To be honest I didn't count on anything creating this blog, but you made me feel safe, welcomed and loved, I think I'm settling in Tumblr, and I like that. I feel like you are now an important part of my life — for now, at least, and I'm insanely grateful for that
I don't know what to start with, but I'm pretty sure you've seen a lot of antis on Twitter, Tiktok, Instagram, etc, but probably never heard of antis on telegram. Because telegram is a messenger, not a typical social media where you post stuff and get followers. Well, antis on telegram are even worse that... Anything, to be honest. And I would like to address one undescribably awful and disgusting situation, which had place in proship friendly space on telegram
So, there is a popular form of russian public channels which is called confessions, where you can almost absolutely anonymously (or completely anonymously, it depends) post any confession on a specific topic. BTD confessions, genshin confessions, queer confessions, etc. And there is one of channels which is friendly to proshippers:
Hardqueer (also known as queer against cancel culture) — is a person who doesn't bend to cancel culture in a way it exist now. This term, as far as I know, came from queer telegram spaces
This channel sometimes posts confessions about being a proshipper and hating antis. Nothing spectacular, you might think, and you'll be right! But antis (or, how mod of this channel calls them, "softqueers") found hardqueer confessions due to multiple reposts within confessions community.
Softqueer (also known as pro cancel culture queer) — is a person who supports cancel culture and cancels any problematic person. In terms of proshipping, not every anti is a softqueer, but every softqueer is an anti
Before I continue, I must mention that this dividing of queers is pretty unnecessary imo, but in this case I shall use this terminology so you could understand what's going on within all this "soft/hardqueer" situation
With this being said, antis... Well...
Translation:
— Mfs who spam my dms with cp are you okay?
— Where's the fucking logic? "THE MOD OF HARDQUEER CF IS SO BAD, SHE DATES A GIRL YOUNGER THAN HER... WELL LET'S SPAM HER DMS WITH CP 🤩🤩🤩"
— I really wonder how softies (softqueers) get so much cp like 🧐🧐🧐
At first I thought that this were not antis' doing since there are some MAP confessions' users who spam others with cp as well, so I asked mod directly about this
Translation:
— Btw this might be one of the MAPs confs doing and not softs (softqueers) but I can be wrong
— This were exactly softies (softqueers) doing, which harassed me for things I HAVEN'T EVEN DONE, called me a pedophile, insulted me and seems like as an apology spammed with cp
She could tell this were antis because her bot for confessions (which is supported by Livegram bot) shows nicknames of people sending anonymous messages, so she saw this were her ex acquaintances from "softqueer" community
Now this shit is serious. I could just ignore all this thing if it didn't involve possible csem. Antis on telegram literally send proshippers and neutralshippers scem in order to... I don't even know. Traumatize them probably? While saying they "protect traumatized from abuse people". What a hypocrites. There is no excuse for this. Yes, "hardqueers" may be wrong in some aspects of their ideology imo (for example they don't care about slurs since in Russia it's a normal thing to say slurs you can't reclaim etc), but it's not an excuse for such behavior. Even though there are no proofs of this situation being true besides my screenshots and her (mod's) words, there is also no proofs that this DIDN'T happen. And we are talking about CSEM. And I think direct screenshots of scem being sent in bot would be considered as spreading csem which I don't want to do. So the only thing I left to do is to hope you'll pay your attention to this disturbing and terrible situation. I would be grateful if you'd reblog this to your page so more people would know what's going on. And if you are a telegram user, PLEASE, BE CAREFUL. There are some people with bad tendencies who can hurt you. Telegram's anonymous politics may be hurtful for your mental health. Block any suspicious users, report them and their messages, and take a break from the internet in case something like this happens to you
You might think this situation is fake or it was made up in order to blacken the reputation of antis, but there is the link to channel I am talking about, where you can see all messages by yourself:
You probably have to register with your phone number to see messages though
Keep yourselves safe, please 🙏
I finally found a part time job that I enjoy
I found a new hobby (lolita fashion)
I made some new friends this summer thanks to furmeets
I'm not giving up and keep getting professional help with my severe depression (it's hard, but I want to believe that one day I can finally feel something and live happily)
I accepted myself as a proshipper!! That's kind of dangerous to say it out loud due to antis activities on the internet, but I want to be myself and not to hide my true identity and interest
I created this blog where I am finally being myself with comship stuff
I keep improving at drawing no matter how hard it is sometimes due to 0 ideas and no inspiration (I love drawing so much)
I continue living despite some suicidal thoughts and destructive behaviors and I don't want to give up on my live yet!!
You know what, i want to do something nice and positive.
Anyone that sees this, tell me something you are proud of. It doesnt matter how big or small it is. It could be you graduating college or it could be you just managed to get out of bed today. It doesnt matter what.
I want you to tell me something you did that your proud of, and i want to congratulate you on it. Everyone deserves to be congratulated on things they are proud of.
It can be on or off anon. I just want to spread some positivity to the world some.
Gang what the fuck
I just woke up and got a notif about antis putting minors in actual real life danger once again
(idk if this works bc I've never sent twt threads before but here https://x.com/SamAburime/status/1821168403211530363?t=D0hucCxV0KpKhW0KlDrm8w&s=19
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Made a proship boykisser memes for fun, enjoy!! Free to use :3 Lmk if you'd like some more memes like this. You can even request memes with your favorite ships or dynamics!
When you're in 90% of dni lists so you pull this move: