i miss the romanticized versions of people in my head. they loved me so much i think. but people change, and i can’t control that. so instead i will mourn the person they once were and cling to the hollow shell they are now with the fleeting hope that one day they’ll return. it’s kind of bittersweet i guess
yall ever feel so frustrated abt how stupid u are ghat u start crying in class and have to lock in so ur mascara doesn’t run 🤣🤣😂🤣 just me lol ????😂
seeing sum of my friends active on ig thru the night is so interesting like wdym we all have sleepless nights and our own experiences wdym some of them might be grinding out hw or be sobbing profusely or be doomscrolling like i am??? ik sonder isn’t like a groundbreaking feeling but i love when i take time to think about it
i’ll never regret letting people know i love them even if they don’t love me back. this world is just so full of hate.. why would i contribute to it? our generation is just so full of wanna be nonchalant people and it’s just so lame.. like
i hate this faggot ass bitch on my bus who uses a rolling backpack like she’s never done anything to me personally but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST WE’RE GOING TO SCHOOL NOT THE AIRPORT??? JTS A SUITCASE AND IT TAKES UP A WHOLE SEAT ON ITS OWN LIKE WHAT. ALL YOU NEED FOR CLASS IS UR CHROMEBOOK??? WHAT DO U HAVE JN THERE
I actually only care about food lip gloss my hair and masturbating this is a perfect setup yes yes
hi here is a bunch of doodles from school and from when i was drawing earlier.
ummm 1-3 is my not at all realistic drawings of myself ig, 4 is rando goth girl, 5 is frank from donnie darko, then rainbow dash redesign, then random girl, and then wip ponysona i’ll prolly re-do a gazillion times. yes im cringe suck my balls
having my goofy ahh dad make me grilled cheese bc this guy just kinda does what i say
bring back curiosity bring back wonder bring back asking questions bring back experiments bring back trying things bring back thinking for yourself bring back not using ai bring back viewing the world with childlike wonder and curiosity and a desire to learn new things
me when i have a conversation with my friend about one of my other friends and my perspective on the situation is entirely changed and now i have to reconsider decisions i’ve made 😨
i hate living with MEN i should be able to walk around my house in my pretty lacy bras but no i have to be modest. so fucking sick and twisted i can’t wait to live alone