i am his. i could be nothing better.
Time to start saving up I guess, since my friend and I created a whole holiday plan based on TIT (seeing Chappell Roan and everything)
im gonna be sick istg
Double third wheeling is crazy
i'm gonna make them so proud.
quote, @plumslices \\ i will, mitski \\ photo from pinterest \\ never grow up, taylor swift \\ photo from pinterest \\ quote, lalah delia \\ the best day, taylor swift \\ photo from pinterest \\ quote, @mounaks (could not find their acc) \\ both last photos from pinterest
I am unwell
Big fan of sun motifs in characters not necessarily being about positivity and happiness and how they're so " bright and warm" but instead being about fucking brutal they are.
Radiant. A FORCE of nature that will turn you to ash. That warmth that burns so hot it feels like ice. Piercing yellow and red and white. A character being a Sun because you cannot challenge a Sun without burning alive or taking everything down with them if victorious.
Sunlight β Sultry heat, white linen sticking to sweaty skin, faint smell of vanilla and tobacco, gold speckles in brown eyes when the sun hits them just right, withered sunflowers, tall white candles, gold jewelry, worshipping your lover, dry red soil, olive trees and sage.
First starting college and moving away, the empty bus at night, walking home in the rain, city lights and the sound of traffic, feeling like a stranger in the place where you live, all consuming loneliness, paper coffee cups and cigarette smoke, the sinking feeling in your chest when you see your younger sibling all grown up, drinking bitter red wine out of mugs.
Unknown / Nth β warm hands cupping your face, soft brown jumpers, trembling fingers, tearβstained cheeks, the smell of old books and lavender, writing letters that will never be sent, a trip to Italy in autumn, love so strong it makes you weep, years and years of longing, faded postcards stuck to a wall, learning how to forgive and be gentle.