What Will My Punishment Be Then? I'll Take ANYTHING, Trust Me!

𖥻 my darling

♡┊ 𝐂𝐇𝐐𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 ; bangchan

𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 :: chan enjoys some time with his family

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 :: none besides very cute chan

Chan was walking up and down the practice room with his son in his arms who was sobbing his little heart out. Jun was 8 months old and such a sweet boy but sometimes he got a little bit fussy when his mother wasn’t there. Chan bounced the little boy slightly while kissing his son’s head whispering sweet nothings in his ear. You asked chan to take care of Jun for today so you could go out with your daughter and chan obviously agreed. He knew how hard it was for you to mostly take care of your son and Daughter and chan. He appreciated how you would make him dinner when he worked longer and always put a cute note beside the dish.

Chan heard the door open and Felix walks in holding some strawberries in a tiny bowl. Jun turns his head to Felix looking at the bowl with his big brown eyes. Jun was basically a copy of his father from the tiny curls on his head to the soft freckles on his cheeks he even has a similar lip shape, Although chan insisted that Jun has your nose. “Thank you Felix” chan said softly sitting down on the sofa with Jun in his lap his tiny body resting against his chest. Jun recently found his new love for strawberries so as soon as he saw the red fruit in the bowl his tears stop and he makes grabby hands to his uncle.

Felix smiled down at the tiny boy. While Chan holds his son to make sure he doesn’t accidentally hurt himself, Felix held out a tiny peace of strawberry. Jun stared at it before slowly grabbing the fruit in his little fist, he opened his tiny mouth and shoves the fruit in giggling when he tasted the sweet flavour. Chan smiles down at his son as Jun moves his arms around wildly. “Is it tasty baby?” Chan ask in a high pitched voice making Jun squeal his tears now long forgotten. Felix hands Jun another strawberry but instead of eating it himself like the last one Jun holds up the fruit to chan looking at his father with wide eyes. Chan’s heart melted “is that for me junieee” he said in a shocked voice. Jun shoves the peace of strawberry against his father’s mouth to signal him to eat it. Chan smiles and takes the peace of fruit nibbling on his son’s fingers to tease him.

Jun whines at his father’s teasing and makes grabby hands to his uncle, Felix waisted no time and took the little boy in his arms and hands him the bowl with strawberries. Chan smiles at the cute interaction between his best friend and son, he thinks it’s cute the way his son holds Felix finger in his tiny fist while shovelling tiny cut strawberry in his mouth. The door opens and chan watches as you and your daughter walk in the room his daughter quickly making her way over and cuddling in his chest “Daddy we went shopping and mommy got me new hair clips look” Mira points at the butterfly hair clips that sit in her braids. Chan smiles and kisses her cheek “you look beautiful Mimi” he tucks a curl behind her ear and kisses her forehead.

Jun had lost interest in his half empty bowl and was now completely engrossed in the sight of his Mother as he stares at you. You lean down and take Jun in your arms pressing kisses all over his cheeks. Jun was giggling loudly his tiny hands on your cheeks. Chan was staring at you in complete awe as Mira sat beside Felix and telling him about her new hair butterfly clips. Felix praising her and telling her how pretty she looks. Chan stands up and walks to you putting his arms around you and your son. You could see that Jun was getting sleepy so you patted his tiny back while humming lowly. Chan presses a loving kiss on your lips.

You let yourself get distracted by your husband’s lips until you heard your daughter scream “ewww daddy and mommy are kissing…no kissing you’re only allowed to kiss me” she said proudly pointing at herself. You and chan laughed. Chan kneels down and opens his arms for his daughter who didn’t waist a second to rub in her father arms snuggling into his comforting warmth she knew so well. “Let’s get home baby I think someone is tired” you said kissing Jun’s cheek. Jun nuzzles is head further in the comfort of his mother. Chan agrees and after saying good bye to Felix you both went home.

When chan opens the door to your home carefully pushing it open with his foot his sleeping daughter in his arms while you carried Jun. While you went to change your son into his clothes being careful to not wake him up chan did the same to mira carefully putting her in her bear pj’s, before putting her in her bed making sure to cover her in her favourite blanket. Chan turns on her night light that was shaped like a moon before slowly leaving her room. He doesn’t fully close the door in case she has a nightmare. When Chan walks into the kitchen he sees you standing in front of the Stove cooking dinner for you and him, he couldn’t help but smile even if you weren’t wearing any makeup and your hair tied in a messy bun wearing only his oversized sweater you where still the most beautiful woman in the world to him. So he slowly moves towards you and puts his strong arms around your waist nuzzling his face in your neck enjoying your natural scent. You hum and turn your face to press a kiss on his nose making him laugh shyly. Chan loves your affection because you don’t need to talk much and understand each other without much words. “Go sit down Darling dinner is almost done you need to eat” you said softly nudging him towards the table.

Chan complies easily and sits down his eyes following your every move in case you needed his help. You walk over to the large table and put down a bowl noodles in front of him and some chopsticks beside it. Chan smiles at you and leans over to press a sweet kiss on your lips as a thank you. Suddenly chan hears his son’s soft whines for attention so he quickly gets up and walks over to where Jun had previously been sleeping, he carefully picks him up and holds him secure to his chest before making his way back to you. You’re looking at Chan with so much admiration while holding your arms out to take your son from him “give him to me Darling you should eat” you said while taking your son carefully from him. Jun quickly calming down when he notices his mother holding him, you take the pacifier from the table and offer it to your son. Jun quickly starts to slowly suck on the pacifier while his tiny hands are busy playing with the material of the sweater you’re wearing.

Chan watches as you entertain your son while eating his dinner with a smile on his pretty lips.

When you live at the circus ~ b.c

Written by @chqnverse ♡

inspired by "carousel " by melanie martinez

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you didn't knew anything else than life at the circus with animals, you where the tightrope walker at the circus :: dancing on a smal rope day in and out ending your day falling in the smal bed together with your best friend. he was mostly dancing or singing he loved it you both did. your parents let you grow up together. every once a month people came to cheer on you and your best friend performance together. but recently you grew tired of it, tired of dancing or walking on a rope high up in the air but you couldn't tell that anyone not even chan your best friend because you saw how much fun he had singing for people so you keept your mouth shut.

tomorrow was a big show with more people than usually... you weren't nervous you had done that a million times. chan was worried everytime he saw you walking on that thin rope without any safety to catch you if you fall... 'y/n are you sure you don't want to dance on the floor? it would be much safer and-' you pulled up the dress over your corset shaking your head. 'felix we talked about this' you did you told him many times that it was easy for you like riding a bicycle but he was never satisfied so he hums like always. 'could you close my corset please?' you asked softly making him smile at you and do as asked. you already heard the loud voices talking. 'you gonna sing or dance today' you mumbled watching him pull the ropes of the corset 'dance with felix and minho..' he said making a bow at the end. you turn around looking at his hazel eyes 'good luck channie'.

chan looks at you you looked damm gorgeous, your curled up hair bouncing up and down as you walked away for him, glittet make up on your face over your eyelids some glitter stones making them shine in the light.

you looked like a princess to him. he was wearing a white outfit that looked burned one some parts a chain decorating his belly (sorry couldn't resist choosing that outfit ) he looked at the mirror before leaving the little room he heard people scream your name he looked at the rope there you stood in the middle of it legs spread sitting on the rope. he watched you making stunts he knew them all. as you stood on the rope and bowed towards the people you suddenly lost balance feeling nauseous seeing dots in front of your eyes. chan's mouth fell open in a gasp the people mirror his expression. the director ran towards your body on the floor.

┊✧*🩰｡°࿐ 5 Months later....

you where sitting on the bed your right feet wrapped up in a bandage. since you feel down chan didn't even let you anywhere near the rope saying that you are ' still not healed y/n' you slowly where getting angry one day it all becomes to much when you went on the rope without anyone's knowing. chan saw you slowly walking in the middle as you came down his expression told you that he wasn't pleased at all. 'y/n' his tone was warning 'didn't I told you not to go up there until you are healed?' you look at the sand covered floor. 'I'm sorr-' chan just shakes his head 'no you are not y/n you shouldn't risk you life just to hear people call your again' he said eyes never leaving you 'you will stay away from that rope until the doctor confirmed that your healed' your eyes widened 'you are not my father chan you can't keep me away from doing what I love ...' chan took your hand 'this is not how it works y/n' he wanted to pull you towards your dressing room.

'then how does it work chan huh tell me? do you like the thought of never seeing the world only dancing for peoples amusement? never getting to feel someone's love because the rules are set like this?' your voice full of anger and pain. it was true chan deeply wishes he could love one person but he couldn't it was against the rules...don't fall in love with someone you work with... his mind hates the rule. he deeply wishes he could tell you how much he loves you since you where kids. 'y/n do you think I don't know this? they will punish us for not following the rules and you are risking that..do you want them to punch and slap you? I don't so you are not going near this fuc*ing rope again' you wince at the raising tone of his voice. 'chan I - I don't think' chan chuckled 'you never do y/n do even know how much I love you-' your mind races he said he loved you. chan loved you, your body moved before you could think straight you hugged him tight stopping his rant. 'I love you too...' you whispered again his chest.

for a moment chan stops and wrapped his arms protectively around you he tryed to breath in every second he had like this, the way your scent enveloped him like flowers, the way your eyes are closed hiding the beautiful y/e/c eyes he loved so much. your hair tied up in a messy bun be loved so much. 'y/n...you know we can't-' chan tryed to say but you quickly interrupted him 'let's run away...far away...and start new just you and me' chan pulls away with wide eyes 'are you insane our money will never be enough for that' you shrugged. he pulls away and you immediately miss his warmth and closeness. 'I am going' you said confidently starting to walk away from him your leg hurting a bit. chan's eves began to water 'your gonna leave me?'. he asked voice shaking. 'you can always follow me channie' you smiled over his shoulder. 'come with me?' you said voice full of hope. chan studies you and slowly shakes his head.

'I can't y/n...I can't just leave and pretend this never happened the money wouldn't be enough and we couldn't even life somewhere' your eyes showed everything you didn't speak out loud sadness mostly present.

'well I guess this is a goodbye then chan... see you some time again' you waved him making him want to run towards you and hold you for ever but he held himself back. he couldn't just leave. his heart was screaming at him to stop you but his brain told him to let you go and move on.

...will he ever see you again?...

When the Company finds out you & him are dating ; as their stylist | l.m

synopsis: you and minho have been dating secretly since 6 months, after a show minho kisses you and seungmin walks in.

pairing:  minho  x gender neutral reader

genre: Fluff, bit angsty (Chan is your brother)

word count: 0.7k

warnings: None

authors note: i hope you like it

You watched as he danced on stage looking handsome as always. Every step was on the beat. You watched from the big Tv in the Dressing Room as your Boyfriend and his Friends danced to Back Door. His Outfit matching with his Group Mates. You couldn't hold the smile back as someone shouted your Name telling you to get ready because the Boys would finish soon, your heart began to beat faster at the mere thought of your Boyfriend and your friends. The problem was : they didn't know that your Dating their friend for 6 Months it's not like you didn't trust them, it's just that you were scared you could lose your Job because of it, and you loved your Job as Stray Kids stylist. The door of the Dressing Room opens and you see Jisung  coming inside as the rest follows; everyone is breathing heavy; trying to catch their breath. You stood up as you saw Chan walking towards you. “ Minho is still outside he said he needs your help” Chan said making you nood with a small smile you bowed and walked outside besides the stage seeing your Boyfriend sitting on the Stairs of the Stage drinking his water. He smiled as he saw you walking towards him. He quickly stood up and smiled wrapping his arms around you “ Hey Baby “ he whispered. You smiled at the nickname he gave you. “ Minho not here they could-” he stopped your talk by pressing his lips on yours. You quickly respond to the kiss, kissing him back with the same passion.

Seungmin Pov::

I was wondering where Minho Hyung was then I realized that Y/n didn't come back too. “Hey Seungmin have you seen Y/n?” Chan asked me, making me shake my head as a No “I will look for them” I said, giving Chan a small smile. He nodded and I went out of the dressing room walking towards the Stage. I stopped dead on my Tracts as I saw Y/n and Minho kissing. I shook my head thinking i am imagining things but No they are really kissing. “Minho…-” I said making them quickly pull away from each other 

Seungmins Pov end

You pulled away after you heard Seungmins Voice “Seungmin I-” you said trying to explain yourself as Minhos grip on your hand tightened “Y/n does Chan knows about this” Seungmin asked you making you look down at the floor in shame “No he doesn't” Minho looks at Seungmin. “Let's go back and talk about this when we are home but we should definitely talk about this” he said, making you both nod. 

Later you all sat on the black couch at their Dorm. You sat between your Brother and Boyfriend. 

“Seunngmin why are we all here? I wanted to shower” you heard Jeongin whine, you kept your eyes on Chan watching him closely. Seungmin asked you back in the car  if You both wanted to tell them yourself or if he should. Minho quickly said that he wanted to do that himself. Minho took a deep breath “Um so we have something to tell you all..” It didn't make the situation better as everyone's eyes were on you and Minho now . “Me and Y/n are Dating” Minho whispered the last part but the members still heard  it. For a moment everyone was silent, no one dared to break the silence “Y/n..” you heard your Brother voice “Since when?” you looked into chan's eyes for the first time “6 Months...I am sorry I or we didn't tell you but we were scared” Minho's thumb drew circles on your back. Chn noods and you looked at your friends “are you mad at us?” you asked, your eyes getting teary. They all quickly shook their head as they saw tears slowly running down your cheeks. Chan opends his arms “hug?” He said quickly, making you smile at your sweet brother. You let yourself fall in his comforting embrace. 

OH MY DID YOU JUST CALL ME GIRFRIEND BRB NEED TO TELL MY PLUSHIES HOW AMAZING YOU ARE TEHEEEEE

also I am just impatient cuz you made me impatient after telling me they will spend the most money so it’s your own fault @seospicybin :(

You’re evil for keeping thth chan from me so that’s your punishment :)

So sorry I am corrupting your thoughts (not really tho)

You're so impatient, girlfriend! It's coming sooner than you think!

LOOK AT THEM I’M SOBBING @kaciidubs ROWOON IS SO CUTE 🥹🥹

[baby rowoon looks at the skz uncles in deeply confused]

So I’m bored as fuck and I finally got my child to sleep after 3 hours of playing so you’re welcome to slide into my inbox and tell me whatever is going on in your brain doesn’t matter if it’s just rambling or a problem you have or just any skz thoughts 🌷

Hi hun! I’m new to your blog, I just have two things to say, one I love your writing! Two one for your links in your masterlist is messed up, like it’s the wrong link I thought I should let you know 👉👈 it’s the one for cuddling with the Hyung line for Stray Kids anyway I hope you have a good day!! :D -•^•

Thank you Sweetheart i will correct as soon as possible :3 I appreciate that you told me. And i am happy you like my write if you want to see more just go to my side blog @berryholland there are a few more imagines. Luv chuuuuuuu

NGHH call me princess again and see what happens. i will explode.

no panties??? don't mind that at all. maybe you shouldn't wear any either baby. it'll make it easier to grind our cunts in my backseat <3

- 🫧 anon

You’re such a genius Princess the idea with the backseat is amazing 😉

Maybe you could write every prompt from the list. I understand that would be very time consuming but I guess that would be something to do 🤷‍♀️ 💜💜💜

I could try that...

Its actually a good Idea and thanks for Requesting hehe you gave me an idea for my next Imagine💜

Thank you Cutie💜

hiii!!!! I js wanted to drop this here :))

This is the Tumblr hug 🫂🤍 Please pass it on to 5 mutuals to brighten someone’s day!

also, how have you been? I js wanna say some stuff since I haven't been much of tumblr for around one month😀 ehem, I wanna say that I hope you're resting and that Noah is good and healthy! next, I js wanna say you're gorgeous bcs I have js seen the pics you showed and I js.. YOURE SO PRETTY😞🙏🙏🙏 also wanted to add that i love your works (I'm repeating myself, but yh) and yh, that's kinda it! sending love n hugs!!

BUB I LOVE YOU THIS MADE ME GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEELT LIKE A SCHOOL GIRL WITH A CRUSH🤭

Noah is doing great he is growing well <3

Im blushing thank you darling I’m not really that confident in myself since I’m bigger like wider hips and bigger thighs. ANYWAYS I love women hehe🤭

I love your hugs bub thank you (next time just kiss me as well my sweet girl I love kisses 😉)