LOVE YOUR WRITING SM!!! you probably could've guessed this was coming by now but could you please do the motive prompt w the drv3 cast please? Keep up the amazing work!!! đ
Thanks so much! I appreciate that! And yes, I completely and totally saw this comingđAnd I finally finished it!
So sorry for making you wait, but I do hope it was worth it!
This got so long, I'm surprised Tumblr didn't crashđ So I put a "keep reading" under here
It had been a couple days since the last motive.
Nobody had attempted anything, and Monokuma seemed to have backed off of everyone, so everyone was at ease.
And it was all thanks to you.
Thanks to your charisma and friendliness, you managed to convince the others not to give in to despair and kill their classmates. Without any recent motives, it was even easier.
But all that was thrown out the window when Monokuma summoned everyone to the gym.
You exchange an anxious look with your significant other before heading there together.Â
And there was Monokuma, along with his Monokubs.
"Well! Hello, hello, my wonderful students!" Monokuma greeted everyone.
"Hey, you bastards! We have something to say to you!" Monotaro started.
"Yeah, um... Our father is very displeased with you all." Monophanie added.
"Yeah, it's been what, a whole fuckin' week, and nobody's done shit! We've been sittin' on our asses, waiting for the next kill, but nothing's happened!" Monokid shouted.
"We've been waiting patiently, but nobody's done a thing! So now, you bastards are in for it!" Monosuke finished.
Monodam said nothing.
"That's right! You've all done nothing but sit on your butts for this past week! After I worked so hard on those motives, too..."
Monokuma looked down in an almost convincing display of despair. But he recovered quickly, and you were sure he shot you a glare.
"But not to worry! I have a shiny new motive all ready to go, but this time with a twist!"
Everyone stiffened anxiously, waiting for Monokuma to elaborate.
"This time, there is a selected target you must kill. There is one person, and only one, that you can kill. Any other kills don't count and will count as a rule violation! And you all know how I feel about breaking rules..."
"A target?"
"Wonder what that could be..."
"It could be anyone..."
Your classmates began muttering and mumbling amongst each other while you froze, looking at Monokuma with a bewildered expression. Your significant other took your hand with a concerned look, but you barely noticed.
You knew what was coming, and that sadistic grin Monokuma gave you told you everything.
"And now, your target... is (Name)!"
Your blood turned cold at those words.
Shuichi Saihara
"What?! Why?? They didn't do anything!"
Except get in Monokuma's way
Now poor detective boi is on the edge now
After the meeting, he quickly pulls on your hand and takes you to his room
His anxiety is clear on his face and his stiff posture
He can't even hide it from you
You let him fall asleep on your chest that night, and it makes him feel at ease
But he still can't help but worry
He holds your hand at all times, and doesn't leave your side ever
He doesn't fully trust anyone with you either
He prefers to just stay in his lab or either of your rooms for most of the day
He wants to avoid the truth as best as he can
But he knows Monokuma won't let up until something happens to you, no matter how much you try to avoid it
Which is exactly why he's so scared
Rantaro AmamiÂ
"What? Why? Why (Name)?"
He only appears mildly shocked, but on the inside, he's terrified
He doesn't even try to hide it
When you leave and go to his room, he immediately takes you into his arms
He holds you like you'll disappear the second he lets you go
He falls asleep on your chest that night
After that, he'll be very protective over you
He'll act cold, sometimes rude, towards the others when they get too close to you
He doesn't mean to, but he's not taking any risks
Then he'll take your hand and pull you away
He acts very stiff when you're out, afraid of the future
At night, he lays beside you, holding you tightly while laying on your chest as you stroke his wonderful avocado locks
This is not gonna be easy for either of you
Kokichi OmaÂ
"What?"
For a second, a brief second, his playful demeanor wavers
He stands in shock, staring at Monokuma
But as quickly as it happened, he lets out a fake laugh while pretending he doesn't care
But the second you return to your room, he jumps on you and latches onto you like a koala
You bring him to his bed and hold him as he releases his fears
The next day, his clinginess is multiplied by ten
He prefers to stay in your room with you all day
He doesn't want to let you leave
If you try to, he wraps his arms around your waist while giving you puppy dog eyes
"Whaaaat? You wanna go outside? Whyyyy? Don't you wanna stay here with me? Aww, you're so meeeeann!"
He plays it off as him just being cute and clingy, but he's genuinely terrified for you
If you reeeeallly wanna go outside, he'll begrudgingly let you leave, but only when he's with you
He either holds your hand or hugs your arm
And if anyone gets too close, he face darkens and he wears a sadistic smile
"You'd better stay away from them before I sic all my D.I.C.E members on you."
They think he's bluffing, but he's dead serious
Then at nighttime, he clings onto you while either laying on top of you or having one of you lay on the other's chest
He prefers not to talk about the whole situation, so he'll either comfort you or ask for your comfort
He'll run his fingers through your hair while promising to keep you safe
When he's laying on your chest, he just stays silent
These moments are when he's at his most honest
Whether that's verbally or non-verbally
Kokichi is a very protective, very clingy koala
Kaito MomotaÂ
"Wha-? What the hell are you talking about?!â
He is not pleased
You'll need to hold his arm back from shoving his knuckles down the bear's throat
Then you'll have to pull him back to your room
He's fuming, but he's doing his best not to let it show
Then he'll sit next to you on the bed and wrap his arms around you
You can feel the fear and anxiety in how tightly he holds you
You gently guide his head to your chest as you go to sleep
Like Kokichi, he would much rather stay inside with you
Anyone would, honestly
But if you have to leave, he'll act as your personal bodyguard
If anyone acts funny, he'll glare at them and crack his knuckles
And if Kokichi cracks any jokes, he's immediately gonna get a face full of pain
He doesn't trust anyone, even Maki
He tries not to let his fear show, but he's as obvious as it gets
He's not very good at hiding his feelings
Kaito does his best to comfort you, but sometimes, he'll need it too
He doesn't like talking about the situation, and would much rather just chill inside with you
He desperately wants to keep up his cool, upbeat personality, but it's difficult
He's dreading what's to come in the future
Gonta GokuharaÂ
Starts tearing up right on the spot
"What...? Why scary bear choose (Name) as his next target...?"
The moment you leave and go back to your room, he picks you up and holds you close to his chest
You feel your shoulder dampen, and you can tell he's crying
You take this to the bed and he holds you close to him, like a teddy bear
And the next day, he goes from gentleman to gentlemanly bodyguard
If anyone gets too close, he kindly, but sternly asks them to leave you alone
He feels bad for not being more like a gentleman, but you're more important now
Then at night, he holds you tight and close to him
He wants to make you feel safe, and it makes him feel safe knowing you're there
But he has a sinking feeling that it won't last long
Korekiyo ShingujiÂ
"I beg your pardon...?"
You can't really tell by the mask, but he is very shocked
You can see his eyes widen
When you leave and return to your room, he just kind of sits for a minute, processing the whole thing
Then he takes your hand in his
"This is quite the horrifying situation, dear. But I promise that I will not let anything happen to you. I swear on my life."
He is probably the most chill, despite being so worried
He doesn't act overprotective, but he'll give anyone he doesn't trust a good glare, and it'll have 'em running
He may not look it, but he is very worried
He prefers to be the one comforting you, believing you need it more
But at night, while he holds you, if you let him rest on your chest, he will melt into it
At some point, he considers committing a murder to lessen the amount of contestants of killing you
He knows it will get him killed, but maybe it'll be worth it...
But for now, he'll stay by your side and protect you, in any way he can
No matter what happens, he will keep his word
Even if he has to kill to do it
Ryoma HoshiÂ
"You bastard. You did this on purpose, didn't you?"
Indeed he did
Monokuma wanted to be rid of you
When you leave the room, Ryoma just stands in front of the door for a second, frustrated and worried
He may land a punch to the door a couple times
Then he sits beside you on the bed and takes your hand in both of his tiny ones
"Hey, kid. I know this situation is super scary and whatnot, but even though I'm small, I'm not letting anyone lay their hands on you. I'll be damned if things go Monokuma's way."
He knows he can't do much, so he just stays inside with you most of the time
If you need anything, he'll just go and grab it for you, making sure the door is locked
He's not normally a fan of this, but he'll let you hold him close to you, like a teddy bear
He knows this must be terrifying, so he'll do whatever helps you
Ryoma may be small, but he'll do protect you in any way he can
Over his dead body will anyone take you out
K1-B0/KiiboÂ
"H-Huh?! Why would you pick them?! They didn't do anything wrong!"
Not to Monokuma
Kiibo doesn't understand why he would target you
I mean, you've been the one keeping the peace the whole time
But that's exactly why Monokuma needed to be rid of you
Kiibo has no idea how to process this, or what to do
But he can see that you're worried about it, so he pulls you close and hugs you
"Don't be afraid, (Name)! I'll protect you!"
He's confident in his abilities as a robot
He won't force you to stay inside, but he will strongly suggest it
If he's bothered by someone's presence, he will politely and meekly ask them to leave
He considers asking Miu to upgrade him so he has more accessories he can use to protect you
Then he worries that she might break him somehow
He wants to be there to protect you, and he doesn't want to take any risks
But then, getting an upgrade may be the thing he needs
At night, he'll hold you to comfort you if you need him to
Or he'll use any of his robot accessories to entertain you or comfort you somehow
In the end, whether Kiibo gets an upgrade or not, he's still gonna protect you
Kaede AkamatsuÂ
"Huh?? Why (Name)?! What did they ever do to you?!"
Put a damper on the killing game, that's what
You can see her body stiffen and an expression of fear on her face
When you leave, she basically immediately runs into your chest
You'll bring her to sit on the bed and let her rest on your chest for a little
She tells you how afraid she is of the situation, and of losing you
You'll go to sleep with her laying on your chest, but she doesn't go to sleep yet
She watches you sleep, delicately stroking your face with her thumb, thinking about everything
Then when you start to separate from her, she'll pull you into her chest instead
From then on, she swears to keep you safe
She prefers to stay inside with you while you spend the day together
Whether that's you resting on her shoulder while she plays piano, her watching you play a game, or just enjoying each other's company, she's happy
But if you need to leave for whatever reason, you'll go together
If anyone she doesn't trust approaches you, she'll ask them to leave you alone before pulling you away
She doesn't trust anyone, not even Shuichi or Rantaro
At night, she likes to play soothing melodies on her piano before you sleep
And she'll let you sleep on her chest
But if you offer her comfort, she will resist very little
Then she'll sleep on your chest too
Kaede often feels like she can't do much, but she will do whatever she can to keep you safe
Maki HarukawaÂ
"Do you wanna die?"
The one time she means it the most, and she can't even say it with the same unbothered demeanor
Her voice sounds so small, so weak
She sounds so vulnerable, even though she means it for real
When you leave, Maki kind of just sits, looking down at the floor
She's processing the news while wondering what she's gonna do about it
You tap her on the shoulder and ask if she's alright
She looks at you before slowly shaking her head
"No..."
You wrap her arms around her and pull her close to you
She confesses that she's horrified of losing you, and that she feels powerless
That night, she falls asleep laying on your chest
The next morning, she becomes hellbent on making sure you survive this BS
She much prefers staying inside, to keep you away from the "idiots"
But if you insist on leaving, she'll begrudgingly come with you
Anyone who approaches you is immediately met with a death glare
That's usually all it takes to make them leave
Then you do what you need to do and go back to your room
She has a knife and a pistol on her at all times
And she has her lab locked tightly so no one attempts to break in
She seriously considers just going on a killing spree just so your chances of survival are higher
She'll do it, just say the word
She will put her true talent to good use with no question
But you can tell what she's thinking, and just ask her not to do anything rash
She promises to use her talent to protect you, in a very vague manner
She doesn't say how she's gonna do it, just that she'll do whatever's necessary
You don't like this, but you decide to just keep your mouth shut
At night, she always holds you close to her chest
For your comfort, and because it makes her feel that she can protect you, which is reassuring
But she is very stubborn about letting you do the same for her
She doesn't like accepting comfort
It makes her feel weak
But when she finally gives in, she realizes that it actually feels really nice
In the end, Maki is hella protective over you
She doesn't want to kill anyone, but she'll be damned if Monokuma's motive comes to pass
She'll do whatever is necessary to protect you, and make sure you survive
Miu IrumaÂ
"What the fuck?! Why the fuck are you picking (Name), you shitty piece of scrap metal?!"
She is fuming
She'll definitely spout some swears and insults at the bear
But she doesn't waste her time with violence, despite her many threats of dismantling him
After the meeting, she just takes your hand and pulls you away
Upon returning to your room, she walks in circles while ranting angrily about the situation
Then she'll look at you and sigh before sitting with you
She'll wrap her arm around your waist and pull you close while you lay your head on her shoulder
"Hey, babe. I know you're probably scared shitless right now. But I'll be damned if any of these thots try anything. You bet your ass that the gorgeous girl genius is gonna keep you safe."Â
That night, she'll have you lay on her chest and stroke your hair while holding you close with her other arm
After that, she'll spend a lot of time working on inventions that can be used to protect you
You express concern over this, but she snaps back that she's "doin' this for you, dumbass!"
But if you try to go outside, she'll demand that you stay inside
"Hey, you'd better keep your ass in here! You don't know what those flat-assed fools are planning on doing to you!"
It takes a lot of convincing to pull her away from her work, but if you sit next to her, she'll wrap one arm around your waist without looking away
Eventually puts together a robot bodyguard to walk with you when you need to leave for whatever reason
And she makes a security system for the door, the room, and outside the room
Then she starts panicking that it's not enough, then you cup her cheeks and tell her that all you need is her
And finally, she'll step away and just be there for you
When you go outside, you'll go together
She'll scream at anyone who approaches you before pulling you away
At night, she's one of the few people here who will immediately indulge in your comfort
She's probably more stressed then you are, honestly
She loves laying on your chest at night
But if you say the word, she'll pull you into hers
Overall, Miu is horribly stressed out about this, and you'd best believe she'll be putting her talent to good use to help you
Himiko YumenoÂ
"Nyeh?! Why? What did they do?"
She doesn't act super emotional, but her eyes widen in shock
When you leave, she's not really sure how to process the whole thing
But she is very worried about you dying
So she climbs into your lap and wraps her arms around you and lays on your chest
"Nyeh... I know this is super scary. But   don't be scared. If anyone tries to kill you, I'll put a curse on them! Or... Turn them into a frog! Or frogs...? I dunno, but I'll do something."
You can't help but smile at how cute she is
You fall asleep with her on top of you, holding each other tightly
The next day, she kinda just treats it as a normal day
Whether you stay inside or not is kind of up to you, honestly
If you want to stay in, she's fine with it
She either sleeps, performs tricks, or does one or both while being with you
If you need some fresh air, great
She'll walk with you while you both do your thing
Either way, she's not leaving you alone
Staying together is the best method of safety
And she doesn't trust anyone with you
Not Angie, not Tenko
If anyone approaches you, she'll kind of just pout at them and pull you away
At night, she just cuddles up to you like normal
If you need to be comforted, she'll let you sleep on her chest
But when you offer to do the same, she insists she doesn't need it
When she practices her magic, she's trying to conjure up a powerful spell she can use to protect you somehow
It's kind of her main focus, besides you
Whether or not it turns out a success, Himiko will still be by your side, and will do whatever she can to protect you
Angie YonagaÂ
"What? Atua did not warn me of this..."
She kind of just stands in shock for a moment
Then when you return to your room, she returns to her sunny, cheerful self
She'll sit with you on the bed and take your hands in hers
"Do not worry, (Name)! Atua will protect you! And so will I! You have nothing to worry about!"
And then she'll hold you close and comfort you
After that, she kind of just treats it like a normal day
She'll do her art pieces and you'll do your thing until you want to leave
She'll usually say something like, "No, (Name)! Atua wants you to stay inside! It's much safer for you!"
But if you really need some fresh air, she'll come with you
She doesn't particularly distrust anyone, but if someone comes up to you and gives her bad vibes, she'll quickly scare 'em off
She'll widely smile at them and threaten to use their blood (or them as a whole) as a sacrifice to Atua
That quickly has them running for their money
Then she'll apologize, but not regret it
"My apologies, (Name)! But Atua tells me that we shouldn't trust them!"
Then you'll go back to your room and continue going about your business
Angie may act completely unconcerned or unbothered about the whole thing, but she actually is a little worried
But she believes (and hopes) that Atua will help you survive in the end
Kirumi TojoÂ
"You are truly deplorable. How could you just blindly choose my significant other?"Â
Oh, it wasn't blind at all
It was purely intentional
Kirumi is not happy
When you leave, she starts dusting the window to distract herself
Ends up breaking the duster because she was holding it too tight
Then she sits beside you on the bed and takes your hand
"I know this must be scary for you, love. But I will do whatever I must to ensure your survival. Not only as your maid, but as your partner. Please, tell me what I can do."
You ask her to just hold you that night, which she gladly obliges
The day after, she insists you stay inside to increase the chances of safety
She'll stay in with you, and occupy herself by doing chores
She also checks on you very often, asking if you need anything or if you need her to do anything
But if either of you needs something from outside, she'll begrudgingly leave, but have you stay inside
She'll go get whatever she's looking for and come back to you as quickly as possible, her panic rising the longer she's away
For once, she'll ignore any requests from anyone else
She's not their maid anymore
She's yours
And you're her top priority now
Then she'll be relieved that you're alright and both of you will continue to go about your day
At night, she'll hold you close to your chest, play with your hair and whisper soft words to you for as long as you want
She wants to be the one giving you comfort
It'll take a lot to convince her to relax and let you comfort her, but when she gives in, you hold her the exact same way she's been doing
In the end, Kirumi may be a maid, but she's your maid
And she's not letting anyone lay their dirty, crusty fingers on you
Tenko ChabashiraÂ
"What?! Them?! You degenerate bear! I'll use my Neo-Aikido on you!"
You'll have to hold her back from drop kicking the bear
You'll go to her lab instead of your room
She needs to get her anger out
Once you leave, she'll start kicking and punching the practice dummies she has in her lab while ranting angrily
It won't take long before she's exhausted and the fear sets in
And then she immediately tackles you in a hug, crying into your chest
She's horrified of losing you
But that night, when she holds you tight to her chest, she decides that she'll do anything to prevent that from happening
She would much prefer to stay inside with you, but if you must go outside, she'll stick to you like glue the whole time
She is very anxious and very paranoid
She doesn't trust anyone near you, not even the girls
And God forbid one of the boys dare approach you...
They're getting a very sharp uppercut
She'll keep her hands off the girls, but she still can't trust them
And her clinginess is increased by 20%
She's holding onto your arm every single second you're out
And when you go back in, she tightly wraps her arms around you while laying on your chest or shoulder
Even more so at night
She prefers to give you comfort, but she won't resist you giving her some too
In the end, Tenko will not let anyone kill you
And she sure as hell isn't letting anyone kill her either
She needs to be by your side to keep you safe
She will do whatever it takes for the both of you to survive, no matter what
Note: I omitted Tsumugi because she's the mastermind, so I had no idea what to put for her. Hope that's alright
But if y'all want her really bad, just gimme some ideas on what to put for her section, and I'll add her in
I think the most frightening emotion of Kokichi in the game is this one
After all his antics, screams and acting, he just
Looks at you
It seems unnatural and empty, and that makes it creepy
And then he does this (sorry)
fnv commission for @iamnotaworm of her lovely courier and mr. gannon having a lil drank on top of the sunset sarsparilla factory feat. ED-E :^D
me, incorrect: everyone is probably sick of me drawing this character by now...
my inner voice, wise: ah, but this cannot be... because I am part of "everyone"... and until I am sick of drawing them... it will not be everyone
me, opening a new blank canvas: ur so right
Neck!!! (MHA 430)
Not a fan of his new haircut but I had to draw it
Inspired by a recent experience I had with someone stealing my art and cropping out my URL. Dedicated to every artist who has had their art work stolen.
Here's my little tip on which direction Peko's Sword Strap goes.
If you remember anything, let it be the last panel.
The (nsfw) details for Kinktober, Day 18 are just below the cut!
Minors, please don't interact.
Whoops, big surprise, this got angsty. Sorry Deeks! I just can't help it with this man, I don't know why đ but hopefully y'all still enjoy it regardless!
Here is the link to my Kinktober 2022 Event list so you can stay up-to-date, or re-visit these works as you please.
Included: Voyeurism, (non-consensual voyeurism), masturbation, angst, wishful thinking, pining.
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Yeah. This is cute.Â
Deaconâs mind said to him dryly.Â
This is a healthy response to this situation. This isnât weird. Sole will understand. Theyâll get it.Â
The spy shook his head, eyes closed tight as his brain spewed unwanted words of restraint, of undesired and unneeded common sense.Â
What the hell is sensible about any part of this situation? Weâre in an abandoned ice cream shop that Sole used to visit on weekends before giant bombs blew everything to hell, and they took a nap for 200 years. Weâre surrounded by packs of super mutants on one side, and raiders on the other, and Iâm biting into the back of my hand to keep quiet as they moan through the fabric of their shirt on the other side of this thin, crumbling concrete wall. Nothing about this situation is even remotely expectable.Â
He could hardly fucking stand it.Â
Youâre both doing the same damn thing, if youâd just talk to them about it, maybe, the two of you could finallyâ
Deacon hissed through his teeth, his uncomfortably dry hand stroking too harshly over his erection as the frustration built up in both his mind and body.Â
This isnât the same. Another side of his mind refuted. Iâm over here, pining the skin off my cock for them, while theyâre undoubtedly thinking about their late spouse-- Or⌠anyone else, even. --at the feel of their own hand.
He didnât know. Â
I should be thinking of Barbara. Or of someoneâ anyone, but them. Right along with them.
Theyâre the only fucking friend Iâve got. Iâve had, in⌠what? A decade? Maybe more? I canât count right now.Â
Deaconâs head fell back against the wall, a grimace coating his expression, even as his blue eyes hazed over with climbing bliss.Â
I canât lose them over⌠what? Wanting to engage in a little hanky panky with them? Wanting what? A close connection? Intimacy? Vulnerability? Whenâ in what universe would that ever happen?Â
We both know I could never have anything like that again.Â
A deep breath escaped him, throaty and louder than he wouldâve liked as his thumb grazed over his slit, collecting some of his slick pre-cum and stroking it over his length as the only way to ease the friction of his rough hand.Â
A noise sounded through the thin wall behind him, and Deacon ceased his movements., holding his breath.Â
Shit. Did they just hear me?
Just as he was contemplating trying to zip his jeans up over her cock, to hide the evidence; just as some half-assed story was forming on his lips about why he was sitting back here against the wall, rather than out where he should be, out on watch, another sound interrupted his train of thought.Â
He felt his cock throb at the sound, as he heard Soleâs moan fill the air around him. A gasp followed shortly after, and then a bit of silence, but Deacon could still feel them there, somehow, he could feel Soleâs lingering presence just on the other side, and he knew they were just worried. Worried that someone would hear what they were doing. Worried like he was.Â
What am I doing? Deacon asked himself for the upteenth time that night, and so many nights before now.Â
This is wrong. Itâs gross, and itâs wrong, and itâs not fair, for you to hear them like this without earning it, without them knowing. Itâs wrong to be out here doing this in response to it.Â
Deaconâs hand stilled on his cock, refusing to stroke himself, but gripping tight enough to hurt as his mind flooded with thoughts like these. He wasnât unused to self-loathing, nah, he and that go waaaaay back, but this? This seemed low. Even for the likes of him.
Sole wasnât some stranger in a pub, not some escort or one-night-stander, not someone he didnât know on the other side of a hotel room, who just happens to be engaging in the same fun little activity as him. No, Sole was the reason for this⌠activity. They were in his thoughts, always, even when they werenât in front of him, or by his side, on the days he went out on his own, they were still there.Â
And he fucking hated it.Â
That they were reduced to this.Â
Theyâre his best friend, his partner, the reason his smiles arenât so forced, the reason he feels he might still, after all this time, all these years, have the capacity to love someone when he thought that had all died long ago.Â
His body jolted as another breathy sound left his partner from the other side of the wall, and his eyes rolled back in his head.Â
Goddamn, if I could see what they look like when they make that sound.Â
With that very image coming unbidden to his mind, Deaconâs hand unwittingly was back to stroking over his cock. He worked himself slowly, savoring the feeling, allowing his mind to wander to the possibility of him being the one to make them sound like that, to make them look as he imagined they would. Their gorgeous eyes rolled back in their head, their lips spread as they moaned his name, their skin glistening, their hair wild. Their skin would be flushed, eyes hazy as they blinked them open to steal a glance at him as he ravished their body, as he used his silver tongue to work towards a goal more worthwhile than any other. As he did as they deserved, as he worshiped them like he were one of the deacons of the old world and they were his God, shepherding their release like all the poor sinners those men would bring to the light.Â
Soleâs gasps were leaving them more rapidly now, building to a crescendo that Deacon would give all that he had left to be a part of. Hell, heâd throw his choice shades off the top of trinity tower to be the one to bring about their thunderous release.Â
But he was doomed to be a bystander. Invisible, as he always was, as he heard them groan out from the other side of the wall. A thud sounded against the concrete as he imagined their head falling back at the overwhelming feeling of their release.Â
It was the sound that got him.
Deacon hadnât thought he was close, heâd been so caught up in his own fantasy, all of his tormenting thoughts, he couldnât feel his bodyâs signs, and now, he was caught completely off-guard. The spy bit hard into his wrist as a low grunt escaped him against his will, his light eyes prickling with tears of pleasure as he finally felt that pressure release within him.
His seed sprayed down onto the dirt, leaving him in enthusiastic spurts that had his hips writhing and his head knocking against that same wall Sole was surely collapsed against.Â
The next battle came in the form of his breath, as Deacon pulled his hand away, he realized how fucking loud he was still being, even as the last white rope of his cum was emptied onto the floor. He released himself, forcing his mind to rally, to focus on easing his breath, as his cock softened where it laid over the lip of his boxers.Â
âFuck me.â He whispered, eyes closed tight as the guilt all came swirling back into his mind with a vengence.Â
Again? I just did this again? One of these days, you knowâ
âDeacon?âÂ
His eyes shot open as Soleâs voice carried from the other side of the wall.Â
âI-is that you?â They asked, uncertain, their voice almost shaking.Â
Every thought entered his mind at a million miles a minute, swirling together in a confused traffic jam of âwhat do I sayâs?â and âwhat the hell do I doâs?â.Â
âAhh,â The sound escaped his throat, as a way of aiding his thoughts, but he hadnât meant for it to be verbal goddamn it.Â
âAhem, uh, yeah. Deeks here.â He bit his tongue, tasting metal from the pressure.Â
Soleâs silence scared him more than their call of his name had.Â
âHow, uh, howâs it hanging?âÂ
Oh my god. One part of his mind panicked, while the other tried to grasp onto some form of sanity, of common sense. But that part of his mind, he didnât know what it was, but it always seemed itâs hands were wet, or that common sense was made of ice and sanity was liquid water, always managing to slip frustratingly from his hold.
Thereâs no god out there that can save you, you buffoon. Nothing can. That was it. You finally did it. Finally managed to get caught.Â
He almost told his thoughts to âshut upâ out loud, but thought better of it at the last moment. That likely wouldnât go over well with Sole. Especially after they hadnât said a damn thing.Â
âYou heard me, huh.âÂ
The blood drained from his face. It wasnât a question from their end, but worse than their certainty was the shame that he heard drip from every word.Â
âThat⌠uh, that I did. Yeah.âÂ
If he was gonna be the creepy asshole sitting out here while they did their personal business, he at least could own up to it. Deacon may be a liar, but Sole, Sole wasnât dumb. Theyâd know he was lying, and that would make it even worse.Â
âBut, umâŚâ He closed his eyes, taking a breath. âBut you heard me too, so, you know. Guess weâre, uh, even. Right?âÂ
âYeahâŚâ They said quietly, almost too quietly to hear with the wall in the way. Deacon didnât have time to try to make what repairs he could before they were speaking again, this time louder than before.Â
âI wonât tell you about it, if you wonât tell me.â A light humor touched their voice.Â
Deacon let out a dry laugh, his chest aching for a reason he refused to acknowledge.Â
âWonât tell you about what?â He said back, hoping they couldnât hear the strain in his voice, the strain to sound humorous and light in return.Â
He heard their laugh from the other side, a lovely sound that tugged at the sides of his mouth, despite the lingering throb in his chest.Â
âYeah, exactly. Good talk, partner.âÂ
âYeah.â He whispered, his brows creased beneath his shades. âPartner.â
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