To Be Seen Without Performing. To Be Heard Without Screaming. To Be Missed Without Disappearing. To Be

In our lives we know joy, anger, sorrow, and a hundred other emotions, but these emotions all together occupy a bare one percent of our time. The remaining ninety-nine per cent is just living in waiting.

Dazai Osamu, The Setting Sun

I was a petal quivering in the slightest breeze, about to fall any moment. Even the slightest insult made me think of dying.

Dazai Osamu, “Memories” from Crackling Mountain and Other Stories

Dazai: I don’t fear death.

Also Dazai: has a panic attack when the vending machine eats his yen.

so soft it hurts

Saying this out loud to my dog: "Man, it's sometimes hard to choose between Dazai and Chuuya. Maybe I should have Soukoku, because I can have both without the other while also loving them both the same way that I love them and- "

My dog right now: "Why you no therapy?"

KEANU REEVES as John Wick — JOHN WICK: CHAPTER 4 (2023) dir. Chad Stahelski

Could I request Dazai, Kunikida, and Fukuzawa finding out their lover likes being spanked?

Dazai is not surprised.

He always knew there was something kinky going on in that little noodle, and he is happy to oblige.

He would prefer to spank his partner with them on all fours or face down in the mattress.

Dazai hopes this will inspire more kinky stuff, but this is fine for now.

It’s a surprise for Kunikida, but not an unpleasant one.

Likely it started as an accident. Him patting their butt in the kitchen to move or just tapping them during sex and finding out they enjoy it.

He would prefer light, gentle touches. Keeping an eye on their face to see if he actually hurt them.

They don’t incorporate it often so when they do ask or it happens, Kunikida still blushes.

Fukuzawa is surprised by the boldness of their request, but proud that they told him.

He has been around longer than the others, so explored quite a few things. This is not new for him.

He prefers to spank them with something. A rod or a paddle. The reason being is that his hands are for comfort & love, and the strikes are for dominating.

Fukuzawa wouldn’t tell them this but it turns him on seeing the pucker on their skin, or how sensitive it is, after a particularly hard session.