Im Slowly Losing It

yes i have a thing for self-loathing fictional characters being loved and in the process learning to love themselves and no that does not imply anything about me personally as a person i swear

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

how it feels to spam my mutuals

it's kinda annoying being asked by everyone "what do you wanna do for a living?" like girl i don't even know if i wanna be living at all

How I used to feel. Maybe what I wanted was not romantic love. Maybe I just wanted to not feel lonely anymore.

I want love but I don't want to have to beg for it. Please love me too. Please acknowledge me. It's like you don't want me here anymore...are you better off without me? Is everyone better off without me?...

me when my mental illness makes it harder to take care of myself and my hygiene instead of making me look like mizuki or kangel 24/7

ex friends actin like im actively trying to seek their downfall smh I LEFT YOU FOR A REASON STOP TRYING TO BEEF WITH ME

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

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