So This Ended Up Being My Dark Urge Wild Magic Sorcerer For Bg3 That I Made Based On Matt. Didn't Feel

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artist is @friedpotat on twitter!

If I don't see Rin looking like this in the next chapter and enter my dreams for sleep paralysis to kick in, then I don't want it.

(quote is a pete wentz livejournal post)

"i am that gasp of breath on your deathbead (stale and panicked) but you're still dying for me. i got a list of things in my head that i miss about you. id love to write them but i dont want to give myself away to you this easily."

-- AA 2-4 SPECIFIC SPOILERS --

No because this is so Enrida. It is so Matt coded. Gasp of breath on your deathbed ???? So on the nose here but like Yeah It's Suffocation. But you're still dying for me ???? And the use of 'for' as a preposition is so interesting because you can take it in the way of "you're dying because of me" but also "you are dying and you're doing it for me. a last act of devotion, even though I don't fucking deserve it." and I think that is so cool.

Things in my head that I miss about you. Present tense. He misses Juan in the here and now. He knows he fucked up. He made the worst mistake of his life and Juan is dead and he can't change that, he can only continue missing him. But keeping it all inside his head is all he's allowed to do. Because he's got an image. He's got their carefully curated rivalry to uphold. He can't reveal it. I don't want to give myself away to you this easily.

hobie motherfuckin' brown!!!!!!

Juan drank tomato juice from a wine glass like how Matt drinks (seemingly) chocolate milk from a wine glass the both of them wanted to be seen as mature soooo bad there's so many parallels between them ahhhh

imma wait to say what I gotta say but for right now imma leave it at this.

Miguel was too big and grown to be doing all that.

choked up

maybe this is the sad angsty drama-loving lil guy in me but I hope Tristamp brings in some of the “this man is an interdimensional horror beyond human comprehension” goodness from Trimax mmmmmmm yes yummy

post-match hug for the babies

Ya know one of the reasons I ship Kuzusouda is because if a situation played out where Fuyu realizes how dense Kaz really is, he might actually have the balls to grab Kaz’s face like-

“YOU’RE MAKING HER UNCOMFORTABLE YOU OBLIVIOUS, MINDLESS ASSHOLE! SHE’S NOT TEASING YOU, SHE GENUINELY HATES YOU AND YOU MADE IT THAT WAY!”

Or something like it in a effort to change things because he’s so fucking done with it. Done with Kaz in general. Done with everyone doing nothing to fix the problem. Begrudgingly done with everyone assuming, like he did at first, that Kaz knows how he’s coming off and that he still acts the same despite it.

And so then by indirectly helping Kaz to get a clue and apologize to Sonia profusely, he gets a firsthand experience with Kaz’s real personality. And you know…he might actually start to like him. Maybe.

Look I'm not saying that stopping in the middle of a sentence on a WIP was a bad idea but what i am saying is that as soon as I get my hands on a time machine past me needs to be ready to square the fuck up