OFFERING | YANDERE IMAGINES

OFFERING | YANDERE IMAGINES

OFFERING | YANDERE IMAGINES

prompt: you are sacrificed by your village to be the god’s offering. You expect to die—but instead, the whole situation spirals into a maddening obsession.

character(s): yandere!god, you

warnings(s): possessive, manipulative behavior, unhealthy relationship dynamic

note(s): male reader, second person, present tense, not beta read

OFFERING | YANDERE IMAGINES

You do not expect anything but death.

You hear the hostility and animosity boiling in their throats, scorching your skin with the heat of a thousand suns. You feel the hands that pull at you roughly, dressing you up in garments you’ve never worn before— silks that are red, hot and heavy, a veil that hides your features. They do not bother to hide the wounds that are festering on your skin—it is a common fact that the God, Elias, kills the offerings, and his heart is as cold as ice. He will not bother about you. He will not care about you. You know that being offered is akin to courting death.

You are despised by the village. You are abandoned by your parents, and you have no one to call a family or friend. The scars you bear are not pretty, either, and no woman will take you as a husband, and no man will take you in as his wife. 

You have lived a lifetime of suffering, and now you only wait for it to end.

So you choose to close your eyes, having a fitful sleep in the rocky carriage. You are convinced that this night will be your last.

You do not see the God named Elias, at first. 

But you hear his voice in whispers, in echoes. 

“So you must be the new offering,” his voice is soft, elegant, graceful—your first thought is that he cannot be the fearsome God people speak of—“do you, [Name], know of the fate that awaits you?”

You are a mortal. You feel fear, no matter how much you’ve prepared yourself. You will fear death, after all, and you will wonder if your death will feel quiet and painless, or if it will be excruciating. You’ve heard horror stories of the latter.

“You…” your voice stays firm to your surprise, “will kill me.”

You still cannot see him. He is described to be beautiful in some stories, ugly in others. You truly don’t know. But his voice is lilting, quiet, and music-like. Is it toned down on purpose for you to let your guard down? Will he rip your heart out the minute you doze off? Will he torture you before he kills you? There are a million questions you don’t dare to ask him.

“Truthfully,” the voice holds amusement. “You are the first to truly make it to me.”

You stiffen. “I’m sorry?”

“The others have died, yes,” the God says, “but I did not kill them. They committed suicide. Is it not pathetic to have people be so fearful of you that they will choose to end their lives before they meet you?”

He’s lying. He’s definitely…lying. You remember the horror stories you’ve heard: first, the village chief’s daughter, Sarah, who had her throat ripped out viciously because she dared to be rude. Second, the village chief’s niece, Amelia, who had her body found beneath a cliff, supposedly punished for her grave misdeeds for stealing, thirdly, the male, Rufus, who had been the first male offering towards Elias, who had his remains returned to him for supposedly no reason.

“And spreading rumors about the deity cruelty, really,” Elias’s voice flows on like a steady stream, mirthful, “ridiculous, is it not?”

“Are you…” you find your voice at last, “saying you didn’t kill them?”

“No, of course not,” Elias says, “you are the first one who has made it to me.”

“That is not one I’ve heard.”

“Rumors can be exaggerated.”

You think back to the earlier offerings: of Sarah, who kicked at you, spat at you, and slapped you until your cheek welled. Of Amelia, who framed you for stealing and got you whipped in front of the village folk. Of Rufus, who got a group of boys to strip you of your clothes before they dumped you shivering into a river. They met a rather fitting death.

“I don’t know,” you whisper, “if you want to kill me…”

You squeeze your eyes. Your heart is thumping against your chest wildly: you feel fear course through your veins, fear thrumming at the surface of your mind. Do not be deceived, you tell yourself. Do not be deceived by this murderous God.

The blow never comes.

Your heart still beats.

You are still alive.

You can’t see him, but you can feel a hand tip your chin up.

“Now,” Elias says, his tone strangely fond, “why would I ever kill you? I’ve been looking forward to your arrival for a long time after all.”

You see him for the first time, drenched in moonlight.

The first thing you think is: he’s beautiful. He is. He truly is. His hair is silvery blue under moonlight—it’s long and falls to his waist. His features are delicate, yet masculine enough for him to seem more handsome than beautiful. Everything about him seems—perfect—the slant of his nose, the glittering of his magnificent teal eyes, and the fullness of his lips. He seems so vividly familiar to you.

For the past few days, he’s been speaking to you merely as a voice; as a shadowy whisper floating to your ears. 

And everyday you marvel at the fact you’re alive. You’re still alive.

He treats you gently. He treats you like the very thing you were supposed to be: a bride. He brings you gifts, he feeds you well, he dresses you generously in luxurious silks and attire. You didn’t see his face then, but you could feel the sensation of his gentle touch against your skin, as he brushed off a petal, or a loose strand of hair.

You want to ask him why. Why he chooses to hide his appearances, why he treats you so well. You fear the answer. You fear that this was how he treated the earlier offerings before he slaughtered them. You fear many things, and his tenderness is one of them.

“I kept you waiting, didn’t I?” Elias says softly, before he reaches out to you. You flinch, and he frowns. “My mana has yet to be restored. I apologize. What’s wrong, [Name]?”

You think back to his words a while back: why would I kill you? I’ve waited a very long time for you. Does this apply to the general idea of a companion, or is he referring to you in particular?

“Before all this…” you murmur. “Did you know me? Did I know you?”

Your memories are patchy as a kid. You cannot remember the face of your mother, and neither can you remember the face of your mother. They are all erased in your mind.

Elias smiles. He always smiles at you—you can’t tell if it’s genuine or deceitful. You tell yourself continuously that it’s fake—it’s easier to live with him that way. Every breath you take, you are amazed at the fact that blood still flows within your body. The place you live is empty, except for strange servants, except for Elias. It’s a lonely place, completely devoid of anyone. It makes you realize that divinity is lonelier than any human existence.

“I’ve waited a long time for you,” is all Elias tells you. His hand reaches out to you and touches your cheek gently, pressing on a scar almost sorrowfully. “You must have gone through a lot of pain in the village. I’m sorry I couldn’t find you sooner.”

“You know me.” You swallow, “but I don’t know who you are.”

Elias doesn’t say anything. He kisses your forehead gently, brings you to the bed, and tells you to sleep well. His skin is cold against your own and he pulls the sheets over your body, bading you goodbye.

“Sleep well, [Name],” Elias murmurs. “I will tell you another day.”

That night, you dream for the first time in years. And this dreams continue to persist for the next few days,

You dream of a flower field. You see your fingers picking our petals from the flowers. The flowers are odd, unlike any other thing you’ve seen before. It has silvery blue petals, much like the color of Elias’s hair. You see a silhouette from a distance, and you feel yourself calling out a name—

“—Elias,” you whisper, as you fist the blanket. You had awoken from the dream in panic, and now you found yourself panting, shivering. What was that? You think desperately, just what was that? A cold feeling washes over you, and you stumble to your feet. You find yourself walking to the grass outside, your bare feet treading on grass. Your eyelashes flutter as you feel the breeze caress your cheeks.

You freeze.

Your hand trembles as it reaches out to touch the flower in front of you. It’s the exact flower you found in your dream.

“I don’t…” you give a long sigh, closing your eyes. A headache starts to thrum in your head. “I don't know what’s going on anymore.”

Ever since you came here, you’ve seen flashes of memories pop in your head—of laughter, of the warmth of shared hands, of someone. The boy cannot be seen, and he’s unnamed. You feel younger, more childish, more happy in your dreams. And each time the male turns to face you, the dream ends. 

You feel your heart getting weighed down every time you wake up. Turn around, you plead, turn around! Let me see you!

You feel a blanket drape over your shoulders, and you soften. “Elias.”

“[Name]. What are you doing so late at night?”

“I’ve had…” you say absentmindedly, “the same recurring dream.”

“A nightmare?” Elias asks, his voice dressed in concern. A hand immediately reaches out to touch your forehead, measuring your temperature. “Do you feel unwell? Humans are such fragile creatures.”

“You speak as if you’ve lost a human before.” You say, amused, before you shake your head. “No. Not nightmares. Strangely enough, I’ve dreamt of this flower field multiple times. With someone…with myself, reaching out to these very flowers, plucking off the petals…” you turn to face him. “I don’t know anything, Elias. I only know your name. You don’t tell me why you care for me so. You don’t tell me the truth about the earlier offerings. You don’t…”

You don’t tell me anything.

It’s impossible for you not to fall in love with him. Such gentleness—such love—can only cause your feelings to spiral out of control. It can only cause you pain and grief. Elias has ulterior motives, you are convinced, and you use use those motives to destroy your feelings before they can destroy you. So you continue.

“But perhaps it’s for the better, isn’t it? To place a distance. After all, a mortal can never be a God. And a God can never be a human.” You tilt your head. “You are shrouded with mysteries. You will never explain anything to me. You will treat me with fondness—love, almost—and you will expect me not to doubt you. But of course I doubt you. How can I not, when all my life, I’ve been taught that love is a privilege, and not a right?”

“No, [Name],” Elias says in a strangled voice.

That’s foolish, you think, gods should never have such an expression on their face.

Elias’s heart throbs. He’s heard these very words before from you. He has. You don’t know it—you don’t know that he’s been waiting for your reincarnation for ages now—you don’t know that he does know you, from eons, centuries ago.

.

.

“But you’re human, aren’t you?” You smiled as you faced him, joy alighting on your features. “Why must you rob yourself of such emotions?”

Human..

Your words were like music to his ears. They filled him with immeasurable joy.

Human.

How long had it been since someone said that to him? His mother had told him before, perhaps, but that had been…no, had anyone even told him that before?

A person as bright as the sun, as beautiful as the flowers. Those were his thoughts as he looked at you— a picturesque sight you made indeed, hair messy and a playful smile on your face, limbs dipped in the water. You seemed more like a God than himself, with the way the moon seemed to favor you; coating your whole body in some resplendent light.

Your scent had him intoxicated. Your voice. Your words.

Elias had loved you desperately. He had, before you had been ripped away from him from a common cold that killed you.

Elias grieved.

Humans are such fragile creatures.

.

.

“I did,” Elias turns away, shadows casting down on his face. “I did know you.”

You don't say anything for a few seconds, before you open your mouth. “What?”

“There’s a reason I asked for offerings,” Elias murmurs. “I thought it would be you. I wanted you to come back to me. It wouldn’t matter to me what form you would be in, what you looked like—I just wanted you with me.”

“You must be the male in the dream, then,” you realize, “but—”

“I’ve waited so long for you since you died.” Elias swallows. His gaze is almost murky, almost dangerous… “so, so long. Centuries have passed since the last time I saw you alive. You pledged your eternal devotion to me then. But you…” Elias’s hands are cold as they seek warmth within yours. “You took so long to appear to me again.”

“Then the offerings. They didn’t commit suicide, did they?” You ask him. You know the answer. And you fear that you’ll forgive him for his cruelty. After all, is this not the male—not the God—who has treated you with so much kindness? So much love? Is this not the God whom you dream of, the one who had been your lover before? Is this not the God whom you have so utterly and pathetically fallen for? You have given your heart to a God, and now his divinity will kill both your souls. 

“They hurt you,” Elias closes your eyes. His hands are pulling you to him now, your head buried into the crook of his neck. “I…lied, because I simply…” He kisses your neck softly, his tone low. “…I could not deal with the idea, [Name], of those dirty vermin hurting you. And I waited and waited and waited for that useless village chief to send you; for me to reunite with you, but…it took four tries. Four tries, [Name].”

Your memories are rushing back to you. You remember Elias’s words from your past life: I’m sorry, [Name]. Loving a God is never easy. When I kiss you, you will taste the loneliness rotting my tongue. When I hold your hand, you will feel the ichor and ice in my veins, freezing you, and when I gaze at you, you will see my faults and my coldness. 

“I’m sorry it took me so long to remember you.” You shake your head. “I didn’t..understand. I didn’t understand anything at all. I felt confused; lost: in a constant state of almost anger—because I wanted a reason greater than my love for you to explain why you were so tender to me.”

“I do,” Elias almost melts against your skin, like he’s seeking refuge within you; like he’s been starved and deprived and he’s been finally quenched of his thirst—“I love you, [Name]. I…”

His love for you is terrifying. He’s seen ungodly parts come out within him when others hurt you, when others dare to lay a hand on him. It has taken three bodies to be sent back to that stupid village for you to come to him. Divinity is lonely, and Elias hated the days without you. You have to be with him. You have to be with him, no matter what. He will not allow any other thing: you will stay by his side, he will annihilate everyone who dares to even touch you. You’ve given him a reason to live, and now he must make sure to protect you. Elias has never cared about mortals until now: but now he laments their weaknesses, he loathes their fragile selves. 

Everything that Elias has ever loved has disappeared. His mother perished. The pets he raised as a kid died. And now you…Elias fears that he’ll have to wait another few centuries for you should you die again.

He is willing to wait, of course, but sometimes, it’s impossible—it’s impossible.

Elias never had a chance to kiss you. Despite being your lover in your previous life, he’s never kissed you before. And perhaps that is the answer of divinity: his divinity will flow from his lips to yours. Perhaps it’ll be painful, but you love him too, don’t you? Won’t you stay with him?

It does not matter. Nothing will matter. Perhaps fragility is best. It’ll ensure that you’ll never run away from him, after all. You say you love him, currently—but how can he be so sure of that? Humans lie too, and you are still human.

Elias will make sure that you are beside him, no matter what, even if it means ripping your humanity away from you.

OFFERING | YANDERE IMAGINES

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WARNINGS: extremely dubious consent, graphic and explicit smut. please do not read if you are not comfortable, or if you are triggered. In no way is this disgusting yandere behavior meant to be romanticised. This excerpt is taken from my fic on wattpad, twisted faith.

PAIRING: yandere!priest x male reader

SCENARIO: after one too many attempts of rebelling against him, the priest (anton) decides to punish you.

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You knew. You knew the minute you were brought to Anton's home — you knew the minute you were washed and fed by several maids, and was brought right before the priest.

A sickening part of you knew.

You had always wondered when. When Anton's obvious desire for you would finally break, when the final straw would be until Anton would take you

And now you stood right before him, washed—your hair still a little damp—robed, trembling.

Shit. It was about to happen. It was about to happen. It was—

You didn't know what to do. You were utterly terrified, utterly helpless.

"To first cleanse your sins," Father Anton said quietly—his hands resting on your back, tracing circles, "you must purify the body." The motion was smooth, gentle, supposed to be comforting, but instead all you felt was an unwanted heat traveling up your spine, along with deep seated dread. Thick, sludgy dread.

This was part of the plan, you thought, swallowing. This is part of my plan.

Someone had already warned you, had they not? That with the priest, he was looking for something else with you. Something deeper. Something akin to lust, akin to desire.

"Yes, Father Anton..." you whispered. You wanted to close your eyes, but you feared the consequences that came with it. Instead, your own trembling (e/c) eyes were forced to stare at pools of liquid diamond—the color that belonged to the priest's eyes.

"You want this, don't you?" Anton purred, "you want this. You admitted it yourself. You needed purifying. And now I shall give it to you. Everything. I will purify your heart, your soul, your body..."

First, your shoulder. You found breaths shallow and quiet when Anton used one finger to slowly undo your clothes, starting from a simple slip of the shoulder, until your collar bone was exposed.

Exposed, for the priest to see.

You no longer felt like it was you. Your mind was growing hazy, your body was responding to Anton's touch in such a way that you were horrified by it. You could feel his own unwanted arousal slowly burning your insides, and before you knew it, you were pressed down onto the cool sheets of the bed, stripped of your clothes—Adam and Eve once roamed the Garden of Eden in their naked form freely, you recalled, before the serpent made them sin.

Was this what Anton meant? To return to the roots of mankind, before sin had existed? 

It wasn't long before the priest started to undress himself, and you nearly wanted to kill yourself there and then when you saw just how—just how huge Anton was—because fuck, how the hell were you supposed to fit him inside?

You watched as Anton dipped his fingers in sweetly scented oil—perhaps even the liquid from a while back, in the confessions room—and coated it liberally on his own cock. The oil was costly, but perhaps, to Anton, there was no better purpose than to anoint one of heaven's own.

Fuck, you started to breathe heavily, feeling Anton's hands slowly grasping at your hips, his touch bruising, and lining his arousal up—you could feel it. Every inch of him.

Deep breaths. In and out...

"Ugh—" you let out a soft sound that was quickly muffled when you pressed your face down onto the pillow, ears burning with shame.

There was no greater pain and pleasure than this.

Anton pushed forward ruthlessly into your body. Anton did not stretch you out or give you advance warning. If the initial intrusion was painful, it was meant to be, as part of your penance. 

"Cleansing," Anton purred, his voice sending shudders running down your spine, "punishment. This, my dear Y/n, is divine punishment."

Fuck, you teared up as you gripped the sheets, yes. Perhaps he was right. Perhaps this was an atonement of your sins, your crimes towards your own humanity. Perhaps you deserved this for spitting such cruel, careless words at your sister, for showing his weaknesses so blindly to your friend...

"Anton," you gasped out,  the delicate flesh of your insides was battered and pried open by Anton's enormous girth, "I—I..."

Anton pressed into the hilt and then stopped, giving you time to adjust, and enjoying the trembling shudders of the bruised and violated muscles clenching around him.

"Give it all to me, turn everything over to the Lord and let me purge the sin from your flesh. Let me morph you; Y/n; let me purify you.”

"Slower," you begged him, tears starting to roll down your cheeks. You felt so utterly helpless—so pained, yet there was that deceitful pleasure crawling up in your insides, telling you this was what you wanted. This was what you asked for.

In a way, it was. In a viscerally twisted and distorted way...yes. You had planned this, did you not? You had orchestrated this plan to seduce the priest for your own survival, and you would fall down into the abyss with it.

There was no foreplay. Nothing. Nothing that could have told or prepared you of the pain that had shot up in your stomach—nothing that could have told you that you would be throbbing with pleasure, aching with sin. Your body felt filthy instead of pure, and the tears staining your face felt like they were burning. Anton kissed it all away—but that did nothing but to send feverish heat and silent hatred worming into your insides.

"Oh, Y/n," Anton cooed, his fingers trailing every inch of your skin, exploring every curve, every flat, "you were made for me. Made to be a vessel for me. You saved me, Y/n...you saved me."

Anton felt God would forgive the sin of his omission—after all, he was the closest being to godhood, and you were so beautiful and precious and pure. God's creation and the wonders of nature—from your mesmerising eyes, from how the arch of your back highlighted the delicate curve of your spine.

You made a strangled sound, biting back your moan that was about to slip past your lips. The pace remained brutal; relentless, and when you tried to grip on the sheets for some sort of stability to the madness, it failed. 

"Confessing," Anton whispered, "is something you were never good at. But perhaps this gives you clarity. Perhaps this will help." 

With suddenness, Anton stopped— instead, he pulled out, leaving your walls empty and clenching around for something. Just anything. Anton pressed one finger to the opening, almost like he was teasing you. Teasing you with inviting warmth, but not giving it to you. The priest was the one who reduced you to such a state, so how dare he? After stripping you of your innocence, claiming he would purify you…

You had never hated someone so much before. You hated him.

"C-Confess?" You managed to choke out, voice hoarse, "y-you want me to..."

Anton pressed the finger in deeper. More. You wanted more. It was not enough. 

"Confess, yes." Anton tilted his head, his other hand pressed against your shoulder, the touch firm and gentle. It was strange how he seemed to treat you like you were so precious, like you were made of glass, but then his actions would contradict and you would feel the lower part of your body searing with deep, hot pain.

Blood. You could feel it trickle down your leg.

Anton waited until your breathless pants slowed and then spoke, "You may begin."

Your voice was thick with tears as you spoke, "Bless me father, for I have sinned."

The priest's hips began a slow and steady pace, pressing in deeply and then pulling out until the head of his cock caught on the thinly stretched rim. It kissed it slowly, slowly pushing until half way inside. You let out a strangled gasp, sobbing. 

"Continue."

Oh, but how? You found it hard to find words scattered here and there, when your brain was a mush and you didn't even feel like you were you anymore. You weren’t yourself anymore—you weren’t innocent. Anton had ripped away any last remnants of sanity and purity that you had, claiming it for his own, marking you as a sinner. 

Y/n...Y/n...who were you even, now? The feeling of derealization pierced your chest. 

Anton's cock looked impossibly large as he pressed it against your gaping hole. It looked like it could split you open. You trembled from the stretch — you wanted more, in a horrible sense, and the only way you could get that was to atone. To confess all your sins to the greatest sinner in the world.

Your stunning (e/c) eyes went wet with tears, but it only made your submission sweeter and it only made the priest's cock throb harder as your body worked to accommodate him; flesh clinging and gripping deliciously as he pushed deeper with each second, but never quite hitting the end. 

It was a tease, a long drawn punishment.

Anton's hot gaze dropped so he could watch your belly bulge each time he entered you fully. The evidence of his physical penetration into you— his innocent, innocent savior—only made the dark feelings in his stomach swirl, twist, knot. 

"I'm sorry," you found yourself begging, "I'm sorry, Father Anton—I shouldn't have—I shouldn't have—"

I shouldn't have existed.

"I shouldn't have went outside the church walls," You sobbed, "I shouldn't have met anyone else, I shouldn't have—"

"Don't even say that." Anton's voice was serene yet so damned. "What else?"

"I shouldn't have murdered the man." You babbled on like your mind was shattered; broken beyond repair.

"I shouldn't have talked to her—"

You felt another sharp pain crawl up your spine when Anton rammed inside you. The priest's hands went to cover your mouth, stifling your moans that threatened to slip out.

"Ah, no," Anton whispered, his voice sultry and deep, "we can't have you making such noises, can we?"

"Just—just..." You felt the tears roll down your cheek, felt the way your chest heaved and your hips ached — all this felt too much; too overstimulated.

You released; arching your back and feeling your fingers grip on the sheets with reckless abandon. Your thoughts were pounding in your head and so was the slow, subsiding heat: what have I done? You thought with misery, with fuzziness and dazed eyes, what have I done?

Anton smiled and leaned forward.

"You have been purified."

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The second time, it was because you had disobeyed him. You ran away — at least, you attempted to. But it had been foolish, and now you had to face the consequences of your actions. You willed your trembling form to straighten, choking down a sob.

“I’m sorry.”

"That's what I thought." Anton smiled in amusement. "Here I was praising you, darling," Anton tipped your chin up and you swallowed, fear started to flood within you. "But it seems that once again my trust in you has been misplaced."

"I'm sorry," you started to say—to beg—"don't put me back there. Don't!"

Fear rotted between your teeth and gave you that toothache feeling: the slow thudding of realization,  the slow ache of cavities worming into your insides, staining your mouth. The sweetness had been too much. Too painful. 

"I won't."

"...Then..."

What will you do? 

"It's been long since you were purified."

Inwardly you shattered once again. 

𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐘 | Yan!priest X Male!reader | Nsfw

"Slow down," you gasped, feeling Anton's cock enter in, unrelenting, brutal, merciless—you dug your fingers into the expanse of his back, taking it down, causing a soft sigh to elicit from Anton. "Please," your voice took on a begging note. "Please."

Anton paused for a while. His fingers cupped your cheek, and his eyes were almost dazed with pleasure.. But they still held a certain maddening clarity that you were afraid of. 

"You wanted this, didn't you?" Anton tilted his head. You felt the cock inside you press further still, your walls squeezing it, your body welcoming it, with pleasure spilling in your gut. Unwanted pleasure. "You wanted this, darling. And so I give it to you."

How long had it been? The tears were running down your face but your body betrayed yourself. For there was your own answering arousal between your legs, the way your hips lifted and responded to Anton's fast, full thrusts, the way moans slipped off your mouth like nothing. You wiggled your body a little, squirming, trying to find a better position—but another ram into you, another buckle of your hips and a sharp cry—stopped you from being able to do so.

"Slower," you repeated once again— begging him, before Anton shoved his fingers down your throat, causing the yoo choke on your words. Saliva coated the priests's fingers but he did not seem to care. Kisses were planted on your bare form—the shoulders, the nose, the lips—Anton seemed satisfied, actually. More than that. Darkness was twisting in his eyes. Anton loved it—loved ravaging your, loved having sex with you. He pulled those fingers out and your mouth felt empty.

"You're doing such a good job," his voice was so gentle, so sweet—you could have cried. Yes, there was the constant pleasure in your body that Anton managed to induce—the kind of pleasure that made you yearn for more, the kind of pleasure that made you moan into the kisses that Anton provided, obscene and all, but oh, it betrayed your mind. "Continue on. You have barely managed to take me yet."

I'm disgusting, you wept, oh, someone save me. I'm so disgusted with myself. 

"I can't," you panted, your fists gripping the sheets. "Anton...I really can't."

The only answer was a push that pressed you flush against the bed. Anton's fingers wrapped around your jaw slowly and turned your face to the side, peppering kisses on it. It was a soothing gesture—Anton was marvelous at what he did. He would torture you mentally, sexually, but treat you like porcelain physically, treating you with such tenderness and gentleness at times that you werebdazed by it. And it worked now. 

"Good job, darling." Anton cooed, almost relishing in the soft moans that you were desperately trying to keep down your throat. You felt tears roll down your cheeks slowly, you felt the pain down there, swollen and overstimulated. You knew the sheets were stained with your earlier releases, and now would be what, the third? Fourth? Fifth? Anton was brutal in his pace.

How far had he fallen, already?

Behind Anton you could make out through your teary vision, a small cross. And now that cross taunted you. Watched you ws your purity was slipping away from you.

Tears rolled down your cheek, and you felt yourself slipping into darkness.

𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐘 | Yan!priest X Male!reader | Nsfw

To feel anything would make you deranged.

After Anton had…purified you — you had scrubbed endlessly at your skin, hoping to remove any memory of him. But with that purification, also came a change of treatment. Anton grew gentler, kinder, and you grew more tired, more willing to be deceived.

Simply put, you didn’t know how to place your rage anymore: there was the rage  that was simply rotten, incurable love—there was the rage which were all the tainted truths and desires—and then there was the rage that was like a unanswered prayer, rattling in your mind, ricocheting off the walls. 

You had learnt a long time ago that your body betrayed your mind. That your mind betrayed your heart. You feared that you had grown to love Anton, in some sickening, undeniable way: but was that not inevitable? A human will crave fire, though deadly, in the light of cold. And in this case Anton had stripped you of everything you ever had, and now you were craving warmth.

And Anton. He was that very warmth. You wanted his embrace — you wanted it so desperately, the feeling of being loved, cared for, tender and sweet. After all, Anton had never hurt you before, did he? Everything earlier had been some sick farce, some disgusting aversion to all things good. But it was alright. You had learned your lesson.

You needed only Anton, and yet Anton seemed to withhold from sex,  like he was dragging it on. You wanted it carnally, biblically. You could feel the sins and evil swarming under the layer of your skin. You wanted it. You wanted to be made pure again, you wanted that sin purged from your flesh. You wanted it eviscerated. You wanted it to be painful, almost.

But as luck had it, Your  purification this time was not one of pain. Anton was always tender with you —but the purifications were always painful, rightfully so, as penance.

The sheets were soft and silky, as luxurious as you remembered. It was the same bed that you had laid in during your first time. Oh, how rebellious you had been. How unwilling. But now you are older, wiser. You knew to behave—you knew this was for your greater good. 

You have made life miserable for yourself. Why did you bother trying to resist? It had taken coaxing—and you had been so delightfully and wonderfully patient with you. Anton had already been so sweet even when you had been feisty and sharp-tongued, but the priest treated you with honeyed, saccharine sweetness. See, Anton seemed to tell him. See, you should have obeyed me earlier. This way, no one would have died. You could have carved out your own ending. 

And now Anton bit at your lip until you could only groan. Supple, strong hands removed whatever clothes you had on— you were kissed until you were lightheaded and breathless, until the only thought that remained was the priest. Anton, Anton, Anton—until those thoughts flooded your mind, strong and vicious.

The priest’s hands were warm as they trailed down your bare skin. You wanted to lean into the warmth: you wanted to tattoo it on your flesh, you wanted it imprinted, made permanent. You could have said that these desires were ignominious, even, humiliating, hideous. But you were no longer blind by the evil that had blinded you. This was good. This was good for you. You had utter faith in Anton.

Your feelings once had been raw and ambivalent. And now they carried on within you, strong, unwavering, comforting.

Anton pressed onto your chest, tapping at where your heart was.“This, Y/n,” Anton’s voice was heavy and commanding. “This belongs to me.”

You took a hitching breath, swallowing.

Anton moved to kiss your neck. “Only I can purge your sinful urges. And only I, my darling, can consecrate you. Do you understand me?”

“Yes,” you whispered, “yes, I do.”

Anton smiled. His gaze was heavy, like his words: shadowed, dark, dangerous. It was clouded with haziness, and his arousal was pressed against your thighs, his arms spreading your legs apart. You whimpered, but offered no protest. Your muscles shook from the stretch, but you remained obedient. Sweet, darling lamb. Yes. You would be a sweet, darling, obedient, loving lamb. 

“You have been so good lately,” Anton purred, “and there are no more lies. You have changed—I was right, wasn’t I? Around you there was only a plethora of distractions. And now it’s just…” He pressed his forehead against yours.  “You and I. You have morphed, Y/n, you have become perfect.”

Hell was a man’s own creation, so was heaven. And you were a piece of heaven that had been carved out for himself. You were his, fully his — you were no longer anyone else’s. His, his, his.

Anton pressed his fingers against the wetness of your hole, slowly slipping into it. You gave a startled pant: where was it? Where was the pain you were expecting? This was no penance, this was—

“See,” Anton said softly, pressing further until you gave another strangled sound, breathier this time, when his fingers brushed against your prostate. “See, Y/n? Your sins have been absolved. By submitting yourself to me, there is no pain. No penance.”

“Please,” you panted—the fingers were not enough. Where were you? You were still so impure, so dirtied— you wanted it.The pained ecstasy. The purification. The Anointment. “Why won’t…why won’t you give it to me?”

Anton tilted his head, smiling. “I thought you wanted this. I remember you begging me last time: to be gentler, to be tender. What’s wrong, Y/n?”

You could not even place it in words. Breathless moans left as your throat when Anton pressed deeper still: you swallowed, before you shook his head. “I…don’t…know,” was all you managed to choke out, “I don’t know.”

“Hm,” Anton murmured. “Very well,” he brushed a loose strand of hair from your face. “you are loose, Y/n—you are so loose. Were you thinking about me? Were you waiting anxiously for this? Did you want this?”

“Yes, Anton,” you managed out in between your breaths, quick and dirty. “Yes.”

Anton pulled his fingers out abruptly, and you were left trembling. Your eyes were watery, almost: your back arched, your fingers fisted around the sheets. You almost caught your breath before you felt the same feeling again: the feeling you wanted, of origination and sin and purification—You could feel the delicate flesh battered and pried open again. You gave a soft moan—Anton pressed to the hilt, and thrusted. You started to scream—but it was of pained ecstasy.

It was nowhere as painful as the first time. This time was more mellow. Anton’s touch was bruising against your hips, leaving behind imprints of blue and black. The thrust pinched everything from you, all your breaths and your thoughts and all that horrifying, twisted doubt—all those reservations.

Anton continued. That same feeling plunged all the way up to your gut—it crushed your prostate entirely. You felt yourself start to release guttural, muffled sounds: you tried to swallow back your sobs, unable to discern between the wretched desire and pleasure that kept pulling, yanking at you—and the pain. Anton was still certainly gentler than last time. And this time round, Anton had prepared you. 

You screamed, your hands flying out to claw at Anton’s back. You could feel yourself nearing your first orgasm; so painful, so soon, and tears flowed freely down your fever red cheeks. Your hole stretched painfully around the girth of Anton’s cock—Anton continued this pace, but oh—he was so gentle with you.. It was almost like the priest was praising you. 

Good job, Anton seemed to be telling you, with the kisses peppered on your face, with the gentle, supple tugs of your hair whenever you started to wobble—good job. 

“You are doing so beautifully,” Anton cooed, “so, so well.”

You could barely think through the hazy pleasure. Anton set up a rhythm like this, Anton sliding out just right to see you clinging almost whorishly to his cock—then pressing, pushing, spreading you open with a force that made your throat raw from the obscene sounds you made. Anton’s voice was calm and soothing, low, almost menacing, a juxtaposition to the violence below. But it wasn’t his fault. Anton had wanted to be gentle, you had refused. You wanted the pain, it was your punishment. You would claw Anton’s back, Anton’s lips would capture your own with each cry you wanted to release. His kiss was always breathtaking—literally, in a sense that all coherent thoughts and all your breaths were ripped away from you; and then Anton would chew on your bottom lip, biting it, allowing a stream of crimson to bleed out.

“Anton,” you moaned out feverishly, “Anton.”

The priest continued to fuck you with a blind frenzy, eyes dark and hooded and the grip on your hips so tight—so that you wouldn’t dare to even crawl away. So that you wouldn’t even dream of it. So that you would remain pilant and soft and warm and obedient. 

“I’m sorry,” you started to say, your words punctuated by sobs, “I’m sorry I was so…”

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Punish me all you like. I deserved all of it. I deserved every single bit of it. Every inch. Everything. Everything Anton did—was it not what you were practically begging for? Anton had given you so many chances, but you had failed him each and every time. 

“There is nothing to apologize for,” His voice was calm and soothing, not matching the violence below. “You have repented. And that, Y/n, is the most important.”

Anton pushed again—and this time the sound you made was almost inhuman: when you finally, finally—felt the warmth flooding into you, when you finally felt your insides being filled, your sin being washed away. And you were filled so completely, so much of it that some spilled from your hole, that you felt like you were choking on it. You released at the same time—the electrifying heat spread all the way to the tips of your fingers, enveloping you whole, leaving you dazed and weightless from the ecstasy of it.

Anton kissed your tears away, and his face was one of pride when he touched your forehead gently.

“Good job,” Anton whispered, his voice lilting and insidious. “Good job, Y/n.”

𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐘 | Yan!priest X Male!reader | Nsfw

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10 months ago

checking in on vei sama how are u 😛😛 and how is baby girl Idris

still a bit busy but thankfully im alive 😜😜 idris is still his handsome smug self pookie. i wonder if i should bring him over to tumblr for once HAHAHAHAHAH


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1 month ago

I hope Lucien dominates me 🥵🥵🥵

This crazy prince is this what i need for

glad you enjoyed his craziness 😉😉😉


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11 months ago

yooo turns out i completely forgot to turn on anonymous questions???? so sorry for the shy people who probably wanted to request something by now OOF 😭😭😭


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7 months ago
( 𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈 ) ✦ ⎯⎯ 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐘𝐑𝐀, The Moon  ˚ · .┊

( 𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈 ) ✦ ⎯⎯ 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐘𝐑𝐀, the moon  ˚ · .┊ 𝇄𝇃 ✧.

he's been waiting for the wedding for a long, long time. ever since the day you've scarred one another, blood marking blood — a testament to the bond that sealed your fates together.

( 𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈 ) ✦ ⎯⎯ 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐘𝐑𝐀, The Moon  ˚ · .┊

─── The MOON represents the realm of the subconcious, symbolizing the mysteries that lie beneath the conscious thought. it can warn of hidden agendas, often signaling that appearances may be deceiving.

✦ ″ beneath the canopy of stars, his cold, unyielding hands hold you tightly in place, his long silver hair billowing in the night wind, sending cold chills down your spine. in those silver eyes of his, there is something unspoken — something undeniably cruel and flushed with madness.

✦ ″ the second prince is someone to be avoided at all costs. to catch his gaze would be a mistake, and to fall into his cunning hands would be your ruin. (because his love is an ocean, and he holds enough of it to drown you both)

( 𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈 ) ✦ ⎯⎯ 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐘𝐑𝐀, The Moon  ˚ · .┊

[ directory . ]

01. — you are promised to me, remember that.

02. — a night like no other, just for us, don’t you agree?

( 𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈 ) ✦ ⎯⎯ 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐃𝐘𝐑𝐀, The Moon  ˚ · .┊

do not claim, repost, or use this character without permission. character art from onmyoji


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11 months ago

i had just read your yan! emperor x assassin reader omg ??? i saw u liking my posts, im a big fan of ur writing in quotev !! i feel so honored!!!

⁉️⁉️ the jumpscare i just got HELP 😭😭🙏 i was just reading ur neglected gn reader series ITS SO GOOD I CRIED A LIL NGL!! wasn't expecting quotev to be mentioned tysm agajssgjsgsjshdj


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