Cainswomn - †

meemaw is out again

ℑ 𝔦𝔫𝔳𝔦𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔦𝔫... ℑ 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢...

she’s like an alternate universe jerma985

i recorded this at my parents’ house a few months ago on their piano. it’s about a girl i knew as a kid who died when we were in highschool.

lyrics:

she was heavenly, my ethel

but she made a deal with the devil, my ethel

she held tight to her youth and beauty, my ethel

until he pried it from the cold dead hands of my ethel

i close my eyes and count to three, she’s no more

she’s bleeding out, cradled in the driver’s door

i asked for far too much, i’ll take no more

it’s not my place to question god what for 

Ugh I want her so bad

october 2020

my poor meemaws account is gone and i am in mourning. please do not contact me. anyone.

i recreated this look from the god’s country mv :)

dr pepper makes me straight up tweak