Before I Had Shifted I Used To Think Shifters Were The Most Open-minded People. Having Known Of The Limitlessness,

before i had shifted i used to think shifters were the most open-minded people. Having known of the limitlessness, the ability to do so much, the knowledge of already being so much. I thought their experiences might make them better people, distinguished and graceful in their words and presence. But honestly, now, having this blog and a space to interact with so many shifters, I no longer think that way. It's all the same, a mirror of this current reality. Oppression, hatred, ignorance, the same old foolishness and denseness. Sometimes I feel terribly sad over it. Whenever I log on to this blog, I feel im in a huge crowd, being pushed around. Loud alarms and bells ringing all around me, pamphlets of... i don't know, worthless information like the prediction of the dates of the world ending, aka the same "Actually, i think-" "no, this is wrong because-" "you'll never shift because-" "Im so tired of people doing this because-" all scattered around in shifting tags. But i feel so euphoric that now i've shifted. Now im grounded in places better than this. I no longer have to rely on these people. I won't have to interact with these people ever again. Then i am able to put on a fake smile, let go of some things, and read the same "wild" opinions again. Knowing one day i'd be deserving of eternal freedom when i'll break away from this reality, and forget. Each and everything. When the time's right. I suppose I hate humanity. I can't do anything about it. I would be foolish to try to change the vast majority of people, who are reflecting themselves boldly all around me. The only place I could ever be comfortable in, is the world i've created inside of me. What I portray of myself on here, is a show. Nothing strikes me, maddens me from here, that's why. It will be a waste of my own energy.

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6 months ago

shifting to the 60s

hii I havent posted in a while, I've been trying re group from multiple shifts while getting my life back in order but I think I'm back.. Anyway I have a bunch of stories from so many places I'd like to share and im currently working on how I want to post them. But I don't see a lot of storytimes so I think it would be fun to share some. So i'm gonna rant about some shorter ones here.

Shifting To The 60s
Shifting To The 60s

shifting with sleep paralysis

I wanted to talk about this shift because it stuck out to me and I can't stop thinking about it.. I had shifted about 2 times in the span of 30 seconds. For a whole week back in October I was waking up at 3-5 am in the morning without being able to go back to sleep. So as you can guess I woke up at around 4 am and was restless. At around 6 am I got tired again so I started my method and I know people say that symptoms don't exist but in the time that I have shifted all I can say is that I disagree.. Anyway, one moment I was saying affimations and then the next I woke up all tingly and in a weird sleep state I've never been in before. I didn't even say to myself I wanted to shift I just did. It was like my mind was on autopilot. Didn't say affimations, didn't go through my script in my head, didn't even try to use the 5 senses. I just started seeing myself in 1st person and what I would be doing in my dr without any forethought and shifted. The first shift, I was on a track running with a couple of men and we all were wearing 60s running wear. I had an orange and red tank top with matching orange shorts. It had felt like there was an orange filter in this reality.. if that makes sense. I was on the track about to run and I just recall looking around laughing.

When I shifted to this moment its like I felt my consciousness leave my body; Which is the weird part because I've never really experinced this before. It felt like I was being pulled up by something and all I could hear was constant noise. I don't even know what noise I was hearing it was like someone was screaming right in my ear or veryyy loud ringing/static. The noise was SO loud. I was in the middle of sprinting when I shifted back because I thought I was the one making the noise, I thought I was screaming..Thankfully it was not me. But When I came back I was still In that state and I could look around me but my eyes were still closed. It's like I was seeing everything from a different perspective. There was a spider crawling on my wall right next to me when I shifted back so I freaked out and the noise got even louder ! The spider was leaving black spots all over my wall,, I could not figure out what was going on in the moment ( when I was writing this in my journal I figured out it was sleep paralysis ) It felt like I was tripping on a bunch of pain killers when I shifted back. I still couldn't move so I shifted again to the same reality but this time I was in the shower... the noise got even louder. The noise made it feel like a bad trip and I ended up shifting back here to try and stop it. It took my like an hour to get out of sleep paralysis. Unlike the method, this reality was very enyjoyable. It felt like a Nina Brodskyaya song, I lived alone and I was successful. I think I worked at a cigarette company, which is ironic because I hate smoking. But I don't know for sure as I didn't stay long enough to find out.

Shifting To The 60s
Shifting To The 60s

Lumari is a country I scripted, Forlina being one of its nations.

This reality was late 70's early 80's and one of my favorite drs. I stayed here for about a year. I was in Forlina living in an all girls home. Forlina gives free housing to students so I moved out of my parents house to start collage. About six girls are given a room to share together, don't worry they are pretty big. I loved our room. It had big sliding windows that gave a view of the tropical forest. We each had sunken in beds, some girls who were home sick shared beds for a couple of weeks. It took me a while to get use to the amount of noise in the morning. There was this one girl who would blast music on the radio while getting ready. I only had to worry about this sometimes because I woke up pretty early. Art was one of my classes and the professer would make the class times either 7 am or 9 pm which also took me some time to get use to. idk the guy was kind of weird. I rode my bike everywhere here. I miss being able to ride down a bike trail and see the ocean. I've been thinking about shifting back here for some time. I might post more about this reality in more detail later.

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1 month ago

Hi! I’ve been trying to shift for awhile and havent and I’ve been thinking it’s cause I always think about the next day in my cr when I’m trying to shift do you have any tips for like fixing that?!

Think about the next day in your dr instead, try and meditate on your dr and moments that happen there. Seems like you answered your own question lol


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3 weeks ago

Experiencing death in your dr

This was absolutely very weird and I can't even explain how I felt at this moment....

I was in my fame reality and everything was going as how life would usually go. I was in a restaurant with my s/o and we were having a date night together and enjoying the view from the window we were sitted at, then suddenly we hear commotion and my s/o gets up and tells me that he thinks something is wrong we need to go, that's when the gun fire started so my bodyguards came to me and were leading both of us out that's when I see a masked person pointing a gun at me and firing it, the bullet hit my forehead head like I could feel it pierce it and then there was a ringing sound... Then darkness... It felt like I was in the void.... Like I was everything and everything was me...

My eyes open and I find myself in a room and guess what room was that?

My room in my K-pop reality. I felt like I was being yanked up and I opened my eyes to my members looking at me like I'm some kind of drug addict. I didn't even have the sike or energy to stay there so I said the safeword and woke up here to my friend telling me that her boyfriend cheated on her.

This made me realise that maybe we don't die at all and that has quited all the insecurities that I had around death.

It was weird, it was creepy and it happened so fast.....but I guess that means that we are immortal?🤷🏽‍♀️

~ No I didn't script this, why the hell would I even!!?!


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5 months ago

there is no such thing as a minishift

Im so tired of seeing the term minishift. I don't care if you shifted for half a second, thats a full shift. Time is made up so why are you putting a scale up to how long your shifts are in order to measure your success?? It's so odd to me. Where did that term even come from.


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1 month ago

hi! i am completely new to shifting, i know about the basics like methods and scripting but i just wanted to ask if theres anything else that i should know about??

Hi! All you really need to know is where you want to go and have the belief that you are there ! There isn't any rules to shifting so have fun!


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1 month ago

The menstrual cycle and letting go

The Menstrual Cycle And Letting Go
The Menstrual Cycle And Letting Go

my thoughts and confessions about how periods relates to shifting; nothing is fact

The gel began to warm up against my skin, the blanket covering my chest shielded me from the man giving me the ultrasound. The stick poked at my side, under my breast and then the place where my spleen should have been; I wasn’t born with one. This happens a lot when you come out with a heart defect. The nurse wasn’t looking for a baby but for the beats of my own heart. He sounded embarrassed whenever he told me to move positions or when he left the room, so I could change into a gown. His nature reminded me of when I was in middle school and a boy would agonizingly ask me out because of a dare. After it was done, I peeled the stickers off my body, wiped the gel away, got dressed, and made my way to the room where I was supposed to wait for my doctor. Like usual, the wait was longer than the interaction. She told me everything looked fine, I was healthy, and asked if I was getting regular exercise. After a monotonous conversation about figure skating, my mother's voice chimed in, asking about an IUD.

 Several months ago, I was debating getting one to prevent my period. I get very emotional during my period; it’s all very painful. I scripted them to be very light in my realities, so I wouldn’t have to deal with the tough parts. I was wondering why I still wanted to keep it; I notice many don’t. But I noticed that all my life my view on bleeding was that of a burden. I laughed alongside other women who cursed Eve's name, I groaned with my mother whenever she was on hers, and I never considered the reasons for tracking it. I never looked at it in any positive way.

A month or two ago, the feelings it brought were so heavy the moment I stood, I felt every emotion that I had been burying in me the days prior release from my thighs; I was so sore, like I would crumble. I lay down and cried. Then I started to notice that when I bleed I could feel all the things I’ve held onto leave my body, physically and emotionally. It’s when I noticed this I stopped being shameful of my period and started welcoming it.  Tiny rant: I realized I had a negative view of my period because of the many men who deemed it as sinful and disgusting; something that women should be ashamed of. I didn’t even realize this, and this is coming from someone who regularly deconstructs societal norms; that's how ingrained it was in my mind..sigh 

Before I started regularly shifting, I often held grudges. I never let go of anything anybody ever did to me; good or bad. Now I am not saying that you won’t shift if you do this; I am talking about myself personally. I had heard of the term letting go here and there. In the title of posts I liked to bookmark for later but never actually read, and in Reddit posts about how it changed the way they view shifting. But I never really understood what they were talking about. I had read about this girl who used her dreams to discover her blockages and such, but I didn’t have any intention of working on that. Because frankly, I didn’t think I had any. Ironically, that night I had two dreams about two people wronging me. 

One dream was with my biological father, he was very abusive. After his yelling and hitting, I ran away, climbed a highway wall and ended up walking along a dried-out river taking photos along the way. At the end of the dream, I was talking with my mom in the car. 

The other dream was with my stepfather. My mother was ignoring me and dismissing the fight. In this dream, I acted like a child alongside him. I was screaming like a toddler, throwing a fit because I wasn’t getting what I wanted. I don’t even remember what we were fighting about. But I had woken up from that dream realizing that they only mattered if I had put my energy into them. The problem was fixed when I didn’t pay mind to it, but it remained when I engaged with it. That's when I got it. Letting go isn’t about forcing yourself to forget–it’s about not engaging. I used to have an opinion on these things, but now they’re just people I once knew. When a thought about them pops up, I don’t fight it or feed into it. I just let it come and go. For me, letting go is refusing to dwell on shit that doesn’t matter. You’re choosing to step into a new reality, so why waste energy on one that doesn't serve you? 

It seems to relate, if you think about it in a poetic way. The moment I started understanding what was happening to me during my period, I also understood how my emotions were holding me back. It’s that stage of letting the emotions flow out and then be done with it. Be with them and let them go on their way. I see my period differently than before. I sat on the couch with my mom, it was early, we were the only ones awake. It was when she was talking about how her period came early I interrupted saying I changed my mind; I don’t want an IUD.  It’s natural, my body lives by the phases it produces so why would I want to stop it? Now, I felt that stopping it would do more harm than good, like I wouldn’t have the chance to let go of anything. That all of my burdens would be stuck in my thighs feasting on my legs refusing to let me walk. My grudges that stayed in place long before those two dreams prevented me from the best outcome in this reality. When I started putting my energy into better things instead of past events I received an apology and finally parted ways with another. 

Whenever I have a negative or positive thought about past grievances I don’t fight or feed into it, I let it come and move on. Don't dwell.


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3 months ago

What is shifting?

What Is Shifting?
What Is Shifting?

My personal belief is that there's an infinite amount of consciousnesses, and that anyone can move their awareness to any one of those consciousnesses. 

Shifting isn’t about methods, your senses, or any other tools, it’s about being aware of your dr. This part is often lost in the sea of self doubt. To combat this doubt we use these tools to distract ourselves from this reality. But mostly, we forget that the end goal is to end up in the consciousness of your choice because we tend to focus on the process more than the actual destination. Shifting isn’t about the process. 

You are wherever you want to be, It doesn't matter if you can see this reality. Your subconscious does not have eyes, that's why it takes everything at face value. You have grown up in a reality where certain things are normal - this is because that subconscious has picked up on how others view the world. And once you become a certain age, you start having thoughts of your own. Then, you start to engage with your own thoughts, most of the time this is done in an unhealthy way.

Your awareness of reality is formed from what you believe. Think about it like this, in one reality I grew up around people who valued women, held everything about them to a high regard. When I was a child here, I began learning how to walk, ride a bike, do basic math, and through all of these moments that society's view on women slipped through conversations, art, music, books, and many more. It shaped how I viewed myself and other girls. - Now think back to this reality, through-out time women have been subjugated to form themselves into what others want them to be. When those women learned how to talk, write, read, they began taking information from what others had been saying. That absorption from the outside world, of how other people viewed reality shaped their subconscious. The ability to shift is the ability to rewire your beliefs into what you want.

What Is Shifting?
What Is Shifting?

I'm working on a guide, well more of a common place book of all my knowldege of shifting. I hope It well help someone, I hope to get it done around march. I don't know if a lot of people will see this but if you have any questions about shifting, please send them my way and I will answer them.


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1 month ago

heyyy!

So I’m new to shifting and there’s something that bothers me. Everytime I attempt to shift, I get very anxious when I start to feel symptoms because In the past, I’ve had serious sleep paralysis with like “demons” or dark creatures and meanwhile I had like shifting symptoms (it was more like these creatures dragged me around my room and everything felt like as if it was spinning; I didn’t know about shifting at that time) and now when I get shifting symptoms I associate them with these sleep paralysis’s and get very anxious! That’s why I always stop and open my eyes.

I really don’t know what to do about it :(

Also I think this could also be related to the fear I have to what’s going on in the world (murder, kidnapping and all that from the news). Because of that, I already go to sleep fearful. I always worry that something might happen while I’m asleep (to me) and I don’t know how to get rid of that!

I really hope you may have some advice and can help me 🤍

thank you

sincerely

Hi! That sounds very scary. I'm sorry you have experienced that..

Reprogramming your mind might be a way to fix this. There seems to be something in your subconscious holding the belief of being scared. You can do so by robotic affirming, that's my favorite way to do it. Just remind yourself to persist in the belief that there is nothing to be scared of and that you are safe. Someone in a disc sever I'm in had a similar issue : 

Heyyy!

Separating shifting and sleep could help as well, try and shift during the day while you are awake. 


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1 month ago

hello!<3 I've picked out these virtual gifts for you, you deserve it! 🌺🪷🐚 ( ≧∀≦)ノ

Can I be your 🌕 anon for this one post? even if I'm not planning to make another ask again.

I would like to speak my mind.

I had never felt more connected to my Dr than yesterday night. I don't have any harsh opinions about this reality, but I know that I belong in those that make my heart giddy. I'd had a positive and pleasant weekend, so I knew that I would shift. I didn't really think about 'having' to shift that night, yk? I felt satisfied and closed my eyes. I told myself that I was already there, and got knocked out... But here I am. I really don't mind that part(now), but it really frustrated me this morning.

I feel like there's two voices in my head during situations like these. The initial thought: 'I don't want to continue with the above mindset of getting frustrated and waking up here, or wondering what I should do. It's not helping me'. But then the second thought/correction of 'there's nothing to change, you dont need to change or fix anything to shift' comes to mind. I go with the latter, because I believe that this kind of mindset will be more beneficial to me. I affirm that shifting comes naturally to me, and that I will be where I think of myself to be, that I shift on command, and more like it. I embody this self and feel content. Then a few days pass by, my CR is right in front of me and I feel like I'm stagnant and nothing is changing even while holding these facts close. I embody my dr self, wake up here and get annoyed, then think of what to do... the Cycle continues. I want to break it.

These situations make me feel like the physical world is something separate from me, and that we both aren't connected(even though I'm incorrect).

In turn I feel less confident in myself. I find myself thinking "I'll shift tonight", even though I know I can do it now, even thought it is easy and effortless. When I decide to try, I start anticipating, close my eyes with the intention to shift only to get this nagging feeling that nothing would have changed when I open my eyes like always, in the back of my mind.

Just the aspect of shifting is beautiful. I don't want it to be this way for me knowing that I could be, and am, so much more.

Thank you<3

🌕 of course!! thank you for the gifts :))

Have you ever tried shifting during the day, or when you wake up in the morning? Right when you wake up your mind is trying to adjust to your reality, maybe try and shift in those moments. If you are trying the same routine over and over again but nothing is happening switch it up. You can shift with any mindset, I sometimes get stuck in weird thought pattrens and I still end up shifting.

You know you can do it, so don't give up.


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1 month ago

Hii, how are you? Uhh, English is not my first language so i'm sorry if you don't understand something. While shifting it happens something really weird to me. My forehead feels really really really cold and heavy, I feel like my forehead has SOMETHING on it, like a polished COLD gem on it. Exactly like that. I don't know if that's supossed to be part of shifting or i'm doing something else. But my whole face feels like just WEIRDDD and cold, i feel like there's wind in my face aswell but my windows are closed. Do i explain myself? Is that like a weird symptom or I shifted without knowing? Other thing is; I see like these weird geometric figures while shifting. Like mandalas. What am i even seeing with my eyes closed? This only happens when I do the method btw. Help.

Hi, Im good! :) I understand your question. I think I can help you understand why this is happening. When you do methods you are basically meditating. Meditation leads to altered states of consciousness, because of this the brain is processing information differently. I also experience wind and cold sensations while meditating or shifting. The shapes you are seeing also happen to me sometimes, but for me they feel physical. These things won't stop you from shifting. Since they happen only when you do your method you could view it as something that will help you shift. This is normal many people also experience things like this.


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