Maybe one of the reasons I feel so much younger than I am is because I am stuck in the same place where I was when I was much younger. I have grown, gotten new experiences, changed as a person. But at my core I am still a little girl who just keeps wishing they wouldn't have to exist anymore.
Kinda funny how I'm obsessed with him. Go out of my way to just see him for half a second. Wish I could just look at him for hours. But at the same time I aknowledge that he's kinda ugly.
If only I had an obsession who I could actually interact with. Who I could actually talk with, get to know them better, become deeply obsessed with them.
i want someone to be violently obsessed with me. i want my existence to mean the world to someone
Just ate a box of cold chicken nuggets. 621 kcals and 48 grams of protein. I'm an unstable mf Binger, but atleast im hitting that protein goal.
Need to keep myself in check cause I feel so close to asking my mom if she could live on if I died.
I crave his warmth so bad. He looks like he would be so warm to the touch. Being in his presence sends my heart into overdrive, being able to be in his arms would simply make my mind melt. That's all I could ask for. No thoughts other than his warmth and touch.
Since i was a little girl ive always wanted to throw up blood and die
Is this too much to ask for???
Saw a girl with the tiniest waist and a butch gf at work today. Idk if I even like girls like that, but have never wanted to be someone so bad in a while.
I wanna thrift w someone <333