I Love My Friends So Much

i have this terrible thing inside of me that is lodged in the back of my throat. it tears at me, constricts my breathing. i don't think it will ever go away. i am so tired. tired of being angry, tired of trying to be strong when i'm not, tired of being scared. i'm not living, i'm not here. i can't keep it together, i've been falling apart, when i was never even put together in the first place. will i be okay? will i stop crying in public? will this emptiness cease? i can't do this anymore, i can't live like this

dream about something else

Maybe you’re wishing for the wrong things.

I don’t know if people actually read my posts anymore but I apologize to those who do

i think i would give anything experience this

what are you waiting for? someone to grant you permission? the perfect and permanent emotion? a shooting star to magic away every problem you have or ever have had? alright, wait away then. but no one is going to live your life for you while you wait to become someone else

i love you btw

I am slowly killing myself

I feel like I am just waiting to die

Hurt

u brought me ur luv :3 zomg ^_^