Mad scientists will be like "I know a place" and then strap you onto the autopsy table
"But the truth is, Kogami, it's not about whether you drag us down. It's about whether you even care enough to try pulling yourself up."
kogami getting cooked on the dashboard first thing in the morning
i think you would write the FUCK out of miss kujo herself, but also i would kind of kms to specifically write vanilla ice / dio with you. i'm self serving.
Based off my blog, what other characters could you see me Roleplay as?
the way I've actually written jolyne before š it didn't last tho because my muses for rohan and abbacchio were far stronger but mayyybe I could bring her back I'd need to check my brain bits to revive the muse
As for vanilla ice idt I have a muse for him sadly š I'm betraying sho hayami... But don't worry I've written giorno before and we can definitely have the patricide interaction we deserve
You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.
You are going to break your promise. I understand.
Youāre lonely too.
It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.
I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.
I am your servant.
I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.
For you alone I will be weak.
I belong here, and you will not deny me.
I say these things, and the world listens.
I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.
In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.
I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.
I moved the earth and the water for you.
You will always run away with her.
You will always lose her.
You will always be a fool.
You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.
You have already done all of this and will do it again.
No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.
We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.
What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.
There need never be any rules between us.
Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.
Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.
I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.
Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.
I canāt abide a poor liar.
You look like a winterās night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.
Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.
Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But donāt leave me.
Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.
In his own country, Death can be kind.
What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?
Men die. Itās practically what theyāre for.
I am no one; I am nothing.
Nothing in me was not made by you.
A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.
Just tell yourself a story thatāll satisfy you and pretend he told it.
Forever isnāt bright; it isnāt like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.
I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.
If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.
What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?
Donāt you dare speak to me like that.
I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.
I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.
I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.
I have learned to watch everything die.
I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.
Are we not devils?
No one is now what they were before the war.
I have not seen you without your skin on.
Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.
We obsess. Itās in our nature.
Iāve a devil of a habit for being right.
In war you must always choose sides.
If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.
We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.
My old bones will follow yours soon enough.
It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.
I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.
After love, no one is what they were before.
I have survived, but I have not been spared.
In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.
Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.
Itās not so bad, my darling. Being dead. Itās like being alive, only colder.
Youāll think itās love, while he dines on your heart.
You will be so beautiful when you are old.
I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.
You will live as you live in any worldā¦with difficulty, and grief.
I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.
She said youād come and I swore to eat your heart.
I still want to kiss you.
My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.
What happens to anything beautiful?
I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.
HAPPY LINK CLICK ANNIVERSARY - THEY DROP THIS???
ā youāre a fucking nightmare. kiss me. ā (sugimoto @ ogata) let the rivalmance begin
during winter, when anglerfish was available, his mother cooked for a father that would never come.
in these periods of lucidness, she would always tell him the same āhe will come, you see⦠i have to make his favorite food. itās a long way from the north, so he will be hungry.ā
heād heard from her, too, about the relentless winter in hokkaido, of the mountains that surrounded his fatherās base and heād always imagined what it would be like to descend from a frozen land to the noticeably warmer weather of ibaraki. he imagined it would go like this: his father, the shining medals ā his lieutenant general uniform pristine and ironed as he saw it in the bromide his mother kept atop her vanity, in the corner of their room. wrought in the finest metals, he would step inside, and heād greet her, like lovers do in books, the stories heās heard other children tell about their own parents. about the way their fathers kissed their mothers at the doorstep.
Ā and they would sit at the low-table, pouring his portion in their finest plates. would his father nod approvingly after tasting motherās molten love in the nabeās broth? or would he go about it silently, like ogata did? quiet enjoyment, because thereās no use saying these things, his mother barely spoke a word back. but maybe this time would be different. sheād be talkative, serene; she often reminded him of a butterfly. fragile and beautiful.
but heād been around nine-years-old, and naive.
love did not exist. not as people painted it. itās instinct, swirling egos, the necessity to have something that will bend beneath your palm at will. itās vulnerability, and ogata abhors anything that puts him at a disadvantage. on some night, sugimto watches him, amber eyes possessing a quiet certainty about something that makes ogataās stomach turn, an absolute belief that whatever it is that sugimoto sees, what he thinks he sees in ogata, is only but a projection of his own deluded fantasies.
ogata held sugimotoās gaze, lips taut and his face a blank canvas. sugimotoās lips taste of sake, of herbs; his scars are more vivid up close, as though slashed only moments prior, like they would bleed at any moment. he could feel the part that split sugimotoās mouth in halves brush against his skin, humid, forcefully pressing forth, but ogata doesnāt budge. staring down sugimotoās face, like he would do to a target through the lens of his type 30 arisaka.
what would his innards look like? if he shot sugimoto now, here, in the quiet of the wilderness, with the rest cramped up in the kotan like snakes in a pit, would that rouse any of them up? he could pretend theyād been attacked, that a spy from the 7th division followed their trail, right up here, and ogata had no other choice but to kill both.
load of bullshit, thereās no way that asirpa brat would believe it.
āafraid youāll bleed?ā he settles for this: in a swift movement, ogataās hand clasps around sugimotoās jaw, his thumb burying itself deep in the dent of sugimotoās facial scars, and if he willed it, ogata could probably pluck one of his eyes out. sugimotoās reflexes are quick, blood-shot adrenalin, an elbow to ogataās ribs. thatās when his expressionless mask finally breaks, because he knows this, he knows anger, he knows what a starving beast looks like driven to a corner. ogata smiles, teeth showing through thinned lips. āi guess not.ā
āquit playing, sugimoto, and get to what we came here for. i donāt know how long youāll try to keep playing house, just donāt waste my time.ā
did you really think this is the right thing to do ? ( @ geto w/ nagi and his soccer-based jujutsu that i havenāt fleshed out yet lets go šāāļø )
ā correctness is based on the whims of whoever stands at the top. usually, the strongest get to decide. ā after all, itās easy to fear things that one doesnāt understand.
that is how institutions are created.
that is how monsters are born.
suguru paces around the room, tatami creaking beneath the weight of each step. though nagiās question would have garnered any other person a violent end, something about his words feels sincere in ways that suguru hadnāt seen since⦠well, since his last conversation with haibara. it makes him wary.
nagi seishiro is relaxed in ways he shouldnāt have been, languid when he should have been cautious. uncanny in his boldness, though not so far that suguruās senses would call it a threat. suguru reasons itās little wonder that nagi is loathed even amongst their allies, or the followers. the sound of his footsteps is obscured by the prayers coming from the other room. the smell of burning incense, of ashes; he wonders how longer heāll be able to stand listening to their drifting voices before something in him collapses.Ā
suguru exhales a breath, watching nagi grow more comfortable in his position, bathed in the gentle midday light coming through the paper-thin walls. the look of innocence, treacherous in a way that heās learned to discern.
ā i can find a more creative way to pursue my goals, but i doubt it would be anything pretty, by anyoneās standards. uncooperative beasts are tamed. i donāt hope you understand what i intend with this. ā the rational part of him knows that he should have ended this conversation before it even began - shouldnāt have humored this meeting in the first place. if heād been anyone else. but when the bleary eyes of a newborn sorcerer look at him in that familiar way that heād thought forgotten, impossible to mirror once more, suguru finds that canāt finish what heās started.
he wonders if haibara - if anyone resents him for that.
these overlapping images are a headache. he lifts a hand, right from under his sleeve, signaling towards the open door. ā is that all you had to ask? youāll have to forgive me, nagi. you see⦠i am a very busy man. ā
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