Idk I've seen a LOT of insane antis on other social medias like twitter, tiktok or telegram, and most of my friends are antis as well, so opening up about being a proshipper on Tumblr is like a breeze of fresh air to me
You are so kind and supportive, that's insane /pos I still haven't received any negativity, and I can't believe my eyes! I'd already had to deal with death threats and gore/csem images if I opened about being a procom on TikTok and Telegram, so thank you for being nice
Tumblr seems like a perfect place for proship ranting, and I'm happy to be a part of this community... You guys are the best
Kamisatocest moodboard!!
(Moodboards/sketches requests are open)
Icon credits to daisyiane
fischlisa cause why not honestly
Some reasons why I was inactive here:
I was busy with my job as a souvenir artist, and I really loved my job!! The coworkers were really sweet and supportive and I always wanted to make money by being an artist/painter. But the salary was wayyyy too little (literally 30$ per MONTH), so I quit it. It was fun while it lasted though!
I became more interested in other social media and apps (like TikTok, Pinterest, Taobao/Xianyu, Telegram, YouTube etc) than in Tumblr. I use Tumblr for proship content only (because let's be honest, if some content maker will see a ๐๐ combo, they will instantly block me, so it's not really safe for me to interact with people I like here), so for fandoms and jsf stuff I use other social media, where nobody knows I'm a proship โ that's just how people treat proships nowadays unfortunately
I was more focused on interacting with friends and acquaintances and on visiting some real live events rather than being on the internet all days long
Severe depression makes itself felt, and I ran out of ideas and motivation for blogging and art, not only in Tumblr but also in general. It's really tough for me, and I feel really bad for abandoning my Tumblr, but it's how your mental health affects almost every aspect of your life. But I hope I'll get better some day!!
And the main reason is... I got really tired of this ship discourse. Too many people, especially antis, fight each other, there is too much information, discourses and controversies, it's literally draining me as a person. I'm not planning on quitting proship community though, and even if I'm inactive in it, just know that I am still a proship and I stand by its ideas. It's just that I'm so tired of seeing people dehumanize, insult, threaten and groundlessly accuse proshippers in crimes like grooming and CSAing because of their fiction preferences so openly and unconscionably... I don't know. It's so unfair. I just hope one day people like this will realize that they do really wrong, and it will change for better
So, basically I headcanon Ame/Kangel as comshipper, and you can't prove me otherwise /hj
I am pretty sure that she's into really dark and fucked up stuff in fiction, such as abuse, age gap and pedophilia (but can consume literally any comfiction lol). Even though she's traumatized, she doesn't comship because of her traumas, she's doing it just for fun, it's like her hobby or something which helps her to go through tough days. P-chan doesn't care about her ships, but he doesn't mind either. Ame likes to rant about her favourite ship dynamics to p-chan and she gets mad when p-chan doesn't reply with enthusiastic messages. And she also wrote comfanfics when she was younger, but she's ashamed of it