So Many Bad 孔雀舞 Memories.

阿竟然不知道学校有关于mary的conference。有一个lecturer和一个phd candidate都在研究她

The Power of Networks and The Networks of Power: the foundations. Mary I’s early social and political networks 看上去是很适合磕cp的好材料

觉得我认真就是有病 然后又数算我多么一事无成 那是要我怎样？又骂我没成绩又说我努力是有病？背后逻辑到底是什么？

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

Edward Fox演过Edward VIII

James Fox演过爹 Laurence Fox演过弟弟

啊呀这还真脱靴子啊 也太色了吧

后疫情时代 听丫鬟劝老夫人别立刻进屋看女儿我竟然觉得理所应当了

学男的说话可笑死我了

现在才看遗翠花 也太活泼泼地可爱了吧

要说坐监前结婚有无务实的考虑，当然有，但这就更感人，是真正乱世情侣

想起曾经嗑过的立法会cp，一时兴起去搜了下视频，看到个14年片段，议案是捍卫编辑采访独立自主，我又伤感了

发现一个规律，中国人好感普京，会写普京梦女/梦男文和抹布普京文，俄国人好感普京，会写普京攻，还有各种泽连斯基受的文（攻不只普京），俄国人写不写梦女/梦男文我就不知道了。（我最近这是都看了些啥啊

“Someone comments on the ghastly oil painting of them, still not in the bin. Chris admits there are others.

‘Where’s that one of you as a woman, Neil?’ he asks.

‘It’s us as a married couple,’ Neil explains.

It has conveniently disappeared. There are more: Japanese fans are keen to represent the two of them interacting in strange ways. They were once given one of Chris crying and Neil comforting him. Another depicted them kissing.

‘That really turns them on,’ laughs Neil.”

- Pet Shop Boys, Literally (1990) Chapter 7

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.