🌎 MINECRAFT AU PART 12🌎

GIRLY JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT CYERCE ELEGANS

If Cyerce nigricans is a butterfly, then this is a fairy... Cyerce nigricans for comparison:

And the shop is open.

You don't know how relieved I am now that I'm finally able to reopen my shop.

Physical products: Shopee only

Png files for the phonecharms: Kofi

I really wanted to add more but many things have been in my way (especially my own mental health), so we'll have to make-do with only 2 kinds of products for now.

(I might have turned the brightness too high, oops.)

Here are some notable things:

Tiny Ink is back :) hopefully the people who wanted tiny Ink are still here, I took so long to bring him back.

We have new freebie stickers. I figured the old freebies looked cheap and had decided to make Ruins mini bosses into stickers. I didn't manage to draw all of them.

<- Defective | Normal ->

I messed up and bought the wrong phone strings for 16 charms, so now they're being sold at a discount. Defective phonecharms come with the old freebie stickers instead of the new ones.

That's all.

Hi, I was the ask, the person who commented on your profile!! I was just too shy and thought it would be creepy! :( sorry.

And again sorry if this is a personal ask, but I noticed in your comments that you said that you didn't have many friends... Maybe we could be friends? And what happened to the boyfriend?

Sorry again if this is too much to ask you don't have to respond.. (I don't know how to talk to people)

Hiya! It's fine, dw.

I won't oppose having more friends, but currently I am all out of my social battery so you probably won't feel very welcomed at the moment. Sorry. Feel free to talk to me tho.

Funnily enough he's an ex-boyfriend now. Stuff happened, personal stuff.

Hm... Wood standee prototypes coming sooner than expected (roughly 10-15 days). Hopefully they turn out alright.

I wonder why I feel the need to push myself harder and harder until I burn out simply because of my love for art? Is it not counterintuitive? You can't create anymore if creating brings you so much pain your mind just rejects the idea itself.

Trying color stuff idk

By this pictures from Pinterest

if it was just one person I'd take it up with them personally, but it's so many people so often that I can't do anything but get frustrated and cry so I'm gonna cry about it here

Hypersomnia sucks. Narcolepsy sucks. Being unable to stay awake sucks, and it's also terrifying. Sometimes I wake up and cry because I can already tell that I'm not going to be able to stay awake.

I understand that most people are more familiar with being sleep deprived than the opposite and so maybe "I slept forty hours in two days" sounds like an amazing luxury. But it's not. That's two days of missed work and exercise and fun. That's two days of constantly waking up and trying desperately to stay awake and failing. That's two days where you had eight hours worth of snatches of being terrified of your own body and stressing over how much you're not getting done, how much work you're not doing. Two days of weird fragmented nightmares about not being able to wake up. Two days of having to ask someone else whether you walked the dog because you can't tell if you dreamed it or did it in a state halfway to sleep walking. And you will wake up and you will STILL BE TIRED. you will not wake up rested and cheerful and rejuvenated. You will wake up exhausted and weary and wanting to die.

I know people don't know this. I know there's no malice in it and I try so hard to be understanding of that. But for the love of God "I slept forty hours in two days" is not something a healthy person says and to reply to it with 'ill trade you, I can't sleep' which happens to me EVERY TIME I MENTION IT ALOUD is frustrating and invalidating. I've had dozens of people say this to me. I'm so sick of it.

I don't want your insomnia! It sounds miserable! I can empathize! Please try to do the same for me, even though my experiences may seem difficult to understand at first! I know you don't mean ill! Please!

I am normal about them

Day 20

Hello world :(

young artist posting your work online, heed my warning. im holding your face so gently in my hands, you have to stop caring about numbers right now and start caring about making the weirdest and most self-indulgent art you possibly can