Using This Acc To Dump My Calebmc Doodles From Now On. Im Embracing The Cringe So I Can Be Free!! (i

"The grief that we both know"

This comic is basically why I like albelumi so much. Both of them share similarities in terms of experiences (both have been abandoned by their kin and told them to find the truth). However, Lumine has secure attachment while Albedo has fearful-avoidant. I believe that he can learn from Lumine how to reconnect with himself and others in a positive way.

Caleb would be relentless with this image btw. He sees sad ant with bindle one time in the wild and you can’t go a week without it in your message history. you tell him your mission is gonna run a little late and you’re not going to make it to dinner and its all he replies. still in uniform. in his fancy fucking office. he just finished telling an underling to kill themself.

Trainersona bc im lonely ><

Organized Love and Deepspace Non-Mc Fic Recommendations

Sylus

☆ Angel of Her Own Making - by bwennie (link here)

☆ Dragon!Sylus x Non-MC!Reader - by clairewritesfanfics (link here)

☆ Heartbreak Anniversary with Sylus - by mephisto-reporting (link here)

☆ Sylus with non!mc reader - by yukithestar (one, two, three, four)

☆ enough - by captivating-flavors (link here)

☆ away (loosely part 2 of enough) - by captivating-flavors (link here)

☆ wilted promises - by shaiyasstuff (one, two, finale)

☆ delayed beginnings - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot, sequel, epilogue, bonus)

☆ The Great (Unnecessary) Divorce Incident - by mangooes (link here)

☆ The Winner Takes it All - by misshuntereevee (one, two)

☆ one in the head, two in the chest - by comatosebunny09 (link here)

☆ hurst so good - by comatosebunny09 (link here)

☆ The Sin & The Sinner - by saintobio (link here)

☆ Calm and Serenity - by blueivyy99 (masterlist)

☆ Impartial Hearts - by ladsonlads (link here)

☆ A Blooming Predicament - by subliminalwish (link here)

Zayne

☆ Nocturne of Twilight - by chuluoyi (part one)

☆ Dawn's First Light - by chuluoyi (part two)

☆ pit-a-pat - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot)

☆ Heartbreak Anniversary with Zayne - by mephisto-reporting (link here)

☆ Heart of Glass - by shaisuki (part one)

☆ The Snowflakes on your Shoulders - by shaisuki (part two)

☆ My Wedding Vow Is To Divorce You - by kira-loves0905 (link here)

☆ Claiming Something That's Not Yours - by authorssmc (link here)

Caleb

☆ Rotten Apples - by rcvcgers (masterlist)

☆ mine - by captivating-flavors (link here)

☆ The Colonel's Keeper - by saintobio (link here)

☆ The Colonel's Saint - by saintobio (part two)

☆ weightless paradise - by huxhsz (masterlist)

☆ back to friends - by hxlxnaaa (link here)

Xavier

☆ glass half full - by shaiyasstuff (drabble)

☆ 3:07 a.m. - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot, sequel)

☆ we can't be friends - by kitimeq (link here)

Rafayel

☆ Heartbreak Anniversary with Rafayel - by mephisto-reporting (link here)

☆ Ocean Memories - by yuansie (masterlist)

☆ fate - by shaiyasstuff (one-shot, sequel)

☆ Loathe To Paint You - by rcvcgers (masterlist)

◇ There's probably a lot of non-mc fics out there that i haven't read/seen BUT these are the ones that I'm currently reading and re-reading / already read!

◇ To the authors mentioned THANK YOU FOR YOUR AMAZING WRITING/WORKS AND I LOVE YA'LL 🙈💗

◇ All links are up to date / will be updated!

◇ This list will be updated as well!

Last Edited April 9, 2025 08:20 am

♥ dividers used is made by enchanthings ♥

I promise this will be our last escape.

jajajsdj gosh i love him sm (´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡ this piece was crossposted on my ig (boxkun_) but figured i post here too. I wanted to fully render this but once i attempted his suit thing, i realized i dont want to put myself through that lmao

Phos! Pho! Phy! Llite!!!!!

I was messing around w filters, and gradients for this one

(i have not caught up to the latest chapters bc im tired of being hurt over and over again every update?!? Someone tell me why phos needs to go through everything that happens to him in the manga😭 i cant take it anymore😭😭😭 but i love pain so i will be reading it all eventually 🤞)

i know everyone thinks caleb is a big sub especially with that crazy ass "command me" line. but caleb has always been two-faced and pretends to be a sweet puppy to mc in order to get her to soften up to him. he knows she'll forgive him no matter what:

bringing back this banger! she knows he's manipulating her, and she just folds to him anyways. caleb and mc are so interesting because they're so hurtful to each other all the time. i'm about to talk about the dynamic they have in the chinese text so if you're uncomfortable with that i implore you to not continue after this paragraph.

they were adopted by their abuser and had to learn how to be a family. caleb, in how i interpret the story, probably did most of the work raising mc. they find comfort in playing as "brother" and "sister", but they've never had a healthy understanding of what a functioning family looks like. how i imagine it is, they've created some strange fiction in their mind of this familial bond and convinced themselves that playing as these familial roles is the only way they can stay connected.

they are the only two people who have been abused and experimented on to such an insane extent that they latch onto each other. mc may not remember, but caleb does. holding onto the memories of his helplessness in those critical moments of mc's continuous deaths absolutely made him more possessive and protective of mc.

they need each other to validate their existence. what i mean by this is: if they are the only two people that they know of that have been through such a unique and horrific experience, then they need each other to survive. caleb is desperate to remember everything, the good, the bad, the depravity. he most likely understands his personhood as an extension of mc's, a container for her lost memories.

we have that crazy line in decoherence where he acknowledges they "come from the same source". and to get a little wacky:

infold posted this! caleb literally buying a dna gene ornament. he relinquishes his agency because he quite literally worships mc. whatever she desires is his command. and she accepts his love, i'll be it, in a demanding and somewhat passive way. his love for her is instinctual, she just accepts it habitually. a god and her angel, i suppose.

"from the same source" gives me biblical vibes. she is adam and he is eve. he was created from her, for her. in BOTH lives: in decoherence and in their current reincarnations. he happily indulges her, he eats the apple and carries the sin and in learning of her hesitant (but just as passionate) love that she returns back to him he asks her if she'd carry that sin too (she will!).

to bring it back to the original plot (because i know i lost it a little) caleb is a liar and a fraud and mc is really into that. he's a "sub" because she is his reason for being, but mc will fold to his will every time so really who's subbing.

Welcome to THE DEVILDOM REGION

Obey Me! x Pokemon !!

Welcome to Devildom !! A world full of powerful demons and their powerful pokémon! Collect a team and challenge the 8 siblings 7 demon brothers to earn Pact Badges, grow stronger, and get closer to defeating the Champion and getting out of here. Be warned; you may find danger, mystery, tragic backstories, and even love along the way !!

Meet the Champion, Professor, Rival and more in part 2 of this post. Coming out whenever I get around to finishing it.

Sunny days ahead