STAR WARS: Still Breathing (WIP)
"I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second time, a bit later on, when somebody says your name for the last time."
-Banksy
I
The planet Skiisen. A planet of lost dreams of the force. Astral projections of a giant long dead, its head floating in space. It is a fossil, the force filled with an endless sky of plant matter. Twisting vines slither like fingers up bedsheets.
She loves you.
She has guided your starship here, an ancient relic, a T-65B X-wing Starfighter.
This is your last checkpoint of the day. Lost deep inside this gaseous planet is an old Star Destroyer, converted into a home by mystics. Its a popular destination for explorers in the outer rim in an otherwise deadzone between more populated solar systems. Your hoping to meet one of them to learn more about the local inhabitants and creatures that dwell here...
"...Soulakite yeah. Their a uh sort of kudzu being. They are said to be very spirtual beings by the people here. I think they would have been driven out by now otherwise. Supposedly the do have a conciousness much like any other intelligent being. The thing is they take years and years to do even the simplest things. Days to speak a single sentence."
"Days?"
"Yeah. Maybe its just how they function. Personally I never stuck around to listen to them. But that's what you were reminding me of talking about "the force". So maybe if you were patient enough to listen to them you might learn something about it."
FEE6DA
Psycho drug
Synced up
Linked rush
Pink flush
Bought to fade away
Seasons go away
As i start to fade away
Words repeat and lose meaning
Bought to fade away
Seasons of Lain
Desaturate
Pink Peach Puff
In my memory decay
Like a shade, a screen
Buzzes
Me, when im mothman
Hetero, feather her thou
It's okay, I love you straight boy
You only love a woman that you love
That was always a woman
Cis woman love
It's okay its okay its okay
I love your distracted gaze
When you look away
I can admire your face
Its okay its okay its okay
Dnd roleplay
Erotic roleplay
Still fair game
With the bois I am though boy i am not
I love teasin the boys
Aint so stone cold frozen
When we play you
See me as I see me
So what if im a hoe then
Its okay its okay its okay
Dreamin about your hand
Caressin my face
Like you dont know I was a boy
Just know me as one of the bois
A gurl you wanna whisk away
Its okay its okay
Love you bae <3
Cover art idea for Zoomies, my furry zine. Its based on the shit you see out of state, a dead raccoon, with a motherfucking "get well" balloon--
Ratatoiulle 2099: Part Two
I can't even taste it. Its just texture. The eggs are slimy. The peppers are rubbery. My teeth feel just as malleable in my brain, like im biting into my own skull. I should be grateful really. I'm actually fairly lucky to have a rat that compliments my lifestyle. God knows id be a shit cook without one (and lord knows I can't afford a rat cooked meal in a resturant). I guess thats the other thing that pisses me the fuck off. The media praises Remy of old, the first rat to pilot a human. Everyone knows how amazing and wonderful Remy is. It's all lies. Remy became like any other privleged elitist, his meals were never affordable for the common man. I used to love his recipes as a kid, when I turned 10 and I finally got my rat implanted. I was so excited my rat knew how to cook too. But I grow tired of this same bougee omelette. Maybe I wanna march on down to Pops Pancakes and gorge myself on the syrup soaked slappers. Maybe I just fucking will do that...
"Nobody actually remembers the ripenning of course. Its a day lost to history, presumably because the rats had nested into our brains. Personally i prescrive to the theory of the HO1 Waves creating a psychic disturbance across all rats. That they craved intellect as we once did as early humans...but nobody really knows for sure."
-Burt Essner in his book "The Rat Race: How Rats Became One."
Remember kids: Blowing up the Death Star was seen as, and is, a based thing to do.
Killing Emperor Palpatine was based
Look what happened to Anakin for letting a man live to "stand trial" when he was clearly and obviously evil.
I live to see evil eradicated, sometimes it is that simple.
I love these lil guys
POV your on a date with me
"Yeah so Gastrodon was introduced in gen 4 of pokemon but technically it was initially in development to be added into gen 3. Its a sea slug, thought to be based on the Nudibranch by some, including myself. Oh, did I never talk to you about Nudibranches? Oh they are fantastic lil guys! There so colorful, and theres so many different kinds. Actually hold on...here ya go. What? Yeah I do keep a stack of polaroids of Nudibranches on me at all times, why do you ask? Anyway they are supercool, they have powers sort of like pokemon. They can absorb plant cells and photosynthesize, isn't that wild? I think it would be cool if GameFreak gave Gastrodon Solar Beam to reflect that, dont you? Oh yeah and because Gastrodon is a Water/Ground type it has only one weakness to grass. Granted a 4 times weakness can be really bad grass isnt the worst thing to be weak to. You can cover for that on your team perfectly with a fire/flying type. Of course then you have to worry about getting your ass beat by stealth rock, but you can play around that too. I mean Cynthia's considered one of the strongest champions in the mainline games and she has a Gastrodon on her team, or at least she does in Pokemon Pearl. Anyway so gastrodon..."
Sad Girl Poetry
Love locked in a lisp,
Evil words on my lips.
Vocal stims, intrusive thoughts
A terrible gift.
Every mistake i remember
I repeat in my head.
It comes out;
Just like I did.
Again and again.
I speak.
I confess.
My secrets to the air,
Surrounded by people,
I put myself at risk.
Evil words unlocked,
Love lost on my lips...
Thinking about this time this dude in NYC was peddling his rap album to me and he was trying to gas me up, something to the effect of
"You know what I mean right, you (my dick) pretty big."
And i was like
"No."
Hi! My name is Dreamgazer (25/TransWoman) and this is my writing blog! (I might also post original art). I take requests for poems and short stories as well. Minors DNI!!
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