almost a year clean down the drain ffs man i hate myself
“im a fan of the pro 4n4 nation, i do them drugs to stop the f-food cravings” ⋆ ˚ 𝜗𝜚˚ ⋆
day nine
yes, i always got small comments about my weight from friends and family plus im asian and the weight standards are very harsh. ive never been overweight, but not eating gives me control and im so sick of being average in everything
I’m so bad at having an eating disorder. I can’t even be above average at being mentally ill.
i cannot finish anything on a weird minute, i have to stop doing things on a good number (ex: 12, 12:30)
someone make a marauders themed cal tracker for march pls you can have my soul
i have been gaining and losing the same MOTHERFUCKING kilogram for a month this is not okay
Repost if you're locking in and getting serious this February 💌.ᡣ𐭩˚ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི
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me core
day twenty seven
i have NOT been keeping up (school sorry gang) but if its food i love, i honestly have a bite but dont let myself have more, or i just pretend something gross is in it ngl