I THINK I FORGOT SO HAVE DAY 9

im still losing it over the "how did high schoolers write 600 word essays before chatgpt" post. 600 words. that is nothing. that is so few words what do you mean you can't write 600 words. 600 words. this post right here is 45 words.

len…. heheh len vampire len lovey

this makes me unexplainably happy

i love len and i love lavie

this reminds me that i should draw lovey maybe. maybe len as lovey too

lavie lavie chu!!!!!!

(kailen version below)

cubism self-portrait i made for art class, mixed feelings abt this love the colors dislike the piece

symbolism is basically the orange part symbolizes a happy mask/persona while the blue part is the true feelings hence the orange mask falling off (mafuyu core)

imagine if it were that easy

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

you're going to be fine its normal at least for me (lol)

i also had this phase with one of my still WIPs, where i just wrote out everything and i felt so proud

it was meant to be for a character's birthday its been 5 months.

for me personally i just wait until i feel like it theres nothing stopping me from completely stopping other than myself

just take your time. i've experienced it too at worst you'll blank out on the project forever until you remember and have good ideas at best you'll find motivation

i hope the best option happens to you because ignoring a project can make you feel really guilty but remember you're doing it with your own free will

or maybe i misinterpreted all of that in that case my bad

Does anyone else experience this?

I know what happens in this chapter. It’s all in my head. I have an outline. I just need to write it out. But it’s been weeks since I’ve written a single word.

I started this project out strong. I wrote an average of 2-3k words a day over the course of 9 days. I ended up writing a total of 15k words. But now I have to fill in the blanks in between the initial scenes I was so passionately writing. So I’ve lost all that motivation and inspiration that initially kept me going.

I don’t understand why I’m like this. It’s infuriating.

aah, how do i cope? lol

Snake (スネーク) - Kuroshitsuji: Midori no Majo-hen - Episode 1