no bc i never see anyone talk about this and the wider implications on how that affects Every 2-4 Character aside from my irl friend. obvs matt isn't entirely free from blame but when he led the life he did because a large part of his childhood was destroyed by inpax Dating Him When He Was A Kid, how much of his later bad decisions are really *entirely* his fault
its just. I hate when aa does this, makes a story out of "oh this adult and child are in a relationship, but surprise! the child is actually the evil one!! feel bad for the pedophile!!" but at the same time it makes such fucking interesting dynamics and storylines.
Never forget that his ass goes teehee
narumitsu be upon ye
I like to think that after the comic ends, jack and kent make an effort to sit down like adults and talk their history through and apologise to each other. and maybe afterwards they strike up a tentative friendship, especially after jack receives a little package for his birthday containing a pair of bi pride shoelace locks for his running shoes. jack is delighted (bitty is both a little touched and a little furious because somehow the fluorescent neon yellow sneakers are even more of an optical assault when mixed with pink and purple)
and maybe later, kent receives a belated birthday present in the form of a snapback with a rainbow floral pattern, and maybe he doesn’t feel comfortable wearing it in public just yet but it still makes him smile every time he sees it
Thinking about self hatred and how it's such a plague in Blue Lock. Thinking about how Rin can't look in the mirror because of how much he reminds himself of Sae, but how he tells Isagi to look at him. How even characters who think of themselves as filth get angry, how Kenyu has bursts of it, how Kaiser chokes himself. How deep down every single character in Blue Lock is begging to be loved and understood. The light in their eyes when someone believes in them and the deep pit of depression they fall into when no one does.
How Reo and Ness are hated by parts of the fandom probably BECAUSE their self hatred is so viceral and so obvious you can fucking feel it. Yet characters like Barou and Kunigami are seen as edgy because they hide their self hatred behind an equally destructive facade, a mask of controlled apathy for those around them. The way the coaches have to cradle the fragile, fragile souls of these boys while still pushing them to be better. Begging them to believe they are capable and picking them up after they pass out, stopping them from falling into the same imposter syndrome they've witnessed again and again (that even they are not immune to).
Thinking about how even Ego Jinpachi doesn't take care of himself.
The continuation of tailor Astarion ✨️
bill cipher is alive, david tennant is the doctor, new supernatural season might come out, homestuck is updating, mcr and fallout boy will headline a tour together, dan and phil are gay, ian and anthony are making smosh vids again, mcu loki has his own show, new scott pilgrim show used the same cast as the movie, josh hutcherson is being thirsted after
i wanna share some of my ace attorney spotify playlists so aaaaa !!! beware of some overlap on the Miles & NaruMitsu ones by reason of Obvious. They'll all get longer as time goes on.
Matt Engarde playlist, 5hrs
Miles Edgeworth playlist, 2.5 hrs
NaruMitsu playlist, 4 hrs
Childhood family photos in the von Karma household must have been absolutely hilarious. You roll up to the house of famed prosecutor Manfred von Karma for his family portrait appointment to see a terrifying man, his more terrifying daughter, and this haunted Victorian child he insists is his son
The new upcoming pixar movie /j
*likes mattjuan content* sorry *likes mattjuan content* my bad *likes mattjuan content* im so so sorry i dont *likes mattjuan conte
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