i wonder how it feels when he comes in me? like i would probably get so filled up right? would it be warm when it comes out and pours in me? lol, it reminds me of icing on a cake hehe :3
i'm 18 and have never touched myself like ever and idk ig i'm scared to?
πΆπ: okay so basically i got to his car around 6 so it was dark and we kissed as soon as we saw each other, i wore a skirt and my lingerie, we basically talked for 15 minutes and then i told him to come to the back to teach me a few things, he was nervous about using his hand so i just grabbed and him and was assuring him that he could use it on me and that i'd like whatever he wanted to do, he lifted up my skirt and in the moment i just pulled my black lingerie off and he was suprised (idk why tho lol bcz he's seen it) but i just rested my head back on the seat and told him to 'play with me' (i've been watching too much porn fr) but he slowly used his fingers to rub me up and down by the entrance and i literally had my shirt in my mouth bcz it was actually making me fcking w3t like crazy, he was concentrating hard when he did that to me, he then started massaging the area on the top and it was fcking crazyyy, i was becoming loud despite having the shirt in my mouth and he stopped, he asked if i wanted to know how the real thing would feel and i just shook my head yes, we weren't going to have full sex tho he confirmed bcz neither of us had protection so he just sprung it out of his boxers and damn..what a sight!...he basically just got it close to my area and used it to now rub it up and down by the entrance, goshhhh, i literally could feel the cold piercing too and his hard area rubbing on me and i was wet af now, he wanted to put it in slow but he said he realised that i was really tight and my hymen probably wasn't broken (since i legit don't even do sports so)...he said that it would hurt if he put it inside and i wasn't properly lubed up, he said he could tell just by looking at it that i was a virgin clearly
i understand you like young innocent pure angels but i am not the one to fw you, i stay loyal to my crush, i'm not a whore and my body count is literally at 0 and i'm 18, i think that's fairly normal but it's quite rare, i wouldn't send nudes nor touch myself to anyone, i'm a unwedded nervous virgin waiting for my teacher to break my hymen π
swallow my cum as your homework
π 28/2/25: ok so i went to shtty school today, he was fine af in class today, he's wearing his polo shirt and black trousers (i love when he wears it) but i just concentrate on my work, there is no point lusting over him when he's talking to the bops at the front...i just sit at the back of the class, i don't want anyone's attention especially not his, when the class finished i was about to go for break and he called out my name and leaves the door open so i knew nothing sus was going to happen (shame?..jk) he talked to me about becoming the teacher's assistant again this year and he would feel more comfortable with me doing it, but i told him i'm way too busy this year and then he wanted me to literally vent to him...like i am not going to tell you my problems otherwise we'll get close again, i do want to get close but doing this shi in school is just trouble, he was fired last time and all that embarrassing investigation that happened...i just told him my parents weren't ok with me staying after school and things like that so he understood, lmao, he wasn't that sad, he instantly knew who he could replace me with and that's this bop blonde girl, he gave me some random letter about my attendance and purposely touched my hand!! it was so obvious too!!..i had his classes all day and he was just looking at me when students were doing their work, he reminded me again to think about the offer of becoming the assistant as i left the school..like bro is just persuading and begging atp! when i got home my mum already knew about this assistant thing since my brother does it for his class and my mum said i wasn't allowed to do it bcz i can't be trusted around my teacher when everyone goes home so what does she know?!? i never told her about what we did..she knows me and him kissed but not the full on makeout session..she also criticised me for wearing makeup and telling me to stop dressing up as a grown female to impress him? like i'm 18..wtf?! ngl i did wear makeup just for his lesson today lol..i was crossing my legs when i did my homework bcz i was lowkey remembering how big he was.
that time he literally pushed his fingers in my cunt...like why tf was he lowkey grunting whilst also biting his lip...i remember that shi randomly in class..idk 2nd hand embarrassment ig? and i leak so much!! π