Sorry For Thinking About ODing After You Didn’t Respond Quick Enough, When You Seemed Like You Might

Sorry for thinking about ODing after you didn’t respond quick enough, when you seemed like you might be mad, when I thought you’d leave me, and when I thought I was worthless.

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1 month ago

my tumblr is my private secret account

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1 month ago

i know he will never care. he said he does, but at this point, im starting to believe that he just said it just to say it. he sure acts like he does. if he truly cared, why did he do this to me? why cant he listen to me? ive been begging for him to talk to me, to figure out something thats okay fo rboth of us, something well both be happy with, instead of this. this torture. i know this isnt making him feel better. i know, at the end of the day, hes going to regret it. hes gonna wish he listened to me.

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

if god doesnt to it, im taking matters into my own hands istfg

i hope this is my last year

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

I'm alone with my thoughts this is bad

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ch4rl13th31d10t

3 weeks ago

hey sexy. I can tell by the frequency of your blog updates that you are once again avoiding it all

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1 month ago

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

Tumblr

PEOPLE, EMERGENCY.

THE HASHTAG "tw ed ana" STOPPED WORKING. IT SEEMS THAT IT WAS T WORDED!!!! I REALLY HAVE FEELING LIKE THEY WILL REMOVE EVERYTHING SH, ED, A

EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS RN!!!!

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

Slowly becoming more suicidal to where I'm not even planning on going to college anymore or furthering my credentials for my planned teaching career because I'll probably either be dead by then or too dysfunctional to even perform in college/as a teacher. Who wants a teacher who will randomly leave for a psych ward intake during points in the school year

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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