Even when you're tired, remember why you started.
30-39/100 days of productivity
song of the week: b2b-charli xcx
it's been over a week since i last posted. i have been so stressed for my calculus midterm. i did over 250 integrals in five days, staying up until 4 am every day or not sleeping at all. my physics midterm got pushed to after the break so now i have three midterms back to back.
just had my calculus midterm last night and it honestly did not go well. this past week leading up to and after my exam definitely took a toll on me mentally, physically, and emotionally which undoubtedly affected my exam. but i'm going to try and stay motivated for my other classes and get a better mark on the calculus final.
i have so many lab reports and proposals to write now but at least reading week is next week and i'll be going home to see the sun.
pictures:
walking home after my midterm
6 am after studying all night
integrals on the classroom blackboard at 3 am (the janitor forgot to lock the door)
practice questions an hour before my midterm with friends
12/100 days of productivity
song of the day: muse au musée- isolde lasoen
got some free stuff from the club fair and went out to dinner to celebrate chinese new year. did some statistics and physics homework.
really shocking that it's 2025 already. 2024 was a journey of both self discovery and self annihilation, one that made me realize many harsh and beautiful truths about myself. i have learned a lot and look forward to using my knowledge this year. i will strive to protect my peace, find solace in silence, and taking things one step at a time, either forwards or backwards, all in the name of progress towards ambition.
i simply adore the softness of winter. (i will be going back to icy uphill roads on campus in a week)
drops them in a gothic horror au
“I don’t want to be a sweetheart. I want to be the fucking love of your life.”
— Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie
found some screenshots of the notes i made half a year ago. half a year ago i went through my worst heartbreak. somehow i can’t bring myself to regret anything. i have so much love to give and that is a strength. i can forgive and live freely.
pre med student documenting his life. anatomy & cell biology | biomedical engineering2007 | INTJ
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