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13, 14 and 19 with nevra from eldarya?? 💕💕 i love your writing!!!

oh anon, I’m such an idiot. I accidentally read 13 as 3 and wrote it like that, I only realised my mistake now. don’t worry though! someone else requested 13 with Nevra as well, so you will still get it, just later. sorry again, I’ll try to learn how to read 😅

3. injured

Nevra is too proud to let others see him being hurt, he’d rather hide it and take care of himself, so he soon recruits Ewelein as his sworn enemy lmao

he’s not a medic though, but he still wants someone close to him to cure him. since Ezarel’s departure, this person is Huang Chu (I don’t think Nevra has a good relationship with Mathieu)

it’s the complete opposite when Guardian is injured: he immediately drops their last petty argument, and rushes to get help for her as soon as possible, even if it’s just a small injury like a burn or a cut on her hand

he’s embarassed about it later, but seeing Guardian’s grateful smile makes him swear to keep being overprotective of her

14. pregnancy / birth

“honey, I’m pregnant” “....WHAT”

I’m pretty sure Nevra will be shocked when he hears the news, but his astonishment will turn into excitement soon

having a younger sister makes things easier though, mostly because he has some kind of experience of taking care of someone, but also because he can pass his kid to Karenn whenever they start to cry and Guardian is not around

he doesn’t have any experience of the actual pregnancy however, so those months are a rollercoaster with him. he tries to be his usual protective self around Guardian, while she tries to make him understand that she wasn’t and still isn’t made of glass

when Guardian is giving birth, Nevra is just staring at the sidelines with wide eyes, but inside he’s happy for the little one

19. domestic life

if you want to keep your eyesight undamaged, don’t look around in Nevra’s home. seriously. that guy doesn’t know the word “organised”. he cleans it, don’t get me wrong, but things don’t have their place, everything is just lying around

this makes living together a challenge, but Guardian is absolutely up for it, never getting tired of organising things again and again

after a child joins them, life definitely gets more interesting. “who should do what” is a constant dilemma, but I think Nevra would give up being a Chief after some time, “degrading” himself as an ordinary member, so he has more time to look after his kid

hi can i ask pregancy and first time for lance?

I wrote this while sitting in online chemistry class, so sorry if I wrote “alkane” somewhere 😂 also sorry for making you wait so much

12. first time

getting to that point where Guardian and Lance sleep together takes some time, given how their relationship started

when it does come, both of them are experienced to some extent, but it’s still their first together so it’s kind of neutral. they know their way around, but it’s nothing too dirty

Lance wouldn’t mind getting a bit freakier though, so he makes sure their second time comes soon

14. pregnancy / birth

(I already wrote some stuff about him with kids in domestic life)

pregnancy is a very unique experience, no amount of battles and adventures can compare to it

Guardian’s belly getting bigger, making it harder for him to hug her... Lance can manage that. her morning sickness? ah, he’s a professional, he can make her feel better really fast. but if he has to wake up just once more at dawn because she craves something, he’ll flip tables

also, just. mood swings. Lance has literally zero ideas about how to navigate these, the best solution he found is that he lets Guardian be, with whatever she feels, and brings her as much food as he can

the long awaited day finally comes, with Lance close to Guardian. he wouldn’t faint or cry, but he would certainly be speechless from the emotions when he can hold his newborn child in his hands

my answer will be under the cut as well (I couldn't write that long answer haha), but I do have to clarify in the beginning that I'm not a doctor or something, so this is just what I think I would do in a similar situation

tw: eating disorder

I don't know what your exact "goal" with weight is, at some parts it seemed like you want to lose weight, at some others it seemed like the loss of appetite is worrying you... which can absolutely coexist of course, and here goes what I want to say:

I haven't heard about this Zoloft before, apparently it's an antidepressant. even if losing appetite was listed as a symptom, I don't think it should be ignored (two weeks seems an awful lot for a side effect to last, or at least to me - I haven't had any meds with serious side effects yet). if you can trust your doctor with it (because I know there are some assholes out there with a Dr. before their name...), I think you should tell her about it. maybe you could switch to another kind of antidepressant which doesn't have / has less serious side effects (only if switching to another one doesn't make you uncomfortable, of course)

about the weight loss thing itself, again, I don't know what you want to do about your weight (and you absolutely don't have to share if you don't want to). but, anything you want to do with your weight should be connected to your eating and moving (?). even if you want to lose weight, I'm about 100% sure starving yourself isn't the right way to do it; you don't even necessarily have to eat less. there are many types of diets and special eating methods (?) that you can choose from. yes, it takes time to browse through them all and the one that you think you like might not even be available to you because (bad example): it would require you to eat pineapple every day, but you live in the Arctic; but it's still worth in the end. you don't need to starve yourself, you need food even if you want to lose weight. (also, important note that as much as you shouldn't starve yourself, you shouldn't stuff yourself either. for very different reasons, but I had a short period where I didn't want to eat much, but I tried to notice when I started feeling "enough" and what felt like "too much", and eat an amount somewhere in between these two. no need to eat until you're sick of it)

so yeah, all in all, I think it would be good if you talked with your doctor (maybe even through the phone, if that's okay with both of you - the longer you keep losing weight, the more serious it can become later on), because the side effects you mentioned are kind of worrying to me :c and if you want to lose weight, but differently, it could be helpful to look after some kind of diet (maybe even with the help of a dietetic - if there's one available)

aaaaaaand also again, I'm not a doctor at all, I just tried to imagine myself into your situation and think about what might be helpful, I hope I could help <3

[the two (?)s are because I'm not sure I used the right word, I'm sorry if I didn't make sense :D also, I'll tag this post with your tags as well, so people can avoid it if it triggers them]

ed rant under the cut bc this might trigger ppl and i dont want that :(

i started zoloft two weeks ago, i'm on the lowest dose and most of the side effects have worn off (still getting headaches most days, some dizziness, the fatigue and sleepiness is subsiding which iam v grateful for bc dealing with that on top of chronic fatigue wasn't easy)

but like..... i'm absolutely not hungry. i don't feel the need to eat and i'm content with very small portions. i know loss of appetite and nausea are possible side effects, but i wasn't expecting it to hit this hard dfherh. i dont have much nausea, but mostly i can't eat before noon, all i have is water and coffee, and trying to eat just makes me lowkey nauseous. it's triggering some good ol ed thinking patterns, and i kinda hope i can stay on this medication once i see my doctor again. smh. because i'll keep losing weight. so far i'm down 40 lbs since august 2020, and i want to lose maybe another 15 lbs. i don't have a scale and only get weighted every 3 months, when i get my birth control injection, so that's at least? helping me not spiral too much?

when i saw my doctor in april, my doctor wanted to send me in for a psych eval, because yes i was seeing her for anxiety symptoms, but i also have depression and psychotic symptoms. so there was talk about maybe switching out medications after we have a proper diagnosis, and she talked of seroquel to really target all my symptoms including the psychosis. i'm terrified because weight gain is a side effect, and i really don't want to go back.

i dont know. there's a lot going on in my head and i'm trying my best to eat at least a bit to keep me going, but this whole loss of appetite is really triggering and i'm leaning into it to restrict, even tho i can't do as much being chronically ill now, i become weak very fast if i try to fast :(

that's all rgihrtgi if you've read this thank u, idk if anyone will do anyway. i feel too self conscious about this to properly journal about it. probably will write armin fanfics bc this is how i cope

heyyo

I know that I wasn’t productive lately 😔 I still have 7 requests to do, and I swear I’ll do them 🤞

meanwhile, I think I’ll stop taking new requests for some time, since Valentine’s Day is coming and I have my own ideas for it (I don’t want to get requests while doing those because I would just feel bad about not writing either one ahahahh)

that doesn’t mean that I’ll close my askbox! but if you send me a request, I’ll elegantly ignore it until I’m done with my original ideas. (though if anyone has requests about VD, then feel free to send it, because I might write it)

Reblog and put your favorite side and which color you main in Among Us in the tags

@marycecilyy shame on you

feeling very hurt that many of my beloved mutuals are, in fact, in loving committed relationships with actual significant others irl. disgusted and betrayed. thought you guys were all single losers like me

41 with Rayan <3

thank you for your ask! I didn’t forget about it, I just couldn’t find out what would be the perfect present for / from Rayan. in the end, I settled with a pretty simple scenario, but I hope you will like it this way

also, because it’s sooooo late, I’m gonna draw the end of the oneshot 😌 and sorry again for writing it later

Prompt: Finding the perfect present

Send me winter prompts!

Word count: 597

Rayan’s P. O. V.

I breathed in deeply, then let out a long sigh, my breath appearing in the cold air as clouds. I had been thinking on what to give Candy, what could possibly show her how much I love and appreciate her. I had the answer in my mind of course, but I also didn't want to do something so... cliché.

How many Christmas movies start with proposing?

But ever since we talked about having kids one day, I had been fantasizing about our family. Some years later, now, we will run in the snow with our child, or maybe children. I just know that she will be a perfect mother, and I hope to be the perfect father and husband.

If she says yes, of course.

A cup of coffee still in my hands, I anxiously waited for Candy to join me on the balcony. I didn't even know why I went there; maybe I just craved a bit of fresh air after all of those delicious scents in our flat. The coffee was starting to cool down, but I had only brought it with me to occupy my hands anyway. When I was about to turn and go in, I found myself face to face with her.

It was obvious that she felt more comfortable inside than outside, shivering a little in her shorts and cardigan that she bought specifically for Christmas. The chilly air must had taken its toll on her, as her cheeks were pink.

I realised I was lost in her looks, so I missed her question.

"Ah sorry, I... I wasn't listening." My cheeks reddened as well, but more because I felt embarrassed. She arched her eyebrows in a critical way, but then let out a light laugh.

"Don't worry, I just said that you can come in, I'm finished."

Entering the room was definitely pleasant, the welcoming warmth made me ease a little. I was about to propose to her, yes, but it's not like I don't perform before many people every day. It's just a simple engagement, nothing to worry about, right?

Candy stopped next to the table, picking up some sheets of paper I hadn't even noticed before.

"So umm.... I'll start, if you don't mind. I can't really wait with gifting others, sorry." She let out a nervous laugh, cleared her throat then started speaking. "I know that, given recent events, you don't really want to live or work here anymore. Which is fine! I just thought... well, I went looking for flats in the cities nearby the other day. I don't know if you like any of these and you don't even have to choose one today, just please take a look at these, okay? I respect your choice if you want to move away, but know that I will go with you no matter what."

Here she became quiet, giving me time to think. I didn't need to think more though, the fact that she planned our future together made me sure in my decision regarding the two of us.

I set the papers she gave to me on the table, kissed her slowly then lowered to one knee. At first she didn't understand what I was doing, but then her eyes went wide and she brought a hand to her mouth to hide her surprise.

"My dear Candy" I started slowly. I was convinced that I was on the right path, but I still didn't want to mess things up. "Would you do the honour of becoming my wife and making me the happiest man alive?"

Not request. I just want you to know that because of your blog Lance is now my fave man in eldarya and I want my Gardienne to have kids with him. Yeah here I am

...😳

I- wow. this means a lot anon, really

despite Lance not being my LI, someone still started to love him because of my blog? damn, that feels really good

also, don’t worry, you are not the only one wanting a future with him 🤭 Lance stans have been waiting for long, even though I don’t understand you guys, you deserve a proper arc with your LI

Eldarya

last updated: 25th December 2024

HEADCANONS

Ezarel:

soft spot / weakness; pregnancy / birth; favourite types of kissing; domestic life

Lance:

touching; favourite type of kissing

first kiss; bathing / showering

injured; domestic life

first time; pregnancy / birth

soft spot / weakness; touching NSFW

being a father; being jealous; his reaction to Guardian sacrificing herself

cuddling

first date; awkward moment

crying; what turns him on

complications during pregnancy

Leiftan:

cuddling; kissing; touching

Nevra:

fighting; undressing; what turns him on

injured; pregnancy / birth; domestic life

crying; bathing / showering; soft spot / weakness

cuddling; training; touching

kissing; favourite types of kissing

first kiss; first time; being jealous

complications during pregnancy

ONESHOTS

Lance:

Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation

Day of Forgiveness

Leiftan:

Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation

Nevra:

Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation

hi! sorry, i have not seen the list of characters you write, so,,, can i request 15 (NOT nsfw), 1 and 2 with Leif, please? 🌺

of course! in the fandoms I'm part of I'll gladly write about anyone, my only "problem" is that I don't know every character well, so sometimes I fear what I write is very far from the canon version of that character

also, I wrote some rules about requesting, I'll post it as well soon and you will see my current fandoms there

1. cuddling

Leiftan tries to avoid Guardian after waking up as much as possible, but that doesn't mean he forgot her touch, the feeling of embracing each other

so even though he's "supposed" to be avoiding her, he sometimes finds himself wanting to hug her. Guardian herself wouldn't mind it (she isn't the one who wants to avoid the other one anyway...), so they start spending some time together in the gardens, laying on the ground, just cuddling, no words needed

it's actually really helpful in rebuilding their relationship. spending so much time together but not really doing anything helps Leiftan come to terms with his past

after they get together properly, they will often relax while just cuddling

2. kissing

I imagine Leiftan to enjoy giving small pecks on Guardian's neck, behind her ears, corner of her lips, etc. they are not proper kisses, but they are sweet enough to show his affection

he also likes trailing kisses along her stomach, though this is rather difficult if Guardian is ticklish 🤭

I think he's into kissing Guardian's hand as well, but he drops this habit after they get together, as it's mostly usual while courting

15. touching

Leiftan didn't lose completely his courtesy, he doesn't touch Guardian much in public besides hugging or holding hands, even with these he's very shy in the beginning

he does like to surprise Guardian with covering her eyes from behind. sometimes she returns it, the feeling of her small and warm hands over his eyes always makes him chuckle

also, just. Leiftan's hand is bigger than Guardian's. please, I want this

in private he's more courageous, but still not very touchy (he can get dirty, but he keeps that side of him to when she sleeps with him). sometimes Guardian just lays on Leiftan, with her back against his chest. he either hugs her from behind or play with her hair, both are relaxing and at the same time affectionate