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Now that I'm more awake and have had time to process this horrific thought, let me try to elaborate what I think I mean.

Speaking from personal experience, being vaguely suicidal doesn't necessarily mean Senku is actively trying to kill himself or is looking for ways to do it. It more likely means that if he died, he wouldn't care. There would be no panic, no fear of what happened next.

Senku would close his eyes, and let it happen.

Thats not to say he has nothing to live for, he very much does, which is why he hasn't already thrown himself off a cliff or something similar. But if you recall my thought about Senku and emotion, having big heavy feelings shoved further and further down can be extremely poisonous to your psyche.

Senku has lost his birth parents, his adoptive father, and the world as he knew it. He was forced to figure out how to surive and save everyone else in the world because as far as he knew, he was the only one that could. And he hasn't processed any of those emotions in a healthy way.

When Tsukasa kills him, Senku has no way of knowing if his revival plan is going to work as intended. What he does know, is that he'd be fine dying regardless.

When he's shot by Stanley, and is suffering through fever and fighting potential infection, he passes the torch to Chrome knowing that even if he died, science would live on, and he's okay with that.

He's okay not seeing the world be totally recreated. He's okay not getting to see his middle age and elderly years. He's okay losing his life, because he honestly is tired of living.

I say again that Senku isn't actively suicidal, so he's not going to kill himself on purpose right now. But if he got the chance to die? He'd take it.

Besides, whatever afterlife exists is where Byakuya is, and he has a lot to say to his father.

I just woke up in a cold sweat with the words

"Senku might be vaguely suicidal"

In my head, and now i want to curl back up and cry because why would my brain do that to me

Y'all know that feeling when Trauma starts to eat at you for no reason and you get all in your feelings?

Anyway, Ryusui would be so angry for you if someone forgot your birthday.

Like, that's your day. The day you should get to be the greediest person you possibly could be, and you're telling him people forgot about you?

Nope, not allowed.

He's planning you a party.

The biggest one possible.

He's going to make you feel like the most important person in the world and literally no one can stop him.

The realization I had that since the American colony is somewhere in Northern California they might have access to wild-growing cannabis plants

Has me laughing

So hard.

Stanley doesn't just have tobacco in those cigarettes. That's why he's so chill all the time.

Not me reading an old My Hero Academia fic I wrote in 2020 and realizing that I wrote an extremely similar fic for Call of Duty in 2022.

Damn. Am I unoriginal, or do I just have a type?

Not a request but a wish for you that the day is good and you can get good rest! Take it easy and give some care to yourself. Here's some tea for ya 🫖🍵

That's so sweet! Thank you!

I hope everyone gets to have time to rest and take care of themselves today. I'll share my tea~

Do it do it :3

-🌙

I'm gonna take a wild guess that you're @myluckymoon

But I could be wrong

By all means

Correct me

Thinking about Dr. Stone first episode where the students asked who they would save if they had to choose between 2 options and Senku was like "I'll save everyone".

What if reader had a situation like that where the other one dies permanently and they had to choose between Stanley and Xeno without option to save both of them?

How do you think Stanley would react to being saved over Xeno and the same if it was instead Xeno who was saved?

Would they be angry for reader? Would they be able to still look at them in the eyes? How would they cope after this awful event?

First of all:

Rude. I'm crying now.

Second of all:

Neither of them will handle it well. While there is a logical understanding that you did what you had to do, neither Xeno nor Stanley every truly recover.

Stanley very quickly becomes a shell of his former self when he loses Xeno. Just drifting through the world, mind and heart numb. He can't bring himself to be happy anymore. He falls into the deepest of depressions, never to fully return to his senses.

Xeno becomes dangerous. Losing Stanley breaks something in him that no one can fix. If you thought he was a madman before, he practically throws himself off the metaphorical cliff straight into the deep end when Stanley dies.

There would be no real anger with you for what happened, they would both be smart enough to know that it wasn't truly your fault.

There is a high chance, if left to their own devices, one will follow the other to the other side. The only thing that could stop them, would be if you were romantically involved with the two of them when this happened. If that's the case, there is a chance they would both form a borderline obsession with your safety.

Neither of them would want to lose another partner. Not again. And they would both go to some pretty extreme lengths to avoid ever having to watch you die like the other one did.

I was the one that requested the gen x historian reader, tysm for doing my request!! Loved it! How you have a great day/evening 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

I'm so glad!! I had fun writing it ♡

Newest chapter of To the Moon and Back is out!

Anyway back to writing Senku getting killed

Do your OCs age with you or do they stay the same age?

They stay roughly the same age for the most part.

I have plenty of ocs of varying ages.