me @ me
I hate this I play vrchat a lot and when someone flirts with me on there I flirt back not because I have any feeling for them but because I crave the attention and then when I’ve had enough I drop them and feel absolutely awful for it afterward, like I wish I could tell them the truth and let them know it’s not them…it’s just simply out of my control which is why I try to stay mute as often as possible because the healthiest relationship I can have is unfortunately with a mute whom I can project onto and receive attention from without hurting them or having them expect things I cannot give.
Cluster b culture is flirting with EVERYONE because you want attention and then feeling confused because you actually don't feel anything romance related. It took me years to know that I'm aroace and that I flirt a lot due to my need of attention. My confusion with my sexuality + my need for attention = years of denial of my true identity T.T
I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all.
Shower thoughts from Ron Swanson - via http://ift.tt/1PUNpb1
✩ Do not: re-upload my CC, claim my CC as your own, use as a base/part for your CC!
I have always been very upset because the lighting of the game spoils the appearance of my characters, which I create for hours in CAS. With these thoughts in mind I started working on this mod. And now my characters can look the same in the game and in CAS with this mod.
default in-game lighting mod for The Sims 4;
base game compatible;
completely redesigned outdoor and indoor lighting;
brighter and cleaner lighting everywhere at any time of the day and weather;
the brightness of the lighting varies depending on the time of day and weather, but it’s always “clean”;
conflicts with mods that affect in-game lighting, you can only install one such mod in your game!
BRIGHT PALE - bright pale lighting;
BRIGHT BASE - bright base lighting;
BRIGHT SATURATED - bright saturated lighting;
AVERAGE PALE - average pale lighting;
AVERAGE BASE - average base lighting;
AVERAGE SATURATED - average saturated lighting;
DARK PALE - dark pale lighting;
DARK BASE - dark base lighting;
DARK SATURATED - dark saturated lighting;
I advise you to install the AVERAGE BASE version first and try others based on your impressions of it.
For example, if the light seemed too bright to you, then you should download the DARK version. Or if the light didn’t seem bright enough to you, then you should download the BRIGHT version. And also with saturation gradation: if the BASE version seemed too dim to you, you should download the SATURATED version and vice versa.