Me : You're the love of my life and my best friend, I would do anything for you!
@bookaddict05 : I want you to eat three meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule.
Me : Absolutely not.
save me from my own gender identity
(PLEASE THE WAY I CAN NEVER GET THE RIGHT SKIN TONE WHEN PAINTING I SWEAR IT WILL BE MY DOWNFALL)
also the painting is not done, and yes I will be sewing over my painting :)
Love the tits outta you guys đââïžđ«¶đŒ
If Lydia and Cynthia donât get a happy ending I will sob (I know the whole lesbian thing is bound to fail because cmon the show is set in the 50s but please I need this)
along with a younger deadly assassin and an archer with adhd
Warnings - smoking, alcohol, drugs, swearing, cheating, mentions of anxiety.
there will be more parts to this, make sure to reblog and comment and I will get the next few parts up as soon as I can, happy reading lovelies đ«¶đŒ
âDAMIEN WE HAVE TO HAUL ASS IF WE WANT TO MAKE IT TO THIS GIGâ Janis shouts at her best friend as she grabs his car keys and runs to the door leaving her jacket on the stairs. Not a moment goes until her best friend is also running out of the door behind her, shutting it and jumping in his car.
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âFor the love of Bowie please tell me one of you guys have a spare pickâ I say running onto the stage where my band are setting up for the gig. My brother Aaron looks at me, points at my necklace. A guitar pick hanging from a chain. I dramatically place my hand over the pick and point at him ânuh uh thisâ I point at the pick âthis was dadsâ. He rolls his eyes and throws me a pick.
I look over at my girlfriend who is talking to our bassist over at the bar, rolling my eyes I place my guitar down and go out back for a quick breather.
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âSo Cady what do you know about music?â Damien questions his new neighbour/ future classmate who had only came to the US a month ago. ânothing..but oh I know this really cool African band from my hometown you mig-â Cady starts talking about Africa as Janis eagerly slaps Damienâs arm, cutting the poor girl off. âDude lookâ Janis signals over to y/n after grabbing her two friendsâ attention. âwho is that?â Cady asks not missing the fact that her new friend is openly eye fucking this random girl whose face is hidden by the cloud of smoke coming from her cigarette. âOh baby, that right there is the definition of ârockstar girlfriendâ also but not limited to hot guitar heroâ Damien flails his hands toward the girl in question as Janis just stares. âOh here we go, doors are open, I repeat ladyâs doors are openâ he squeals like a little girl going to see a boyband.
Blowing out a cloud of smoke I fiddle with my lighter in my hands, trying to calm my pre show jitters. My mind is somewhere else, as usual. Looking around at the que of people waiting to see us only made my anxiety worse. A warm hand grabs my arm and pulls me back into the venue âdude what the fu-â shit âcmon we have to be on in five, if your going to be sick do it now and quickâ my ever so loving girlfriend states as she drags me to the curtain backstage where the rest of the band is waiting.
One by one we walk out onto the stage.
Aaron goes on first, heâs our drummer and my twin brother. Heâs wearing his usual get up of dark blue jeans, a hoodie and a flannel with some airforces.
Then goes Jason, our bassist. Or should I say our token fuck boy. He is wearing black jeans with a white long sleeved polo shirt.
Next is me, the guitar. Iâm sporting my favourite black Leviâs, a dark red corset top I was forced against my will to wear by my girlfriend and a leather jacket, my guitar slung around my body so itâs resting on my back. My curly black hair bounces as I walk to my spot of the stage and plugging my guitar into the amp as I sling it around to the front of my body.
Lastly Bea. My girlfriend, our singer saunters out onto stage. She is wearing a black mini dress and heels. She looks plastic. Like a Barbie. She wasnât like this a few weeks ago. She was just her usual perfect self. But sheâs changed.
The crowd goes wild and the lights shine brighter onto us as Bea introduces the band.
The show goes great. Perfect even. We finish our set and the crowd stays, some drifting to the bar a few leaving to catch the late bus home. But a lot stayed to meet the band.
I place my guitar on the stand and straighten Jasonâs bass while the rest of the band walk toward the bar, I take a B line towards the exit door, only to be pulled away by my arm. Now I walk to the bar with the rest of them. âWhat can I getcha baby?â The bartender asks, leaning over the bar a little with a smirk. âDouble tequila straight, hold off the rocks and a sex on the beach for the lady pleaseâ I say with a smile. âStop flirting with the sleaze bag of a serverâ Bea nudges me. âI wasnât evenâŠnever mindâ I sigh out, handing Bea her drink and downing my double shot.
We all separate and mingle with the fans. I end up standing in the corner of the room talking to some guys who want tips on how to hold a pick, you know the usual stuff. Thatâs when I see my girlfriend making out with Jason. I excuse myself and run out of the venue, my breath choppy and my vision blurry. I end up leaning against the stone wall of the bar, tears unknowingly flowing down my face, ruining my makeup.
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âSee I told you these guys were goodâ Janis shouts over the crowd to state the obvious as the show ends and people start to part ways.
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The band comes out to cool off with the audience who is left, Janis, Damien and Cady being a group of them. âHoly shitâ Janis says under her breath as she watches the singer and the bassist start making out. âOhh fuckâ Damien finishes Janisâ sentiment of shock as they witness the guitar player stumble out of the bar. âshould we go see is they are okay?â Cady asks, Janis and Damien put their drinks down as if the question had restarted their brains and placed them back into reality. The group then follow the girl outside where they find her sat in the floor against the brick wall, her knees up to her chest, hands covering her face.
âCady go find Aaron, drummer boy and let him know his sister is a mess but to not to worry, Damien go make sure singer or bassist does not come out hereâ Janis quickly springs into action.
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She cheated, she fucking cheated with our bassist. Does she even know that I saw? Would she even care? I canât believe that she che- âhey, is it okay if I touch you?â I girls voice breaks me out of my thoughts suddenly. I slowly take my hands away from my face and nod, observing the girl. Sheâs from my school, Iâve seen her before.
She slowly sits down next to me and takes a hold of my hand. Thatâs when it hits me. Itâs my brotherâs girlfriendâs ex. What was her name? Janine? No Janis? Yes Janis. Why was she at our gig? âYour girlfriends a douchebagâ she says with a sad smile âyou mean my ex girlfriendâ i say barley above a whisper, my voice threatening to crack. âhey why donât you come with me and my friends, we are going back to Damienâs to binge watch crappy VHS films and drink shitty beer. You down pretty girl?â She says reeking of confidence and hope that she can lift my spirits. Shrugging I agree before I am swept off of my feet and into a car with two new people and Janis.
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Y/N SAMUELS is sat next to me right now. Definitely not something I expected to be saying. Sheâs like a goddess. Sheâs worse than plastic, sheâs like stained glass. Fragile as fuck but so breathtakingly beautiful. I donât know much about her but I know I need to have her.
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Iâm sleepy upset and now in a car with two randoms and Janis Imiâike, not that Iâm complaining. Sheâs really pretty the more I look at her. She rocks a cropped mötley crĂŒe T-shirt with some black baggy jeans and docs. Her style has got to be one of the best Iâve seen even at school she somehow manages to catch my eye in the hallways or in classes. The car comes to a halt and I look at her again, now she is looking back at me with a grin, her hand held out ready for me to take it.
Damienâs basement is really nice, itâs been converted into a makeshift cinema room with two sofas, one of which being a two seater the other being a one seater. âNice placeâ I say nodding my head at Damien âwhy thankyou my new pocket sized lesbian friendâ he quips back. âRude, for your information youâre just freakishly tallâ we all laugh a little, his and Cady sit on the two seater while Janis who is still holding my hand guides us to the one seater. Putting a blanket over us to keep us warm she then places her hand on my waist while Damien starts playing a movie. I instantly recognise it as the conjuring 2013. Smiling I look up at Janis and say âitâs like he knew I would end up here tonightâ she chuckles and shakes her head.
Never in my life did I think Y/N would be here hanging out with the three of us in Damienâs basement, a week before junior year, watching the conjuring. We are about half way through the movie when she moves so she is laid on top of me straddling my waist and cuddling me, her face nuzzled into my neck. I can smell the alcohol and weed on her but Iâm not one to complain. Sheâs had a really rough night on top of the douchebag cheating on her. The movie eventually ends not that I was taking notice of it as all I could think about was her, I didnât take my eyes off of her the whole time. Damien stands up from the other couch and I give him a death glare warning him not to wake her up. He smiles and comes over, gently tapping her shoulder, waking her up. âHey fun sized, wanna play a game with usâ he says smirking, I look over at Cady, she too has a shit eating grin on her face. What were they scheming this time? She rubs her eyes and nods a little. âMh. What game?â She asks a valid question âdare or drinkâ he goes back to behind the couch and pulls out a cooler full of ice cold drinks. Like a switch has flipped she removes herself from my body. And sits on the floor next to the small coffee table. We all do the same, grabbing drinks and opening bottles. âCady I dare you to make an Instagram account under the name âCaddy Heroinâ and follow the first five people who pop upâ I start off strong, to this Cady puts the drink to her mouth and takes a big gulp. Earning a boo from the latter. A few turns go by and Damien turns to me and y/n pointing at us. âYou two seven minutes in heaven right now or drink the rest of your bottlesâ he says with a smirk. Laughing y/n gets up with a stumble and holds her hand out for me. Her bracelets glistening under the dark light, I take her hand and pull her with me to another room in the basement. As soon as the door shuts I place my hands on her waist and push her body trapping her between me and the door.
Maybe I was drunk or maybe it was just the fact that Bea cheated on me but I decided to be reckless. When Damien proposed seven minutes in heaven I decided to take the offer up, Janis pulled me into the next room, pinning me against the door and attacking my lips, then that turned to my neck and I think you know what happened after that, we had Damien knocking on the door declaring we haul our asses out of the supply closet before he comes in and drags us out. Once out of the closet ;) we played a few more rounds before I ended up asleep on Janis again. By 2am we were all asleep.
I wake up to the sound of someone snoring, looking around the room I see Damien and the new girl on the other couch sprawled out, an ungodly sound coming from the boys mouth. Looking up I see Janis Imi-ike my longtime crush and Regina Georgeâs ex girlfriend with her arms wrapped around my waist. I use the fact that everyone is asleep to make my escape. Before leaving I write my number down on a piece of paper and place one of my bracelets on Janisâ wrists.
part 2
Voodoo4Dummies
Wanda x y/n
Agatha x Wanda (friends only)
Nat + yelena + y/n (sisters)
Y/N gets killed on a mission, leaving her one true love, Wanda to deal with the consequences. Throughout the weeks after Y/Nâs death, Wanda seeks out help from her old friend Agatha, in which they stumble upon multiple books, the Dark Hold, The Manual of Witchcraft and Alchemy and Voodoo for Dummies.
WANDAS POV
âim closing in on the room with the, what did you call it tasha? a goober?â Y/Nâs voice echoing through the earpiece which allows the team to speak to one another during missions, with a hint of sarcasm she speaks in her Russian accent. Following this Natasha chuckles into her earpiece and following up with âshut it y/n/n, get the USB and get outâ
I smile at the interaction they share while fighting off another round of hydra agents.
âUh guys. So I took the USB out of the computer and now thereâs a timer on the screen. i- I think itâs a bombâ y/n announces with a tremble clear in her voice
âhey, hey no malysh, cmon, itâs okay just get as far away from that room as possible, what floor are you on?â Yelena says in a comforting tone, recognising the fear in her baby sisters voice
âFuck I donât know Lena, but itâs high maybe 5th floor from what I can seeâ my heart sinks, memories of Pietroâs death flood back into my brain, she canât die like this. I canât loose her. âMy love come on, just keep running pleaseâ I plead with her, I can hear her heavy breathing through the earpiece.
One I manage to get outside, all the hydra agents on sight are dead and the whole team are out front looking at the door waiting for one of Y/Nâs last minute miracles, she always gets into trouble on missions because she is careless with her life, always diving head first into trouble and unlike any normal person she always ends up surviving. Itâs an ongoing joke that her power is luck.
I run over to Natasha and turn to the building in hopes y/n runs outside and into my arms. Tony points up to a window âwhat is she doiâŠ*BANG*â
the whole team falls to the floor in attempt to cover from the flames that burst out of the building. We all watch as Y/N jumps through the window of the 5th floor, her body on an incline toward the floor, a scream rips from both mine and Yelenaâs lungs as our y/n hits the floor in one swift motion, her small frame, slumped against a car, her head hung low, her tactical goggles covering her eyes, her raven curls covering the remaining surface of her face.
Everyone stumbles to their feet to get to y/n, yelena making it to her first, falling to her knees and holding her younger sisters lifeless head up in her hands, she cursed under her breath as the rest of the avengers huddle up around the two, i kneel next to yelena with panic. âIs she awake?â I say in a sense of urgency as I lift up my girlfriends tactical goggles off her eyes, her head still resting in yelenas hands.
Thatâs when it hits me.
I cant hear her heartbeat, I lift my hand up, my palm just in front of her face, my fingers grazing over her forehead. Strands of red magic float around her head.
âi- I canât feel youâ I say in a whisper to y/n before looking around âI canât feel herâ I announce to the group in panic âwhy canât I feel her?â I say as Natasha pulls my body into hers, wrapping her arms around me as tears cascade down my face. Yelena starts to gently slap Y/Nâs face âcome on little one, this isnât fucking funny, wake up. Wake up y/n, WAKE UPâ Yelenaâs screams can be heard from anyone, probably even from universes away.
âwake up, come on Wanda, wake up your having a nightmareâ I am shook awake, my eyes flutter open as my body is shook by my best friend Agatha, she looks down at me with fear in her eyes. I rub my eyes, tears staining my black stained fingers, I slowly lift my body into a sitting position opposite Agatha. âOh hun, itâs okay, we will find her body and bring her back, just like we said, yes?â Agatha says in a hopeful yet reassuring tone of voice. I nod slowly knowing today is the day I am to go to S.W.O.R.D headquarters to talk to general Hayward about Y/Nâs body.
- time skip -
I walk into S.W.O.R.D headquarters with a plan and an right to commit to my plan.
âAh yes, hello miss Maximoff. Here to see general Hayward? Right this way, let me get this door for youâ a man on front desk greets me but I know where I need to be âIâve got it but thanksâ I say interrupting the kind man as I use my powers to open the door.
Once in Haywards office he greets me with a nod âhello miss Maximoffâ he smiles âokay yes I know your here for your girlfriends body but Iâm sorry to inform you, sheâs the governmentâs propertyâ i tilt my head in anger knowing he would say something like this, and because of that me and Agatha came up with a plan, I would distract him while Agatha goes in and teleports Y/Nâs body back to the house we share. âIf it where that the two of you had married before her death then I would of been allowed to hand over her body to youâ that one hit a nerve, the night my love died I was planning to propose to her after our weekly movie night. After a breif moment of silence I went to speak, just as the radio attached to Haywards fancy suit blazer goes off âgeneral Hayward, the mutants body has been compromisedâ I smile a little knowing they meant Y/N, however she wasnât a mutant she just⊠well she was a mutant, but she wore a power dampener in fear she would hurt the ones she loved, I remember her staying up for weeks upon end in the lab making the stupid gadget, she would stay up until she passed out in someoneâs arms. My thoughts are broken as I see Hayward run out of the room, I chuckle knowing she is already at the house, I drive back to mine and Agathaâs small house quickly with excitement radiating off my body.
Once entering the driveway, i quickly get out of the car and run into the house, without wasting time, I go straight to the basement, throwing my overcoat off my body, Agatha already has your body upon the medical table we built. âYou ready hun?â She says in a comforting voice
I grab the only book that had gotten me and Agatha any progress. We had tried the Dark Hold but this book, voodoo for dummies was a remake of a old witches book from the 1600s a spell for reincarnation had been left opened in the book. I smile at Agatha and nod. We had done this spell many of times in the last week, we would kill people before bringing them back, it would work.
Agatha on one side of the table, me on the other, we lit candles and as much as it hurt me to do we had to carve runes into your skin, we started on your arms, carving over your scars, then we had to rip your shirt and I had to carve over your heart. Once we finished we started chanting in Latin. After a few minutes your body started to shake as if you where having a seizure I pressed my hands down onto your freezing shoulders and held you down. all of a sudden your body went limp again and Agatha threw the book âwhat a crock of shitâ she curses. And turns around to pace the room.
I sigh and look down at your body, caressing your cheek lightly, this is when your eyes flutter open slowly, âmy love?â I say quietly as Agatha quickly spins around to look at what Iâm talking to. âoh my, Wanda sheâs alive, sheâs aliveâ Agatha nearly shouts.
part one
part two
âcarol have you seenâŠ.carol what the hellâ I hear the dark haired witches voice come out from behind me and the blonde who are comfortably sat down on the balcony, cigarettes lit in our hands. âHey no, no give me thatâ the lit cigarette is snatched out of my hand by Wanda as she scolds carol. Carol quickly moves to put her own cigarette out with a quick apology to the younger woman. Carol makes a run for it, while Wandaâs gaze is on me. I stay frozen in place for a few seconds, a bit flabbergasted that she actually just put my cigarette out and is now scolding me as if I am a child. âim 18 you know?â I say quietly, breaking the piercing silence shared between us both. A sigh comes from Wanda as she holds her hand out for me âthe others wanted to know if you wanted to join us for a movie? Itâll just be us, Carol and Natasha, Pietro went outâ she pleads with me, taking it that I will be spending time with them anyway I slowly nod, taking her hand as she pulls me up to my feet, her hands are cold but not the uncomfortable kind, the kind where you want to hold them forever as yours warms them up. That kind of cold. âwe should go before natasha gaslights carol into watching Moonraker againâ she says with a small chuckle giving me the impression of that movie being over played in this house.
me and Wanda walk into the small living room, a comfy sofa is pushed against the wall of the room, below it is a makeshift bed with blankets and pillows sprawled out across the floor. I smile getting memories of the times me and my closest friends would bunk out on my exâs floor on nights out when we were too young to drink or get home to face the wrath of our parents. I smile a little and sit on the floor not giving the comfy sofa a second thought. Wanda smiles a little, noticing my willingness to always be sat on the floor. She sits next to me, throwing a blanket over us, I grab a pillow from behind me and pull it to my chest, bringing my knees up to my chest too. Just as I do this, Nat and Carol walk in laughing about something, Nat notices me first and smiles sadly. âyou comfy there?â She says knowingly as I nod âyou remind me of my sister, she does that tooâ she states as she gestures to my position, to this I smile a little.
Out of the corner of my eye I see Carol struggling to carry some DVDs, she sits on the sofa behind me before placing the DVDs between me and the witch. Nat sits behind Wanda and scans over the DVDs. Wanda quickly picks up a series, âskinsâ i laugh recognising the tv show as the three other women look confused âyou know this?â Natasha asks as I nod. The three women look at me blankly âwhat? Oh my god! You guys have never heard of skins?â I say looking at them all shocked. I shake my head as Wanda puts the disc in the tv.
after a few hours of watching the show, Wanda has her arm around my shoulder, pulling me closer, Carol is playing with my hair as Natasha has now plaited Wandaâs hair into braids, Carol tucks my hair behind my ear and Wanda looks over and tilts her head, she leans closer and caresses behind my right ear with her thumb âoh my god you have tattoos?â She says exited, I look at her confused. âyeah, itâs not that big of a dealâ i state nonchalantly, the show now far forgotten.
Me and Wanda now sit facing carol and Nat, Carol shows off her army tattoos, one of them being a name. âRambeau?â I ask gesturing to the one tattoo she left out âmy uh friend, she died of cancer during the blipâ she states âsorryâ i mutter noticing how she put off talking about it âokay little rebelâ Natasha grabs everyoneâs attention âwhatâs that one on your arm, not the sleeve the small one?â She nods to my left wrist. An orange semicolon. I look up at her âthe semicolon?â I say unsure if she meant that, she nods in conformation. âi..uhm so it means like I wonât end my life because a semicolon is a continuation and not a stopâ i state with a bit of trouble as the three women stare at me intrigued. âwhy orange?â carol asks âit was my uncleâs favourite colour. But also because of a songâ I nod while rubbing the back of my neck awkwardly âsomething in the orange tells me weâre not done?â Wanda asks. I look over surprised she understood the reference.
relationships are so cool, you have the gf with a sleep schedule (always asleep by 9pm) andddd then you have their art freak partner who doesnât know the meaning of sleep
((yes this is a personal attack, I didnât sleep till 4am last night and she made me take a nap earlier))
Oh you guys are going to HATE me for what happens in the next chapter of âanyone but herâ
If i cough one more GODDAM TIME I swear i will literally rip my lungs out xoxo
My fav mutual đ„č
Reader is sick and AJ comes over to take care of her
A/N: so Sorry this is so short also I totally didnât make this for my sick mutual @ashecampos (I did lol)
You have been sick for the past couple days. You have an absolutely horrible cough and you feel like shit. You stayed home from school which sucked because you really missed your girlfriend.
AJ(bubs)đčđ: hey baby how are you feeling?
(Y/N): like shit đ
AJ(bubs)đčđ: aw Iâm sorry to hear that, is it ok if I come over after school I miss you
(Y/N): I would absolutely love that
AJ(bubs)đčđ: ok Iâll be over after school, try to get some rest ok?
(Y/N): ok bubs Iâll try, I love you đ
AJ(bubs)đčđ: I love you more baby sleep good đ
You decided your girlfriend was right and you had like 3 hours before sheâd be over so you let sleep take over your body.
~3 hours later~
You woke up feeling a little bit better not a lot better but a little
*knock knock* someoneâs at your door you sluggishly walked over wrapped in a blanket
You open the door and see âAJ!â You immediately pull her in for a hug âhi babyâ you pulled away and coughed like a lot âaw baby go lay down, I got you your favorite soup from that one place you like and some crackersâ âyouâre the best girlfriend ugh I wish I wasnât sick so I could kiss youâ âitâs ok baby, you go put a movie on and Iâll get your food all set upâ she says kissing your forehead, you head over to the living room to clean up a little then putting on the tv and looking for a movie for you and Aj to watch. âHere you go my love, have you taken any medicine for your cough yet?â Aj asked setting the food and a few other things on the table âmhm but itâs been like 4 ish hours?â You say a little unsure of when you took medicine last âhmm you should probably retake it soon if itâs a 4 hour oneâ âitâs a 6 hour oneâ you say grabbing a couple crackers âI missed you so much todayâ you say leaning into her âI missed you more, now eat your soup beautifulâ you ate some of your soup while Aj played with your hair, you loved being with her so muchâŠyour happy thoughts were interrupted by the overwhelming need to cough you quickly got up and set your soup down coughing so hard your body ached. Aj quickly went over to you to rub your back while you coughed and then hugging you when you finished âpoor babyâ Aj said holding you close and rubbing your back as you melt into her arms âI hate being sickâ you pout âI know baby, how about you lay down ok maybe some more sleep will helpâ âbut-â she puts her finger on your lips and pulls you over to the couch âno buts you need rest or youâre not gonna get better, I promise to be here when you wake up, ok?â âFine Iâll sleep I guessâ you say as she helps you lay down on her, pulling the blanket over you âgood night Aj, thank you for taking care of meâ âof course Iâll always be her to take care of you baby, sleep wellâ she says playing with your hair as you slowly dies off thinking about how lucky you are to have her in your life