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DSMP/iDots - The Conception (Crimson NG) 

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Happy Birthday to the Halo twins, Abraxas and Asriel! They would officially be born at noon today, May 6th, 2023. When I say noon as the time of their birth, I specifically mean at 12:02 pm. 

Back on March 21st, 2021, I drew the first design for Abel, which was his corrupted side. Originally, Abraxas was supposed to be the only child of Bad and Skeppy for the Crimson alternate timeline. However, I started to debate this idea for the universe when on March 22nd, the following day, I created Ozzy's first look as well. I thought that this could perhaps be Abraxas’s original form, but obviously, the designs and styles were very different from one another. I also struggled with picking a name for the only child, trying to decide between the names Abraxas and Asriel. I ultimately could not decipher which design and which name I liked most, so I then created the fraternal twin boys that are now the main characters of this AU. 

As I have explained before, Abraxas and Asriel were conceived through pure and ancient magic. This magic known as the Aura of Fertility is what essentially carried the two. It is, what I like to refer to as their version of a birth mother, despite that it is only a spell containing powerful energy. The Aura has the ability to conceive offspring for individuals that find they have a limit to do such. The circumstances does not particularly matter, whether it be a couple of the same sex or opposite, difference in species, or even how many want to conceive and share the same offspring. Such as the case for the twins' parents, whom are both of the same gender and are of incompatible species. 

I posted a status yesterday on DA about a new one-shot book I published to Wattpad. This render is in reference to the first chapter of the book, as I was unfortunately unable to complete part 2 of the short story similarly titled "The Conception." I hoped to have this particularly story done by Abel and Ozzy's birthday, but seeing as how I wouldn't, I wanted to still post something. So, I decided to make the picture you see here. If you have not checked out part 1 of the story and are interested, I will link it here: 

The Little Things - Skephalo Family Oneshots (Crimson AU) 

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Models: 

BadBoyHalo @ TheBioticJoker (Planet Minecraft) (edited) 

Skeppy @ Pumpapastej (Planet Minecraft) (edited) 

Skeppy eboy @ P0mp (Planet Minecraft) (edited) 

Abel (Infant Style 1) @ dawn-wasabi 

Asriel (Infant Style 1) @ dawn-wasabi 

Textures: 

Wiccan White Pentagram Vector Clip Art (edited) 

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Featured: 

BadBoyHalo 

Skeppy 

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MCYT @ various content creators. Abraxas and Asriel belong to me. This next gen/au belongs to me. 

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You are NOT permitted to use this render! 

Vent- Why am I always the Bad Guy?

Sorry, guys, I know it's random and it seems like I'm just rambling about nonsense but I just really need to get my feelings out right now. Please understand. 

     Why am I always the bad guy? I am always willing to listen to my acquaintances, friends, teachers, and of course, my family. They could be complaining or crying over the most randomness of things, but I still listen to them and keep my comments to myself because I know it would not be kind to say in a time like that. However, the tables turn when it comes my time to ask for support or someone to talk to. Everyone plays the "woe is me" card and wants me to bust out the violin for them. They start to make me feel bad and sure, on the outside it looks as though I'm coping with my issues just fine, but in reality, you all don't know how much your non sympathy truly hurts me. You make me feel as if I am a little kid whose opinion and feelings don't matter. Obviously, you don't seem to understand that I am a person just like all of you and that I will have thoughts and emotions because I am a 16 year old teenager. 

     You may think, "Oh, you're being stupid, just brush it off." Well, it's not easy for me to brush off crap like this especially when you try to guilt-trip me and make me feel horrible like I'm being rude to you when all I'm asking is for some support. That's what your family and friends are here for, they support you, not shove you away like you don't matter! I guess you could also argue "We only want what's best for you though. You should be grateful!" Oh, don't get me wrong, I am grateful for what I have. What more could I even ask for? I have many things that not all kids get to have, a roof over my head, food to put in my gullet, a school willing to give me education, a nice car, and even the opportunity to go to trading school. Heck, colleges from all over the country are requesting me to be one of their future students. I am extremely grateful for all this, I tell you that. However, let me address one of these things as an example of what I'm trying to say. 

     You can argue with me "I only want what's best for you." Yes, I understand you want what's best for me, but also take into consideration at least a little, is that really what I want though? Recently, I was accepted into trading school for a biomedical program, which for many high school students, can be the opportunity of a lifetime. I am still planning to attend that school, but the main reason I applied for a program like that is because I felt I would be unaccepted if I didn’t. It was not necessarily something I wanted to originally do, I only did to impress my family and also gave up on the idea that my friends would be happy for me. I previously had some of them complaining to me to stop bragging, when all I was doing was discussing plans that were stressing me out on the inside. I was not trying to be a show off, I just really needed to get that angst off my chest, but apparently that’s not okay if I do that. It’s only a luxury that everyone else gets because they have so-called “depression” and “disabilities.” 

     Now, before you start getting angry at me, I am fully aware that depression and disabilities are a real thing. Trust me, enough family members and friends I know suffer from at least one of these things. That’s fine, I understand you have a condition and I’m not blaming you for something you received that was completely out of your control, but please don’t use it for your every advantage to earn attention and guilt-trip people. Also, I personally view the idea of self diagnosing yourself as complete bullshit (sorry for swearing). You never know, you think you could have depression, but in reality, you are just unhappy at that moment. That’s all I’m trying to say. I also disapprove of the fact how people tell me this constantly too when I am unable to sit and do their bidding. “I’m gonna go kill myself!” Look, suicide is no joke and people who actually say that seem only to do it to earn attention, because if you were really serious about it, you would not be saying it and you would have already done it before anybody even realized that you were suicidal. Let’s face it though, a majority of people who say “I have depression” and “I’m gonna kill myself” is commonly teens and young adults. Why? It’s simple, because they have nothing better to do than sit on their asses, on their electronics, and complain to start drama and earn attention from others when really they were the ones to start up all the crap. 

     I know, I know, truth hurts, and I’m such a horrible person for telling you like it is, but you will either understand that I have a point or you will just leave because you can’t handle the real and ugly truth. You obviously have been cooped up living in a digital bubble for so long that you can’t even accept the truth about reality and the world you live in. I am a person who can’t be stuck in front of a screen all day because I actually have responsibilities in real life that I need to do, not just sit and play video games and text people for 16 hours a day. It’s ridiculous how many people can’t understand that. Especially when it’s those closest to me who can’t seem to get the message. Why should I keep wasting my breath with people like that if all they’re going to do is guilt-trip me for attention and judge every move I make to be a well adjusted adult? I don’t judge you and I don’t try and guilt-trip you for attention even when I need it. I never talk to you about my problems because you don’t give me that same luxury I give to you. That just shows how much you care about yourself and not your peers. You don’t know how much I care about each and every one of my friends and family, whether it be knowing you in the real world or knowing you online, and it hurts to know that I would put my life first before you, but you would never do such a thing like that for me because you care more about your well-being than mine. If you cared in the same manner as me, we would both be on the same page, not in separate books. 

     Alright, I think that’s all I have to say. If you’re lucky enough to be reading this part, that really means the world to me. That shows some of you proved me wrong and that some of you actually care. For that, thank you from the bottom of my heart. It makes me feel so much happier. :) It gives me another reason to smile again. :D Again, thank you and sorry for the rambling, but I just really needed to get this off my chest. It’s been bothering me for the last few weeks and I feel that writing this vent out was actually very good therapy for me. So, I much appreciated you listening, and I will be sure to post again very soon. Thank you and have a jolly good day. :) :D :) :D 

YouTube

BBH, CG5, Hyper Potions - MUFFIN | (Crystal Harp cover) #shorts

I tried to increase the volume because of the creek rushing in the background. We filmed this at the vortex in Sedona, AZ. I apologize again

New YT short:

"BBH, CG5, Hyper Potions - MUFFIN | (Crystal Harp cover)"

MCSM NG: The Birth of Flores (Remastered)- Page 1 

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Description and Credits- http://fav.me/de4whas 

MCSM - A Vengeful Christmas Cover 

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I'll leave you all with a little teaser from the draft I working with. 

     Some time later, Romeo slowly began to regain consciousness, waking to an extricating pain in his head. It felt as though he had a headache, but much worse, almost like a migraine, though he did not feel sick or nauseous. Unknown to him, a dry streak of blood stained one side of his head as the result of being hit with a blunt object. He groaned softly in slight discomfort and attempted to stretch. However, he suddenly cried out in pain as something incredibly agonizing and indistinguishable dug into the skin of his arms, wrists, legs, and ankles at his attempt at movement. Tensing up and leaning forward the slightest, he realized in addition to whatever was restraining his limbs, similar restraints were criss crossed over his torso and loosely around his neck, prepared to slice through his skin if he dared move enough. 

     Despite his head still throbbing in pain, Romeo opened his eyes, squinting while vision tried focusing on his surroundings. Once everything seemed clear, he looked down at himself, finding he had been restrained to the out of place chair that sat next to the Christmas tree, held down by some sort of shiny, silver string. As far as he could see, his arms, wrists, and legs were bleeding freely from his attempt at stretching, finding that the twine had scraped through his skin with ease. Aside from his own position, he took note of his surroundings, noticing that he was in the living room of Xara’s home, the only light in the room being the illumination of the Christmas lights decorating the Christmas tree. The rest of the room was pitch black and dark and there was no sign of Xara. Just in front of his feet, Romeo saw a small, box-shaped device resting on the floor with a couple of dials. The device ran cords that passed beneath the position of the chair, so he could not tell where or what the source was that they had been connected to. In addition to this object, an assortment of colorfully wrapped presents rested underneath the Christmas tree. The scenery was odd and confusing.  

That is just two paragraphs of five pages in total of a draft and I am aware, there are bound to be errors I have yet to fix. Writing is a process as we all know. When I eventually do finish the story, it will be up on Wattpad and Quotev to read. Hope you all enjoy!

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Credits and Notice- https://www.deviantart.com/pixiemafia137/art/MCSM-A-Vengeful-Christmas-Cover-861562967 

New YT Video 

DSMP/iDots - The Halo Family (V1) (Crimson AU) 

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Version #1 of the Halo family from my Dream SMP AU. It’s about time I made a family portrait— I haven’t made any since I drew Story Mode in the style of ponies. That’s quite a long time ago. 

I also got this piece done in time for the Happy Duo meet-up, so Hooray! 

The dynamics amongst the characters: As confirmed by the content creators themselves and in accordance to official Dream SMP lore, Sapnap is Bad’s adoptive son. For this AU, Skeppy was never originally in the picture when Bad was raising Sapnap, and therefore, the demon raised him as a single father. Despite his adopted child being an adult at the time, shortly after marrying, Bad and Skeppy traveled to the Cave of the Fertility Aura, where they concepted the twins from the ancient magic. Abraxas (far left) was the first child born between the Halo twins, and his fraternal brother Asriel (center) was the second-born child. 

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Speedpaint - DSMP [AU] The Halo Family (Speedpaint) 

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MCYT @ various content creators. Abraxas and Asriel belong to me. This next gen/au belongs to me. 

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You are NOT permitted to use this artwork! 

Sedona Stones-- blue obsidian, amethyst, and snowflake obsidian