Sometimes, I Cry So Hard I Can Feel It In My Ribs. / I Feel Like The Real Me Is Backed Into A Corner

Sometimes, I cry so hard I can feel it in my ribs. / I feel like the real me is backed into a corner inside me

— Ama Asantewa Diaka, from "Saturday Evening WhatsApp Message," Woman, Eat Me Whole

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doctorsickx
1 year ago

If my mental illnesses weren't enough, the seasonal cold has been sitting on my head making my mind even more cloudy and jammed. How is any of this fair?

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doctorsickx
1 year ago

✨️finally gone manic after being unable to want to breathe for years ✨️

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doctorsickx
1 year ago

I can't form so much as a tear

but I seem to be drowning still.

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doctorsickx
1 year ago

The urge to just destroy myself. To cut off everything. To go radio silent on everyone because my brain is absolutely convinced I'll be best off alone, locked in a tiny little box.

Why can't I just have a moment to breathe? To actually enjoy my bit of happiness I get here and there.

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doctorsickx
1 year ago

I write this with

melancholic music

blasting in my ears.

It's comfortable,

relatable.

It's hopeless,

as I long to be.

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doctorsickx
6 months ago

And many, many valleys of sorrow and mountains of death.

Marina Tsvetaeva, From A Diary Entry Featured In Earthly Signs Moscow Diaries, 1917-1922

Marina Tsvetaeva, from a diary entry featured in Earthly Signs Moscow Diaries, 1917-1922

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doctorsickx
3 years ago

Anger bursts inside of me as fire crackers under the moonlight, with a cackle first and then a battle cry.

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doctorsickx
1 year ago

gave me a personality disorder

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doctorsickx
10 months ago

yes, please

Craving entertainment but having absolutely no interest in anything

Kill me

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doctorsickx
1 year ago
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