An Uncanny Dream

Now, I have dreams, some of which tend to involve a character or two. I am a Genshin Impact fan, and I especially like Kaeya. But the dream I had about Kaeya was so uncanny and equally majestic that I never wanted to forget about it. So, I prepared some visuals. I will be using the notes I took the moment I woke up. These notes help me a lot, as I have already forgotten almost all of the details.

Plot: I was the player but instead of controlling the Traveler, I was controlling Kaeya, the story itself was from his perspective. Because of a reason, I cannot remember, Kaeya ended up stuck between the line of truth and delusion.

Kaeya was aware of his existence, his world was pitch black and white. Everything he used to find beautiful now looked horrible, all voices were gone but a music that kept repeating over and over. As Kaeya, I was supposed to run around and ask for help. But no matter where we went, we couldn't interact with a person.

I remembered I had some resin (even in a dream I'm worried about not using resin lol) and decided to fight in a domain. Somehow, although we couldn't interact with humans and animals, Kaeya could harm Hilichurls and other Abyss-related creatures.

Upon defeating the enemies, Kaeya got an artifact. But this artifact didn't have relic bonuses.

The artifact's name was changed to "Memories From Afar". When I tried looking at the description of the artifact, instead of writing a story or giving an explanation, it simply said:

"You cannot go back now. Memories are out of your reach."

It said "Fatal error." too in very rare cases, because I was panicking so much that I kept reloading the screen and expected something else to come. After obtaining this artifact, I never managed to earn another one no matter how much resin I used.

I decided to use this artifact on Kaeya, but when I opened the character screen, all of my characters were gone and only Kaeya existed. And, well, he didn't look very well.

All of his talents were set back to one. His name didn't exist, instead, there was something akin to "X" but not exactly the same. He was a shadow, an "absence" on the game's screen. And his profile icon didn't exist as well. During this moment, I noticed that Kaeya couldn't interact with the others because he literally didn't exist anymore. He was conscious, he tried everything, but all that was left of him was his absence. And for some reason, no one in Mondstadt seemed to notice his sudden disappearance either.

Did the Irminsul Tree get corrupted and erase his information or was he not cared for at all? This was the question Kaeya asked. I was shocked since I didn't expect him to know about the tree and information could get erased from there.

I kept controlling Kaeya but the vision was so vague that the map barely helped, and no, the main menu wasn't opening either. No Paimon, no settings, just Kaeya and his absence.

Then, I remember seeing Dragonspine. Kaeya was here for some reason, lost and confused. But since he didn't exist anymore and all he could talk with was me (the player, not the traveler, he broke the 4th wall) he suggested taking some pictures.

This especially crept into me a lot because, in one of the fics I wrote, Kaeya went so insane that he needed pictures to make sure he did things right. I can somehow feel that by telling me to take pictures, he meant it in a way to "make sure everything is real."

He got mad when he saw the photos and how even they were colorless. He thought that by using an object that "exists" he could get rid of the terrible darkness. The photos also proved that what we were seeing was correct since not even the player could outrun the colorless screen. Yes, he said that. If even I can't change things, there is nothing Kaeya could do, according to him.

This was one of the scariest scenes, to be honest. The map was there but I couldn't understand a thing, everything looked too dark, once the elegant and magical Dragonspine was now sheer nightmare material. We fought multiple monsters. Kaeya was trying to find his way into reality, thinking for some reason that someone could bend his curse, and bring back the colors. It felt cold, too cold. I could physically feel the sheer chillness hitting my face. I remember moving in my bed as the dream continued.

But it came to an end. Kaeya was attacked by a Mitachurl with a cryo shield. We tried outrunning it but the cold killed Kaeya before the monster. I woke up after he died, the "sheer cold" screen was the simplest but most uncanny thing I have ever seen. It doesn't look that terrifying in the gif but imagine seeing this in a dream.

And a silence followed, Kaeya said nothing. I clicked the revive button but it simply said "Fatal error: Character files missing"

But as I stared at the screen, I could also think of a way that could have saved Kaeya. It was Diluc. For some reason, Diluc's flames could cut through Kaeya's corruption and the tides of reality itself. That little cut between truth and delusion could be his escape. But we never found Diluc, and it was already too late when I realized what we could have done. I felt guilty, knowing that he died because of me. And it wasn't a simple death either, he was deleted or his information in the Irminsul Tree got corrupted beyond fixing, erasing him from existence altogether as the only remains of his presence were his consciousness. He died in darkness, in the sheer cold he despised so much.

I woke up. I was mesmerized by this dream and wanted to write it down. But now that I looked at my badly written notes and the scenes I tried recreating, I feel terrible. This dream was one of the greatest things I have ever experienced, it showed just how creative my brain could get but also... how horrifying it can be. I will never forget the sheer cold screen and the artifact of "Memories From Afar".

bakuiimomojirou hcs bc im being self indulgent <33

Bakugo and Jirou got together first actually

which led to Iida and Momo bonding over shared emotional pain bc fuck my crush is dating someone already

Bakugo and Jirou kinda started to notice though so they decided to try and get them to all hang out as sort of a group to see if they were compatible enough to try and work something out

after a LOT of talking they came to the agreement of a polycule

so Bakugo was dating Iida and Jirou while Momo and Jirou were together as well

over time Iida started developing platonic attraction to both Jirou and Momo which ended with them also in a qpr

unlike most of the other couples/people in relationships they dont quite do movie dates

they just arent as attention grabbing for this group of individuals

so what do they do instead? game nights with a movie or music in the background

as the smallest of the relationship, Jirou is always sitting on someone else's lap

while Bakugo isn't the most fond of pda it is very easy to get him to engage in it as long as he isnt the one to initiate

same with Jirou

Yaomomo on the other hand absolutely adores pda

whether its small kisses on the cheek, surprise hugs, or simply linking pinkies she feels ecstatic

Iida is pretty much impartial

he wont initiate but he wont turn away from it either

its just pretty meh to him in general but he is very affectionate in private

Iida, Momo, and Jirou are the ONLY PEOPLE Bakugo doesnt mind letting see him with his bonnet on

all sleepovers start off in Bakugo's dorm and migrate to Yaoyorozu's when they are actually gonna sleep

yk bc her bed is fucking huge

there have been quite a few times where Katsuki has fell asleep before the migration and woke up in Momo's arms due to being carried from room to room

it takes Momo a solid month or two to realize she's developed feelings for Katsuki as well

thats a whole conversation on its own but talking it out helps Katsuki realize he isnt gay like he thought but instead demiromantic

Momo had to set a time limit for Spotify on Jirou's phone bc despite popular belief, music DOES NOT help her sleep and ends up keeping her awake

one too many low test grades made her realize an intervention was necessary

Bakugo and Jirou are (unsurprisingly) the cuddlers of the relationship

Iida absolutely adores brushing Yaomomo's hair

its on his list of favorite things

he cant exactly play with Bakugo's hair bc he usually has it in a protective hairstyle

or Jirou's bc they have her hair in locs

so being able to card his fingers through Yaoyorozu's hair is definitely one of the best parts of his day

Momo is just grateful for the comfort it brings

it heals her inner child due to not being able to interact with her parents in such a way

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cutestarlightcat

3 years ago

OK you’re saying red isnt evil evil they’re just cheering on red getting possess and red is not wanting to be evil-

So red good just possess to be evil in the moment???

Again, in the swap universe...

I have been replaced.

They don't know that's not me.

It's been months since I have been stuck in my own head. Watching what is around me as if my eyes became screens of a television.

The ghost that possessing me goes by the name of Herobrine. He needed a body to be able to use the power from that block that I have never got the chance to use on my own. And he decided to use mine even after being in contact with all my siblings.

Sometimes, I wonder if it was simply by pure bad luck that I got chosen, or if my sibs were the ones who put that trap on me. That would explain why they were so happy when they found out a new 'me' had appears after 'I' found out about that incredible power.

That terrifying power of creating these shadow beasts. Pure destruction on command of the one who were in control of the cube.

No one was afraid of that power, nor to what their youngest brother as become. They were cheering, they were cheering him.

They were so quick to accept the change.

They were so quick to abandon the real me.

Now I am stuck in my head full of what-if scenarios and bad thoughts. Forever awake and never resting. Did my siblings ever liked me for who I was? I used to be a good kid, I used to have a liking for animals, I used to be full of energy...

But now, I feel nothing of that. I can't touch anything, I can't move and with time, I have become numb.

So numb, that I woudn't mind about whatever happen to my body. I just want to stop that never ending movie that plays before me that's called life.

Even thought I am the star of this life, I am not the actor. I am stuck at being only the viewer with no interaction with the outside world and no one, and I say no one, knows about me being trapped inside of myself.

I want to be saved, but... I know for sure that it won't be by my siblings. So who else could hear me if I cry? I did scream several time on top of my lungs by hope to be heard.

But no one can.

I am stuck here because of my siblings. I hate them, I hate soooo much. I will make them pay for what they did to me. For them to remplacing me with that obviously monster.

And I will make pay that orange and deranged stickfigure for changing our life.

For ruining my life.

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cutestarlightcat

3 years ago

Kiss; Blue (okay)

Kill; MT (N I C E)

F; chosen (HE A ADUIT WTF-)

Marry; Red (F YES)

NEW GAME :D

Who's your kiss,kill,fuck and marry!? >:]

Screenshot the GIF 4 times and let it decided who is you kkfm

I go first! My

Kiss: Blue (nice >:])

Kill: MT (FUCK YEAH! >:D)

Fuck: Purple (..you're the bottom-)

Marry: Green (MY MANWHORE!!!!!)

Come join if you want to :]

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cutestarlightcat

3 years ago

Spoiler for my YouTube,

I just tell you this it’s about the still characters and there’s A LOT Easter eggs, clues, even more information making this entire scene a big mystery!

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cutestarlightcat

1 year ago

Answer time!

Here is the order oldest to youngest (with a Bonus of the full name, nickname, and what I think they did? I don’t remember)

Leonardo Stein-Meyer (Leo) - if I remember correctly, he is the oldest, and plays the cello

Giovanni Stein-Meyer (Gio) - not sure if he’s the second oldest or third oldest (prob 2nd) and plays a guitar

Cleopatra Stein-Meyer (Cleo) - (read Fiona’s part)

Fiona Stein-Meyer (no nickname) - Her and Cleo are the two i know the least about due to the fact, I often confuse and mixed both of them, so I know that both of them are somewhere the second youngest 3rd youngest, one of them, I believe, sing soprano opera, and the other teaches at a high school and plays piano,

The only way I can tell the difference is that the one with fluffy hair plays piano, while the other one with the bangs sings opera.

If you manage to get most of them, correct, congrats!

The two thing I don’t like about the Stein-Meyer is:

1. why is Fiona‘s name different from the others? like it doesn’t rhyme at all and it doesn’t have a nickname. They couldn’t have gone w/ idk, Aliona? AND IT’S A REAL NAME MEANING SHINING LIGHT? and they could have gone with the nickname Alio? Gio already proved that it doesn’t have to end with EO?

2. Why is Theo name his full name and it’s not something like Idk, Theophanes? Which is the male version of Theophania here given to children born on the epiphany in eastern Christian traditions - just why??

Random question 🙋

Name me every sibling of Theo, without looking at the book with their nickname and full name, in order from oldest to youngest.