DHSHHSDH THERES LESBIAN HEATHERS???

pls stop giving me romance fics i want sibling shenanigans instead pretty pls

pro writer tip: if you don’t like a scene, add an explosion. doesn’t matter if it’s a romance or a historical fiction, suddenly it’s more exciting.

paris paloma you scalywag (i love you)

teehee might get a fourth piercing today

edit: nvm it’s tmr lololol

just started to read no longer human by osamu dazai. so far, it’s pretty interesting! i’m maybe halfway? through the second notebook

when i was reading the back, the summary mentioned how it was one of dazai’s last complete works and that just suddenly reminded me of a vid i saw of someone basically describing the book as his suicide letter, and i can see why

i don’t know too much about his life. it’s just a bit sad to think that this book was him laying himself bare under the guise of yozo, as if to finally tell people,”this is how it really feels”

that sense of feeling alienated from everybody is personal, and it feels strange to read it out on paper after going on for so long not knowing how to articulate it

the perspective of yozo does have his faults, i know that he’s an unreliable narrator, he does some fucked up things, and his opinions definitely were a product of its time. i just think it shows just how human he really was; he’s flawed.

like when he describes how he didn’t feel like he was loved while growing up, just taken care of. for me that really just illustrates how detached he was, his isolation clouded his judgement. because while yes the people in his life may have just taken care of him and nothing else, there’s also the probability that they really did love him

the writing style is beautiful. i’m not really sure where this will go. i know this is kind of a lot for only the first two sections i just think too much lol

i feel like a grandma whenever i’m on ig i just learned how to post stories

me starting out guitar a few months ago:

omg bm is so hard

literally ANY BAR CHORDS

virgil shall play

✨the bass✨

just finished reading radio silence by the monarch/queen themselves alice oseman

i feel both empty and full /pos

like dawg i thought this was gonna be a silly book abt two burnt out gifted kid besties doing a silly little podcast but no i got hit with the sad instead

I WAS NOT MENTALLY PREPAREDOKAY

i saw a handful of people talk about how bad aled’s mom was and stuff while reading but i didn’t fully register it in my head?? LIKE HELLO, THE DOG?? I DID THIS TO MYSELF DIDNT I?😭

anyways, it was really good😊

why is the barbie movie so silly

i spaced out and when i tuned back in im just met with all the ken’s having a freaking DANCE PARTY?😭