That One Iconic Moment In Dragon Ball But Instead It's How I Defeated The Damn Bombirdier Titan On My

Started playing PMD Explorers of Sky recently and made some doodles~

trying out a new sketchier style with some of these just for a change (which is totally not code for "depression is kicking my ass rn and it's hard to work on more refined stuff")

Also, I didn't play very far into the story yet and I don't know if my team is gonna evolve at all but if they do I'm hoping it's something like this:

Day 29 - "United". Bounty hunters walk away from the battlefield after completing their mission. These guys were the coolest part of Prime 3. Also why is battle damage so fun to do?

I’m probably gonna have nightmares from these designs tonight, took me like an hour just to understand Rundas lol

Because I'll draw anything except what I'm supposed to (I still have a couple of WIPs on the ghost tarot thing orz)

I've been playing this awesome romhack called Pokémon Emerald Rogue that turns the game into a roguelike, decided to draw this girlypop-ass team I managed to make in a run :3

(the girls are on their way to beat the crap out of Barry and generally cause problems on purpose. darkrai is forcibly taken along as an accomplice.)

Also: in one of my other runs I was lucky enough to catch a Magearna, so I drew the moment I wiped in an overly dramatic way:

gym leader and I were both down to our last Pokémon at really low health, unfortunately the Kingdra was faster and managed to end the run but my girl went down SWINGIN

anyways this romhack is awesome i big recommend it'll take up all your free time

How about something original for once, eh? 

Today's theme was "deep". Abyssal zones are simultaneously the scariest and most fascinating places on Earth. I wouldn't be surprised if like the next day they find a Metroid or something down there. 

 Speaking of, I was inspired by this amazing track from AM2R.  

Man I rarely do this style of shading, that's something I definitely wanna improve on ;-;

“She’s here.” said the boy with the tail. And then the artist threw all Inktober rules out the window for one final time.

Here’s the final hero-girl-horror-waifu for day 30! Dunno about you but I’d be okay with someone like Hagakure haunting my house.

This last horror drawing was based on the famous poster for Poltergeist. But beware, October is not over just yet...

some more doodles of Lily and her alien companion

was feeling very sad today so I did these to cheer myself up a bit

A doodle of the team I used in Kitakami, in the first part of the DLC for Pokémon Violet <3

Man I can’t seem to post these on the right days. :P

But yeah, something more simple for day 6. This is actually part of a set, which is gonna be like a “what if Samus kept the baby metroid” sorta thing. It’s all gonna be posted soon~

my two favorite legendaries would get along exactly like this i dont care what you say

(also yesterday i looked at my previous post and it was at 80 notes and now it's at fucking 1200 WHAT IS HAPPENING I DONT USE THIS SITE A LOT YET THANK YOU SO MUCH A)

well hey, since hardly anyone's looking at this corner of the website anyway I might as well take the opportunity to vent (it's annoying to do it on twitter with the character cap)

Man, social media is hard.

I see so many people posting regular content consistently for years and years without even seemingly breaking a sweat, while it's always been so difficult for me... Calculating engagement, deciding the best times to post, or, hell, even just sharing what they think/feel/made/fucking ate that day just seems, like, so easy and second nature for pretty much everyone around me. It's genuinely incredible to me that somebody can share what they've learned about idk shitty impractical tanks made in WW1 on this website and make it such an interesting read that hundreds of people engage with it!

But I've tried keeping social media accounts for art and stuff so many times now, on here, on Instagram, on Artstation, on Xitter, and eventually it just- kinda- fades away, it just feels so exhausting to keep track of all the things necessary to Chase the Algorhythm™ if you wanna have any relevancy. Is it a charisma thing??? Where do I grind to get a stat boost on my Cha???

I'd love to say it doesn't matter to me, since I've been drawing shit for myself for years now, but unfortunately artists do need social media presence if they wanna get work. Not to mention, well, I wanna reach people with the stuff I do! I want people to react to what I made, to say what they liked about it, or how it made them feel, and then when I post something I worked on for hours only to get, like, almost zero visibility? idk, man, it just kinda hurts. It's probably selfish and immature for me to say it, I know that it takes time and effort to build an audience and all that, but damn I get happy when people show me that something I've made has affected them positively. I like the connection, I like the conversations, I like meeting people who enjoy the same nerdy trash that I do!

(I was very fortunate to have an art post of mine reach a lot of notes here years ago, which was amazing, but it's such a rare thing)

God, and, like, there's all these weird unspoken rules about interacting on social media too.

The other day a friend of mine came up to our friend group and was like "oh my god this girl liked my stories on instagram it means something does she like me" and I was SO confused and then they were like "well, when somebody not on your friends list likes your stories, it means they're interested in you"

Then some time later another friend was telling me that somebody stopped liking her posts and unfriended her and how that is a horrible offense and my fucking brain hurt, like- okay I get the unfriend part kinda but there could be a hundred reasons for it??? it's not like you have a deep personal connection to all 300 friends you have on your account???

Then I see so many people out there simply sharing something they think or did only to have some rando twist what they said and come at them like they're the shittiest person on the planet that deserves everything bad in life actually (except the ones that are willingly spouting/promoting hateful shit to begin with. Those can rot in hell and I shall not mourn their demise)

Like??? It might be the Power of Autism™ in me but it always feels like I'm one step away from either making a fool of myself or offending twenty different people or both. It's both the fear of having hundreds of thousands of eyes on me and the fear of having none at all. And that makes it really difficult to share anything on the internet for me. I already have to deal with my entire existence as a trans woman making some cunts around the world mad, it sucks that I have to risk it in places where I just wanna post dumb drawings and talk about dumb things that make me happy with others.

I dunno. Word vomit I guess. Social media is hard. Interacting with humans is hard. Sharing stuff is hard. I prefer Pokémon