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Testing a refined mod list.

Sometimes I feel like I’m living a lie, like everything I know is just an illusion I created to hide the depressing truth from myself; that my dream is impossible and I’m just wasting away as I wait for nothing.

Do you understand?

I can still hear your whisper in my ear, feel the warmth of your breath against my cheek.

I wish I could tell you how much I miss you.

oof

1st is just before Northwatch Keep. 2nd is Windhelm. Also, I think that I started using Mythical ENB in this picture, it’s my new favorite SE ENB.

Whiterun landscape

“How amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

To Destroy A City makes such beautiful music...  💜

Nostomania

I feel like I’m falling through an endless darkness No one can see me, no one can hear me I can’t find my way I’m lost in an abyss, drowning in the depths Helpless as I fade into the night How do I escape How do I go home

I'm playing Warframe now. The Captura is cool.

Blade Runner 2049 by Maciej Kuciara and Ash Thorp

The Art and Soul of Blade Runner 2049 – Visual Art Hardcover Book

Valve´s Gaming Departement 

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Finally got around to playing The Crew, it's pretty good! 👍 I played some of the closed beta for The Crew 2 and I love it! Can't wait for the release!

(Screenshot from The Crew)

After a ton of modding and stuff I’m finally ready to play more. Expect more screenshots soon.

The pose is from YuiHPoser and the ENB is Keizaal ENB with Obsidian Weathers.

Justice League by Bryan Valenza

these are so beautiful

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desultory thoughts 2

Maybe this is all for nothing… I’m afraid to let people know, afraid to let them see. I’d stare at the ceiling dreaming of you forever but I can’t stay awake. Why did I let you go? Why did I ruin this? I can’t stop feeling alone now. I’ve gotten used to it but sometimes I can’t bear it. It weighs me down and pulls me into infinite depths. I can’t breathe anymore, I’m drowning in this emptiness. I don’t want to feel this way anymore…

I need someone to love me. I need someone to hold me. Music can’t hold back the silence forever. I want to live again, I want to breathe again. The world is fading and everything is the same. Nothing makes sense. It’s all the same. I can’t escape. It’s all the FUCKING same.

I just want to be free. I just want to live. I just want to die.

Maybe this is all for nothing…

Obsidian Weathers and Seasons +  Skyrim Re-Engaged ENB + many, many more mods. When I first saw Obsidian Weathers, I was hesitant about getting it. I was already using Dolomite Weathers and didn’t think this would be much better, plus, from the screenshots on the mod page, I didn’t think I would like the thick mountain fog it added. But when I installed it and saw this view I instantly fell in love and never wanted to go back. I can’t imagine playing Skyrim without this mod now.

I was messing around in RaceMenu on an ultra modded Skyrim Special Edition and made her. I won’t be playing as her though.

desultory thoughts 1

How can I show you how I feel? My thoughts are a mess, I can’t concentrate, I can’t think… I’m always tired… Every day is exactly the same. Nothing ever changes. My dreams are lifeless and my life is worthless. It’s hard to get my thoughts on paper. I haven’t finished any story I’ve ever started, so I wonder why I try. I’m a zombie living life in death, waiting for the day I truly die. I want to live again. I want to truly live. I want to love and to be loved. There’s an empty space inside of me. It’s dark and cold and lonely, and only love will fill it. It sounds cliche but it’s how I feel.

She’s everywhere now. But she doesn’t see me. I want to be heard, but can’t find the words. Who would hear a voiceless echo in a sea of words? Maybe one day she will return, or maybe one day I will find her. She’ll hear me and I’ll hear her, And we’ll move to Mars where the world cannot keep us confined. The universe will beckon us into eternity and in the end we’ll see infinity.

How can I show you how I feel?

Hubble Mosaic of the Majestic Sombrero Galaxy

credit: Patrice Paquette

this is the most powerful image on the internet.. reblog to join the circle

The amazing concept art of Dominic Lavery for Wonder Woman

Wonder Woman: The Art and Making of the Film