Happy Halloween Everyone, Especially @jockallensworld Who’s An Amazing Friend! I Don’t Know She Personally

thank you Am, Momiyi and @astreia-oniria for tagging me! (and special thank you to Tumblr for not even accidentally sending me a note about it 🖕)

I can never answer a simple "this or that" question with one word only, sorry 😅

bad or nice LI - I don't mind bad either if we get a proper reasoning

blond or brown hair - hair colour doesn't really matter

cute or spicy illustrations

complicated or sweet relationship - complicated relationship is okay as well if the conflict is solved after some time...

evil or angel MC

love-hate or friend to lover relationship

short or long hair for LI - for male LI it doesn't matter, for female LI I prefer long hair

teasing or clever LI

sweet or deep voice - I can't imagine voices in my head anyway so uhh

hairy or not hairy

older or younger than MC - if the age difference isn't huge, both is okay

mysterious or popular LI

tattoo or not - I don't mind tattoo-less LIs, but damn! it's a certain bonus

some ex or not at all - if there's absolutely no chance that the ex comes back, it's kind of okay...

realistic or fairy

long or short story

lazy or awkward character - laziness is my job, all my OCs are hardworking ahahaha

long but fortnightly episode or short but monthly episode - I accept any kind of releasing schedule as long as the price of the episodes are realistic

childhood friend or new character

personality or beauty

bad or good ending - I'm always curious about bad endings for the sake of drama, but in reality I'm a sucker for fluff

sub or dom LI

marriage or not

honest or malicious

athletic or geek - "both? "both" "both are good"

light or dark eyes - as with hair, it doesn't matter that much

the most attractive smile or look

jealous LI or cool - somewhere in between? LI shouldn't accuse MC of anything, but I don't want them not to notice everything MC does

caring or protective LI

ambitious or dreamer LI

cute moment or spicy moment

rivalry or not for LI - to some degree only, though!

selfish or altruistic MC

introverted or extroverted MC

romantic or playful LI

in conclusion: I'm completely indecisive, as usually 😌

most of the people I know were already tagged, so.... :c

This or That ( Otome vers.)

I like this kind of game. I I haven’t seen this game for otome, so let’s do it! (color or bold what you prefer)

bad or nice LI / blond or brown hair / cute or spicy illustrations / complicated or sweet relationship / evil or angel MC / love-hate or friend to lover relationship / short or long hair for LI / teasing or clever LI / sweet or deep voice / hairy or not hairy / older or younger than MC / mysterious or popular LI / tattoo or not / some ex or not at all / realistic or fairy / long or short story / lazy or awkward character / long but monthly episode or short but fortnightly episode / childhood friend or new character / personality or beauty / bad or good ending / sub or dom LI / marriage or not / honest or malicious / athletic or geek / light or dark eyes / the most attractive smile or look / jealous LI or cool / caring or protective LI / ambitious or dreamer LI  / cute moment or spicy moment /  rivalry or not for LI / Selfish or altruistic MC / introverted or extroverted MC / romantic or playful LI / 

tagging @momiyi-chan​ @draconess-tania​ @vanillaamoursucrethings​ @cofffae​ @louis-ratking​

if you want to do it, let’s go 🌻

Thank you for the tag @mycandylavynder​!

I had a little mental breakdown because I couldn’t find just the right hair length, but whatev

Random nightout for candies? Random nightout for candies

Tagging: @jockallensworld​, @myfallenangel04​, @satansfaery​ and @amrrygae​

i’m love with this pricrew!is so cute!

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i’m tagging: @candysweetposts @sakurina-mcl @satansfaery @melodyalanaroster @marycecilyy @marylusaoficial and everyone who wants do this!

Being a father; being jealous; his reaction to Guardian sacrificing herself (Guardian x Lance)

Lance headcanon requests for anonymous. these were mostly original headcanon prompts, except for pregnancy which I have already done. as usual, I’ll put the link of it here

also, yes, I do take original ideas as requests (you can see in my description if I accept requests or not), but when I share a certain prompt list, I prefer if you choose something from there. there’s no problem if you still send an original one of course

14. pregnancy / birth

being a father

(I have written a bit about this as well, here)

Lance would be that kind of parent who is mostly strict, but still totally reasonable. he won’t break down his child’s dreams and hopes, but there will be certain things that he won’t let them do

the kid’s  life certainly won’t be boring though. Lance will teach them how to fight at a relatively young age, with Guardian on the sidelines, checking that everything’s okay

if his child got into a smaller trouble (eg. stealing some food from the pantry, messing up the books in the library). then it would be a bit hard for Lance to take it seriously, resisting laughing out is a challenge

in more serious cases he steps in of course, explaining to the kid why the things they did were bad, and taking responsibility for it

being jealous

jealous Lance is not a funny kind of Lance!

he’s raging inside. he’s confident in his relationship with Guardian, but the pure fact that someone thinks Guardian could be theirs...

he doesn’t hide the fact that he’s jealous, though he knows it’s not Guardian’s fault, he doesn’t blame her at all. that other one however... they better prepare for hell

his reaction to Guardian wanting to sacrifice herself again

(I haven’t actually played the end of The Origins. I’m up-to-date from spoilers, but I don’t know how the dialouges and scenes really look like, so sorry if what I write is not accurate)

he would be totally shocked. why would she want to sacrifice herself for these people? why would she rick her life again for a world that’s not really hers?

Lance would make everything he could in order to stop her from doing it

he would be absolutely devastated if he didn’t succeed, he’d leave the Guard. he wouldn’t be able to live in that damned city after what happened, he hadn’t made important friendships anyway

if it’s all after having kids, then he’d take them with him of course, teaching them about their legacy from their mother, but not intentionally raising them againts the Guard. he wouldn’t want them to have the same life as him

Pls go follow my twitter, I’ll try to post a lot of updates there!

Especially this post, it’s important so…

https://twitter.com/marycecilyy/status/1346578047764471810?s=20

ANON ASK TIME

🍎: favorite food

🌦: favorite weather/season

🌎: dream travel destination

🐻: favorite animal

🐶🐱: dog or cat person

☀️🌙: morning or night person

🌠: zodiac sign

👤: MBTI personality type

🔮: Hogwarts house

👁: what do you look like

🎶: top 5 songs you listen to at the moment

✝️: religious or not

💿: top 5 favorite movies and/or movie genres

👻: do you believe in ghosts

👽: do you believe in aliens

👕: what’s your style

⏰: top 3 favorite pastimes

👅: top 5 kinks/turn ons

🍀: do you have good luck, bad luck, no luck at all, or do you make your own

🛍: favorite store(s) [online//physical]

🧸: your main/favorite toy growing up, why

🚬: bad habit you want to break

🎮: the greatest time you had playing a video game

👹: 6 things someone would put in a pentagram to summon you

😱: biggest fears

😡: top 5 pet peeves in a romantic partner

😍: top 5 virtues in a romantic partner

🤓: a subject/topic you could completely, 200%, without hesitation, nerd out about

⏳: would you travel forward or backwards in time and why

📖: 1 fictional character you’d love to bring to life

💤: weirdest dream you’ve ever had

🔁: favorite tradition

🏆: things you collect, why

🎧: song that describes your best friend(s)

🏖: favorite vacation destination

🛸: if aliens abducted you, what would you tell them about Earth

🍼: one of your favorite childhood memories

🎄: favorite holiday, why

🤖: how do you feel about walking, talking, critically thinking A.I.s ?

😴: describe your favorite sleeping position

🤢: the sickest😎 you’ve ever been

🤡: an embarrassing childhood memory

⚰️: scariest way to die

😢: a book or movie that made you cry the most

🤐: a secret you want to know the most about anything in the universe

👊🏻: a celebrity/famous person you want to punch the most

🤝: celebrity/famous person you want to meet and spend a day with the most

🍻: which person in history would you want to have a drink with

💪🏻: superpower you want the most

🗺: where you want to be right now

🔗: reason you joined tumblr

🗣: what accent do you have

🕵🏻: are you a good judge of character

🌅: favorite memory of nature being so damn beautiful

🔍: first thing you see physically on a person

💬: a quote you connect with (favorite or random)

⛵️: a fictional relationship/friendship/pairing you enjoy

🎓: best class and/or teacher you ever had

🌈: RANDOM: whatever you want to ask or say to me ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

Hi! Could you do a headcanon with Nevra and (if you want) Lance in which Erika is having pregnancy problems and they are really worried about everything going on well but at the end she is in good health and the child is healthy too? Thanks in advance and feel free to ignore and I hope school gets better!! ❤️✨

ah, thank you for your request, it was really interesting! I tried not to go into details , since I don't know much about pregnancy anyway (though I could have managed that one) + I have no idea how pregnancy looks like in a fantasy world?? with a half-aengel, half-vampire / dragon kid??? so yeah, I hope you will like it nevertheless <3

Lance

Lance is this strange mix of crazy and calm. he's as level-headed as he can be, but if Guardian is not around to see him, he takes a moment to break down a little

he knows a few things about pregnancy, but he's not a medic of course so he's knowledge isn't that great, and who knows if the child being half-dragon, half-aengel complicates things?

hence, besides listening to Guardian, he spends a lot of time in the library, making research, trying and failing not to freak out every time he finds a case that ended with someone's death

generally speaking, he loves Guardian but knows she can take are of herself. during the pregnancy though? Lance becomes much more protective

he tries not to overdo it though; he really listens to Guardian and whenever she tells him she's okay, he takes back

the one thing that he can't completely believe is that "everything will turn out fine", even though that's the truth. he's optimistic, but he doesn't want to get his hopes up too much, in case he ends up alone again

he wouldn't miss being at the childbirth for the world; he's there, gently holding Guardian's hand and whispering sweet nothings to her. when it's over, he just stares a little - "wait, this was it?" - not really believing it ended well

as soon as he sees that yes, both Guardian and their child is completely fine, he breaks out in a smile so wide his jaw hurts, but he doesn't care. he's the happiest man in the world in that moment, and he will make sure to give his child's life the best he can get

Nevra

one word: overreacting. he's really focused on making Guardian feel as comfortable as possible

"the kid needs a calm atmosphere!!!!" / "okay, then, maybe calm down?"

if her "problematic period" takes a long time, he might start ignoring his tasks as a chief, which doesn't exactly make Huang Hua pleased, though she lets him be

Nevra doesn't want anyone else to meddle in their life; if he hears someone bring up the subject, he gets really angry - "mind your own business!" - then storms away

the only people he's not too proud to confide in are Karenn and Chrome obviously, and, interestingly, Huang Chu. she tries to be of help, which comes in handy at times

I can also imagine Nevra to blame himself to some degree, he apologises to Guardian many times, who just sits there like "??????"

when the childbirth begins, Nevra starts pacing around nervously. he doesn't trust himself enough to stay in one room with Guardian, so he asks Chrome to stay inside and reassure her if needed

when Chrome comes out of the room with a huge grin on his face, Nevra immediately feels like the weight of the world has been taken off his shoulders. some time later, when the bliss starts to ease, he tells Guardian that he actually feels a little embarrassed now, looking back

eu tenho um bom professor 😃

nós dois somos putinhas para o oficial de brócolis 😌

I love how my little sister is taking after my steps 😍😍 so proud

Hi, draconess-tania! I know very well that you're the boss, and at the same time, you're not required to accept my two requests, if you want to pick one of two, no problem! Why I did two requests? Let me tell you that... my brain doesn't work very well when it's about MCL/Eldarya ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ There I go: 1) 1, 11 and 12 with Rayan / 2) 1, 11 and 12 with Lance. Good Saturday! O/

I don’t know why, but your ask had this very funny and calming feeling, I love you 🥺❤️ also, don’t worry you will get both! I start with Lance, and you will get Rayan later (sowwy). I have already done 2 of these, I’ll link them

1. cuddling

Lance doesn’t like being all touchy in public, but that doesn’t mean he minds it in private as well

he likes hugging generally, the warmth of another person is an unusual but comforting feeling. he sometimes feels like this is something to be ashamed of, so it used to be Guardian who initiated the hugs and cuddles

after he finds out she actually enjoys these (in the arms of their beloved is a safe heaven for both of them), he’s more “brave” about these, but still in private or when not many people are around

it’s not that he doesn’t want to show off, he just doesn’t want Guardian to get into uncomfortable situations because someone sees the two of them. she reassures Lance that she doesn’t care what others think, but he still prefers to play it safe

also, hugs and cuddles are only an option when his armour is off. Guardian probably told him once that cuddling him in that feels like she’s hugging a rock

11. bathing / showering

12. first time

Human / vampire (Candy x Priya)

Note: written for day 3 of Dykecember. time is relative anyways (also I'm experimenting with a new way to format my fics, don't mind me) Words: 795 Candy's P. O. V.

What is a vampire? In popular legend, a vampire is a creature, often fanged, that preys upon humans, generally by consuming their blood.

‘Okay, I didn’t get any smarter, thank you Britannica’ I murmured to myself, looking up from my laptop’s screen to take a glance at my girlfriend’s face. 

When Priya had called me up to say that she had become a vampire somehow, I first ended the call, rolling my eyes at her bad sense of humor. Then she called me back, almost hysterical. 

I quickly realized it wasn’t a joke. 

We spent the previous hour at Rosa’s place, trying to calm Priya down, and surfing the web for any useful info. Unfortunately, everything we had found was about ‘adult’ vampires. Not a word about someone freshly turned into one. 

“Did you find anything?” 

Priya tried her best to mask her voice, but it was clear that she was very afraid. 

“Uh no, not yet. The best I found was an article detailing vampire diet. Apparently, you don’t necessarily need blood. Anything red is good for you.” 

She didn’t reply, just laid down on the couch, covering her face with her palm. I closed my laptop to walk over to her. 

Rosa left a little earlier to drop off Thia at Alexy’s, and Leigh was gone the whole week to visit Lysander. Priya and I had some time for ourselves. 

“Hey” I sat down next to her. “We’re going to figure it out, okay? I’m sure you’re not the only one with this problem. Worst case scenario, we will consult Stephenie Meyer.” 

“Urgh, I don’t really appreciate your jokes.” Priya turned over to her other side, with her back to me, but didn’t pull away when I started caressing her side. 

“It’s not the end of the world anyways. If the legends are true, you will be exceptionally fast and powerful, you will live for much longer than otherwise, you will be immune to pretty much any disease. I wouldn’t necessarily say it’s a bad deal.” 

“Haha. You forgot about not being able to stand in the sun or eat garlic. Not to mention the crosses.” 

“That’s not a problem, we don’t live in Italy.” 

I spoke without thinking, but I reached my goal: Priya laughed – for the first time during the evening. 

“Thank you. Your support means a lot to me. Really.” 

She turned towards me a little to look in my eyes while speaking, but then quickly diverted her gaze. Her expression turned sour, almost regretful. If she had been sad or angry, I would have understood that, but this...? 

“What’s wrong?” 

“What isn’t?” She chuckled, not answering my question. 

“No, but... really.” 

She sat up, but still avoiding looking at me. 

“It’s just... if I stay this way, and the myths are true, I’m supposed to drink blood, aren’t I?” 

Her fingers found their way to the hem of my shirt and started playing with it. 

"Well, yes...” 

“Well... I don’t know how to phrase it, but I started feeling this strange pull towards you. Of course, I always found you ravishing, but it seems that whatever change is going on inside me, it also affects how I look at you...” 

While talking, Priya shifted her position on the couch to lean in my direction. Her fingers stopped fidgeting with the fabric of my shirt and instead rested on my sides. I felt my cheeks burn. We have been together for more than four years now – we had kissed, seen each other without clothes and made love multiple times. And yet, in this moment, I felt that we had never been so vulnerable in front of each other ever before. 

She got closer, lowering her head, making its way to my neck. If I had really wanted to, I would have been able to stop her, to move away – but I didn’t. I tilted my head to give her better access and braced myself for what was coming. 

I hadn’t noticed that Priya’s teeth got sharp already, but now they pierced through my skin with relative ease. I clenched my jaw, not to give away the pain I felt – if this is what it takes for Priya to feel better, so be it. 

While she was feeding on me, pictures flooded my mind. Her arrival at Sweet Amoris High School; her kiss with Iris that awakened previously unknown feelings, but mostly jealousy in me; our reunion in university, and the rebirth of our friendship that slowly changed into something deeper. 

I loved her, and I knew she loved me too, more than anything. When she finally lifted her head from my neck, wiping her mouth, I knew that now we were tied together more tightly than I ever thought possible.

Dykecember challenge

my answer will be under the cut as well (I couldn't write that long answer haha), but I do have to clarify in the beginning that I'm not a doctor or something, so this is just what I think I would do in a similar situation

tw: eating disorder

I don't know what your exact "goal" with weight is, at some parts it seemed like you want to lose weight, at some others it seemed like the loss of appetite is worrying you... which can absolutely coexist of course, and here goes what I want to say:

I haven't heard about this Zoloft before, apparently it's an antidepressant. even if losing appetite was listed as a symptom, I don't think it should be ignored (two weeks seems an awful lot for a side effect to last, or at least to me - I haven't had any meds with serious side effects yet). if you can trust your doctor with it (because I know there are some assholes out there with a Dr. before their name...), I think you should tell her about it. maybe you could switch to another kind of antidepressant which doesn't have / has less serious side effects (only if switching to another one doesn't make you uncomfortable, of course)

about the weight loss thing itself, again, I don't know what you want to do about your weight (and you absolutely don't have to share if you don't want to). but, anything you want to do with your weight should be connected to your eating and moving (?). even if you want to lose weight, I'm about 100% sure starving yourself isn't the right way to do it; you don't even necessarily have to eat less. there are many types of diets and special eating methods (?) that you can choose from. yes, it takes time to browse through them all and the one that you think you like might not even be available to you because (bad example): it would require you to eat pineapple every day, but you live in the Arctic; but it's still worth in the end. you don't need to starve yourself, you need food even if you want to lose weight. (also, important note that as much as you shouldn't starve yourself, you shouldn't stuff yourself either. for very different reasons, but I had a short period where I didn't want to eat much, but I tried to notice when I started feeling "enough" and what felt like "too much", and eat an amount somewhere in between these two. no need to eat until you're sick of it)

so yeah, all in all, I think it would be good if you talked with your doctor (maybe even through the phone, if that's okay with both of you - the longer you keep losing weight, the more serious it can become later on), because the side effects you mentioned are kind of worrying to me :c and if you want to lose weight, but differently, it could be helpful to look after some kind of diet (maybe even with the help of a dietetic - if there's one available)

aaaaaaand also again, I'm not a doctor at all, I just tried to imagine myself into your situation and think about what might be helpful, I hope I could help <3

[the two (?)s are because I'm not sure I used the right word, I'm sorry if I didn't make sense :D also, I'll tag this post with your tags as well, so people can avoid it if it triggers them]

ed rant under the cut bc this might trigger ppl and i dont want that :(

i started zoloft two weeks ago, i'm on the lowest dose and most of the side effects have worn off (still getting headaches most days, some dizziness, the fatigue and sleepiness is subsiding which iam v grateful for bc dealing with that on top of chronic fatigue wasn't easy)

but like..... i'm absolutely not hungry. i don't feel the need to eat and i'm content with very small portions. i know loss of appetite and nausea are possible side effects, but i wasn't expecting it to hit this hard dfherh. i dont have much nausea, but mostly i can't eat before noon, all i have is water and coffee, and trying to eat just makes me lowkey nauseous. it's triggering some good ol ed thinking patterns, and i kinda hope i can stay on this medication once i see my doctor again. smh. because i'll keep losing weight. so far i'm down 40 lbs since august 2020, and i want to lose maybe another 15 lbs. i don't have a scale and only get weighted every 3 months, when i get my birth control injection, so that's at least? helping me not spiral too much?

when i saw my doctor in april, my doctor wanted to send me in for a psych eval, because yes i was seeing her for anxiety symptoms, but i also have depression and psychotic symptoms. so there was talk about maybe switching out medications after we have a proper diagnosis, and she talked of seroquel to really target all my symptoms including the psychosis. i'm terrified because weight gain is a side effect, and i really don't want to go back.

i dont know. there's a lot going on in my head and i'm trying my best to eat at least a bit to keep me going, but this whole loss of appetite is really triggering and i'm leaning into it to restrict, even tho i can't do as much being chronically ill now, i become weak very fast if i try to fast :(

that's all rgihrtgi if you've read this thank u, idk if anyone will do anyway. i feel too self conscious about this to properly journal about it. probably will write armin fanfics bc this is how i cope