I Have A Top Surgery Consult On Monday!

You ever look into the mirror and go ew

Cause honestly me all the time

I just see something that's not me, not ever going to be me. I know I'm never going to like that image in thr mirror until my chest is flat, I'm taller, I'm more muscular, I have facial hair, and I have a less feminine physique.

I don't think any of this is going to happen, so I don't think I'll ever like how I look.

I know everyone who ever sees me will see me as a girl. I see it in strangers when they talk to me. I see it when my family talks about me to others. I see it when friends accidentally misgender me. Like, I know they're trying, and they accept me, but it hurts to know they still unconsciously see me that way.

Idk

Any transmascs that used to play girlgames.com when they were kids?

About to come out as a boy to my dad

Wish me luck

please

I know im supposed to love myself and be happy but god damn is it hard. There's days where i can say, "yeah i look really cute" or if i need to say something nice about myself i can say, "i have a nice smile" but there are other days where i just cant.

Im just exhausted and i can only see a fat tummy and chubby arms with no muscle and a small double chin and weird legs and a feminine smile and feminine eyes and too big hips and no facial hair and and and

I can see these things in other people and be enamored and be gaping at their beauty. Its just not okay for me to have these things. I know thats not true, but i still think it

I dont know what to do

Getting top surgery in 2 days

Lets frickin goooooooo

Looking for organ donar

In need of:

Big heart

Bigger pp

Biggest booty

Thank you

I tried my hand at drawing hands ;) i don't think it turned out bad

(Sorry for the bad lighting)

Do any other fem transmen get weird about their leg hair? Like i love to dress feminine with skirts and dresses, and I feel like I should shave my legs to make it look right. I know that's not true, and body hair is neither masculine nor feminine, and it's natural. I also have no desire to shave my legs because I would feel dysphoric.

No one is telling me to shave or anything, but I think after living as a girl for so long in a society that pushes a hairless beauty standard, I always feel like I should shave or trim my body hair.

Does anyone else feel this way?

I got called by my choosen name IRL by someone I was not previously friends with and and I cannot describe how awesome it felt

He's friends with this other buddy of mine so I'm guessing that's how he knew about it

Like this bisexual drunken cowboy (inside joke might explain in reblogs if I feel like it) saw me and really said "Hey (chosen name" and didn't make a big deal out of it and then asked if I like Hazbin Hotel and I'm like

!!!!!! THIS MAN KNOWS !!!!!! I DON'T HAVE TO TELL HIM !!!!! HE (a cis guy) KNOWS AND HE IS CHILL !!!!!