Well I fasted for one day and it went pretty well. I went to work as usual then got home and got some rest. I got called into to work so that helped as well. I don't want to give in and order pizza like last time again. I want to continue to lose weight. So far I'm down 7lbs from where I started (no I'm not posting body stats there's pervs on here )
And ways thinking about going on another fast soon as my first day was a success. Surprised to step on the scale and be down 7lbs. I'm tempted to eat but I know that's not the right thing to do. Pretty soon I'm gonna purchase myself some protein powder to put in my iced coffee (gross I know but I NEED protein to stay full)
My goal in life would be to survive on 500 calories max. Which is something I'm working towards....
Ugh... I have to be honest I ended up binging on fast food 🙃. I ate a whole pizza and some cinnamon sticks and I feel like such a fat cow. Oh well tommrow I will be be fasting the whole day to make up for it.
God I fucking suck.... stupid bitch why did you have to give In? Did I really need that fucking slice of pizza? No the fuck I didn't.
I feel like a fat pig. My ex just confirmed that he eats 350-500 to 1000 calories perday and he's so skinny and beautiful. I NEED to catch up and get better at loosing weight. I don't want to be the fat freind. It wil be so worth the hunger when I get to wear cute clothes and have smaller boobs
Stats for today
Breakfast-
Water - 0 calories
3 cups of vegetable soup - 321 calories with added salt absolutely delicious 😋
1 sandwich (2 slices of wheat bread 110 + 3 baloney slices at 80 calories each) 460
Total- 781
Lunch- pumpkin spice ice coffee - 120 calories
Puts me at 901 calories
Liquid Fast for 15hrs untill 12:45am midnight ✨️
10:21pm - vanilla chai tea with 3 spoonfulls of splenda 0 calories
My coworker said it looks like I'm loosing weight!! She said my tummy and back are looking a little smaller. I didn't know 7lbs was enough for people to start noticing. Then again me and them work like 10 and half hours with each other in a small room. But I'm proud never the less.
Things are gonna start getting tight around here. I'm gonna really restrict my food intake as I really want to keep losing weight. I donot care how I get there. All I know if I have to lose 40lbs as fast as possible.
24 Oz cup of decaf lipton tea - 2 tea bags, 8 splendas and zero sugar coffee creamer
Breakfast - 4 cups of ice water 💧0 Cal!
16 pieces of wheatthins plain 140
1 smart kettle corn popcorn 100
240 calorie snack
NEW UPDATED SAFE FOOD LIST
Tea
Coffee
Splenda
Fruit
Vegtables
Pop corn
Zero sugar torani coffee syrup (0 cal)
Diet soda
Diet energy drinks
Soy milk
Eggs whites (only 18 calories)
Zero sugar coffee creamer 15 calories per table spoon
When I go home I'm gonna throw away all the foods I shouldn't be eating. The fatty chicken, the oatmeal, pasta. And what else I'm not supposed to have.
I WILL GET THINNER. I don't care HOW I get there but I will get there. Fuck being obese
Today I am going to fast once again for 24 hrs. All I will allow myself to have is water, some vitamins and a nice hot shower. And I get to binge watch YouTube!
My fast will start at 7am and ends at 7am tomorrow morning. When I go home tomorrow morning I'll have soup and some veggies.
The clock starts now!!!!
Just a miserable Goth chic. I love splenda and decaf hot tea and iced tea. Cemeteries are my favorite place to hang out ! DeathHoldsMeClose
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