For Beatrice-

Happy pride month to Abed and Troy <3

To Beatrice-

Darling, dearest, dead.

-Lemony Snicket, The Bad Beginning.

I gotta write my nightmare I just had down before I forget it

So it’s basically like, my mom is six months pregnant and we are having a baby shower. I’m sitting down with my brother but in the corner of my eye I see another version of him, at first I think I’m hallucinating but he just won’t go away, he’s wearing different clothes than my brother but when he walks past this mirror, his reflection shows my real version of my brother. So I turn to my brother (Steven) and I go “do you see that” while staring at the sort of “spirit” head on and he’s really confused because he can’t see it and so I try to explain to each of my family members about what I’m seeing and I don’t remember their reactions but they basically tell me to get over it. My dad’s is by far the worse, the moment he notices me do something or say something throughout this entire experience he tells at me to stop ruining it and that I’m making it up and being a bitch. Anyways that ghost slowly gets closer and starts talking to me and saying “I just want a kiss sissy” from when we were little and it starts to strangle me and when ever I talked about this to a family member they would brush it off. I would hide from the ghost in groups of people and behind Steven and every now and then there was moments I forgot about the ghost and it went away but by the end of the night we were getting something from the vending machines and I was looking at this (Yknow those like koolaid burst bottles that kinda look like a melted version of those Japanese ice cream convenience store bottle pops) << that’s what I was looking at in my dream, I wasn’t wanting it or anything I was just confused as to what it was and then my dad started exploding on me “YOU HAVE BEEN A BITCH ALL NIGHT MAKING UP THINGS, YOU DONT NEED THAT WE HAVE THOSE AT HOME. LETS GO BACK HOME” I started to cry and then my brother who’s eleven just says “yeah you’ve been a bitch” and that just ticks my dad off more. By the time I get home I lay in bed and start scrolling on my phone in my nightmare?? But more of the things that pop up in my phone are about weight or they are fake memories of my mom. Like her at a rally for rights when she was a teenager. And that’s basically where it ended.

Now I wanna clear some stuff up.

Only very few stuff in this nightmare is real. I have a brother, mom and dad. My mom is not pregnant and does not plan on getting pregnant. This is an exaggeration of how my dad actually is. I’ve never seen a ghost of my brother. My mom would probably listen if I said any of this stuff.

Now for the stuff that did make this nightmare/dream stand out.

When I was younger my brother almost drowned me (which explains the strangling) and even now, I do not give him very much affection, we hang out but we don’t hug or kiss, I have a problem with him and affection and I have since I was like 8-9. He’s always been really clingy and asking for affection which is why I think he said “I just want a kiss sissy” (and he used to call me sissy when we were little) now the thing that stood out the most to me was surprisingly, the phone scrolling at the end of my dream, in every single one of my dreams except THIS ONE I can’t see phone screens or TV screen because they just show up as a blinding white light.

Anyways if you read this whole thing, you’re awesome have a cookie. 🍪Sorry for making it so long, o threw you a party. 🎉 🥳🎈🧍🧍🎊🎁🍾

TW:POSSIBLY BLOOD, LIMBS, AND OTHER DEPICTIONS OF MENTAL HEALTH

Also there is old art from when the dteam and nibbler soot wasn’t problematic so let’s just say that all depictions of them are C!

ART DUMPPPP (this is just the first ten, I’ve got like 50) these are from 2022-2023. Il gonna reblog this a few times with more art.

THE TW WILL APPLY TO ALL RELBLOGS.

A doodle of mine :)

Happy birthday to our favorite space age bachelor man!

Reblog if you’re a Sally face fan so I can stalk your blog

Is this fandom still alive?

Get To Know Me Uncomfortably Well

PLEASE DON’T LET THIS FLOP AHHHH

1. What is you middle name? 2. How old are you? 3. When is your birthday? 4. What is your zodiac sign? 5. What is your favorite color? 6. What’s your lucky number? 7. Do you have any pets? 8. Where are you from? 9. How tall are you? 10. What shoe size are you? 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 12. What was your last dream about? 13. What talents do you have? 14. Are you psychic in any way? 15. Favorite song? 16. Favorite movie? 17. Who would be your ideal partner? 18. Do you want children? 19. Do you want a church wedding? 20. Are you religious? 21. Have you ever been to the hospital? 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? 23. Have you ever met any celebrities? 24. Baths or showers? 25. What color socks are you wearing? 26. Have you ever been famous? 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? 28. What type of music do you like? 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 31. What position do you usually sleep in? 32. How big is your house? 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? 34. Have you ever fired a gun? 35. Have you ever tried archery? 36. Favorite clean word? 37. Favorite swear word? 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 39. Do you have any scars? 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? 41. Are you a good liar? 42. Are you a good judge of character? 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? 44. Do you have a strong accent? 45. What is your favorite accent? 46. What is your personality type? 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? 48. Can you curl your tongue? 49. Are you an innie or an outie? 50. Left or right handed? 51. Are you scared of spiders? 52. Favorite food? 53. Favorite foreign food? 54. Are you a clean or messy person? 55. Most used phrased? 56. Most used word? 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 58. Do you have much of an ego? 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? 60. Do you talk to yourself? 61. Do you sing to yourself? 62. Are you a good singer? 63. Biggest Fear? 64. Are you a gossip? 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? 66. Do you like long or short hair? 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? 68. Favorite school subject? 69. Extrovert or Introvert? 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? 71. What makes you nervous? 72. Are you scared of the dark? 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? 74. Are you ticklish? 75. Have you ever started a rumor? 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? 77. Have you ever drank underage? 78. Have you ever done drugs? 79. Who was your first real crush? 80. How many piercings do you have? 81. Can you roll your Rs?“ 82. How fast can you type? 83. How fast can you run? 84. What color is your hair? 85. What color is your eyes? 86. What are you allergic to? 87. Do you keep a journal? 88. What do your parents do? 89. Do you like your age? 90. What makes you angry? 91. Do you like your own name? 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? 94. What are you strengths? 95. What are your weaknesses? 96. How did you get your name? 97. Were your ancestors royalty? 98. Do you have any scars? 99. Color of your bedspread? 100. Color of your room?

THE POOR GUYS HEAD IS SPINNING

Weiner

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