I Wish My Friends Knew Just How Beautiful They Are

Wish I could post about something happier but unfortunately my mind is riddled with The Memories

dream about something else

I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING BRAVE! I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF SURVIVING! CAN ANYONE HEAR ME? AM I BEING TOO QUIET OR HAS MY WHINING BEGAN TO SOUND LIKE WHITE NOISE? I AM TIRED OF BEING BRAVE. I AM TIRED OF FEELING INHUMAN AND CALLING IT SURVIVAL. I AM TIRED OF BEING BRAVE. DID YOU HEAR ME? CAN YOU?

Oughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yearned so hard i don't even know what i desire anymore

you can’t outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can’t outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can’t outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can’t outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can’t outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can’t outrun grief no matter how hard you try

I’ve felt so ill lately in so many different ways 😓

I need a break

Värmland, Sweden (December 22, 2023).

noah jupe as otis lort in honey boy (2019) dir. alma har’el