The Mask Goes On The Minute Other People Look.

thanks for reminding me, miss lolita!

i'm in color guard (that's where i get the 'n spins' part of my name btw) and since we have our winter guard season ramping up, i'll have a slower uploading schedule from now until sometime in april!

this doesn't mean you can't send requests, it'll just take a hot sec for me to get to them.

thanks again to miss @miley-lolita for suggesting i make an update on my schedule!

happy (belated) birthday to ivan, dazai, and i!!

i said i would draw stuff and i did. can you tell which one was first and which one was last?

Can I request headcanons for Yandere Chiaki Nanami x reader where Chiaki is super clingy but the reader doesn't mind because it makes her look cute, please and thank you

a/n - people asking me for characters other than nagito are my roman empire/j ~enjoy~

yan!chiaki would be quite interesting.

especially if she's just so adorably tired and clingy

say, for instance, when she lets you you two leave the house:

she must be touching you in some way at all times.

she leans on your shoulder and hugs your arm on the way there. she holds your hand while you walk around. when you look down to question it, she just giggles

"it's cause i love you, ____," she says with a dangerous glimmer in her eyes.

but you have to admit, her manipulation smile has a charm to it.

she also might drag you into a game stop. pointing out games newly released games she wants to play.

"____, look! it's the game i told you about! the one with the streamer girl the slowly goes insane and the parasocial relationships?" she chimes as she hugs you. what an oddly specific description.. out of the corner of your eye you see a nearby girl trembling in fear.

things that like happen often but she'll always remind you to never pay attention to it! it's just people being weird! and she'll always remind you with her hand in yours...

on the other side of that metaphorical one-way mirror, is a trembling little boy. is a fearful child.

he's so scared. so scared they'll see past the facade he puts on to imitate those around him. so scared they'll see his true self.

that mirror is the only thing about him that shows confidence.

but then he meets you.

you're the only one who can see through as if it's a window. you're the only one who can hold that small child and tell him it's okay.

please.. just tell him it's okay..

RANPO, ango, poe, kokichi, UZUI, giyuu, and any of your falsely confident favorites!

a/n - before i get started on the requests in my inbox, i just wanted to show you guys a piece i wrote with my a couple of my ocs :)

Abielle sighed as her flag clanged on the floor, “god! I’m gonna fucking scream!” Why in the world couldn’t she get this damn toss right? She looked at the video on her phone as it played over and over again. It was a simple parallel toss. Open to the front, bring it behind the head, and flick. It wasn’t supposed to be this damn hard.

The sounds of her frustration echoed through the nearly empty dance gym and the only other person to hear her was her squad leader, Morgan. “Keep it in the toaster,” she mumbled through chews of her salad.

“I’m trying!” Abielle yelled back as she tossed it once more. Her arms were feeling heavy from how many times she’s done it without rest. This time, the flag flew across the gym, almost hitting Morgan.

Morgan jumped back slightly and nearly choked on her food. “Control,” she reminded.

Abielle groaned, flopping down on the hard floor, “I wanna go home!” She was tired, weak, and not to mention stressed from a week of tests and exams. She just didn’t want to do color guard at that moment despite going to sectionals on her own accord.

Aggravated, she quite literally rolled her way over to her flag. Morgan had tried so hard to hold back a giggle at Abielle’s reflection in the dance mirrors.

Once over to her flag, she wrapped the silk around her body. “I’m taking a nap,” she said dramatically while hugging the pole.

“Night-night,” Morgan chimed as she stifled a laugh.

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! ❤️❤️❤️

:3

ily anon (platonicly)

life never feels real.

he never feels real.

because whenever he wakes up, he still feels stuck in a repetitive dream.

every day: wake up. go to work. go to sleep.

it's like his life is a constant loop.

that all changes when you walk into his life. now his days look more colorful.

his days are full of your love.

his days are full of your light.

you are his reason to live.

KUNIKIDA, dazai, NEUVILETTE, zhongli, ajax, and any of your emotionally exhausted favorites!

guys i’m so sorry. marching season is starting up so i’ve been super busy. i also got grounded so i couldn’t use my laptop and i hate writing on my phone. but i promise i’ll get to requests and such. TwT.

in other news, i’m fifteen now so i’ll add that to my bio later. :3

reblog if you want to do the most diabolical, down horrendous, back breaking things to him.

or if you like cake.

reblog for old man yaoi