Awkward-human23 - *{SociallyAwkwardHuman}*

“Every night I lie in bed, frightening pictures fill my head, a million screams are keeping me awake”-My choir teacher (sang in the tune of A Million Dreams)

I wish I could switch to my friends’ P.O.V so I could see what they see and hear what they think.

I got my new phone a few days before Christmas and he didn’t snoop, thank god

Sorry if this is confusing, I can’t type out my thoughts that well.

So my dad is getting me a new phone for Christmas because the one I have now has an invalid SIM card and has been stuck in a weird apple logo loop thing multiple times. I should be thankful, and I am, but I’m also anxious as hell. There was one time I let my dad use my iPad for awhile. I turned off my notifications for messages so that you couldn’t even see that I got a message. Time skip to when he’s driving me to my aunt’s house. He told me that I “got a message” and that he checked it and saw that my friends and I swear. A lot. He also saw that my aunt and I were talking shit about him because he had sided with his (now ex) girlfriend in an argument we had. A bit of backstory for what the agreement was about. I was tired and, let’s just call his ex B, B whined to my dad about me looking at her weird, like I hate her or something (I do but I was just tired that morning). He then demanded I apologize and when I wouldn’t (why would I apologize for something as stupid as that) I went back to my moms. Anyway back to the story, He went through my messages, saw my aunt and I talking shit, and got upset. (I mean understandable but don’t go through my damn messages Jesus Christ) I was anxious the rest of the ride to my aunts and haven’t told anyone else in my family about it. So yeah I’m kind of really anxious to get a new phone.

I finally fell asleep at 5 am

Heyyy our of curiosity are you into Sanders sides? And if you are what are your thoughts on deceit??

Hey! :) yes I love Sanders Sides. I really like deceit (I suck at describing my thoughts on things, sorry😅)

Contemplating life on roller skates

Currently hiding from my little sister in the closet while playing hide and seek

“I’ll kill your family UwU”~my sister

While listening to My Wish by Britney Spears on the radio and the lines:

He's all I want, just for me

Underneath my Christmas tree

I'll be waiting here

Santa, that's my only wish this year.

The following picture appeared before my inner eye:

I call it Perfect Christmas Present for Jonathan Brewster

Bonus:

I hope you like it, Chonny.

But all by yourself, Doctor?

Oh, I got along just fine. He's still not very bright...

Doctor, I've waited a great many years for a chance like this.

(and then they kiss😌)