to comment/reblog with your fandom and your view of how engagement has changed. Did it seem to happen suddenly?

I’m really curious about something like this. Would you choose where you are now, especially since you don’t really know this “true love” of yours like you know your current partner, and that wouldn’t be fair to them. Or are you the type to not question faith and go with this “true love”?

My friends and I would play this game back in middle school and we would choose to win the lottery or true love, one of my friends already had a partner and someone else asked; but what if when you pick true love it’s not them? I think about that moment a lot (mostly because it sounds like it would make a good fairytale spin off story)