you know you’re deep in an ed when you’re triggered by finding out you have a higher than average birthweight 😭 like wdym i was nine pounds as a newborn? ok fatty
tempted to steal my Dad's laxatives
"If you lose some weight you'll fit into that!"
-My 10 year old sister to me as we were looking for outfits to wear at a special event
Like... bitch. But you're right. And no, you weren't "just kidding". It's fine. It's fine. It's FUCKING FINE.
Just gonna do some red paintings on my legs later is all. It's fine.
might be a bit over specific, but at the moment I like romanticise ⭐ving by pretending I'm just some cool guy commanding a space ship, classes are space ship school or something and I can't eat because I am infected by some alien parasite that'll eat me instead if I eat food... Or something.
Seriously, why am I like this
my aunt and godmother just died
Everything I got from the store today! I ended up not getting too much because I reconsidered my budget, but here it is! They didn't have my usual protein bar flavours so I decided to try these new ones, and I haven't tried on of these monsters as well. I just like to amass safe foods and look at them it makes me happy honestly lol
Sooo I did successfully get around eating my Dad's birthday cake, because my entire family kind if overslept and I said I'd take a piece to school with me since I'm in such a rush
Yeah, I'm obviously not gonna eat it, but I'm so happy I got around it 😅
Do i hate it when people worry about me? Hell yea! Does it feel nice to know that someone gives a shit about me/notices that i'm getting worse? YES!
I just wanted to work out, but when I started the headache I was having all day just got so bad I almost cried holy shit how do I get rid of that?