yesterday morning i was making a healthy low cal breakfest (like 140 calories) and my dad praised me and even took a picture of me...i have never been happier, like yessss, unkowingly support my ed!!!
im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..
craving frozen grapes cs i (personally) think they taste like ice cream but im sick so my dad wont let me have cold food 💔
How long have you been pvrg1ng?How often? What did you come to? What triggered you todo so?
Do you remember how was your first time?
I honestly cant remember, but I’d estimate about 2 or so months. My first time pvrg1ng was really weird, and felt disgusting af. But I got over it because ive intentionally thrown up b4 to get home from skl.
what triggered my pvrg3 was a really bad binge and I felt such immense guilt I couldnt bear it. And after that I started doing it way more often because I felt so empty and even lost weight after pvrg1ng
I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)
atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore
tip for people who are fasting !! if you can drink water i highly reccomend adding lemon and cucumber slices!! it gives the water a sweet taste,
The BIGGEST motivator i currently have is the fact that my bio-mom used to be a MODEL!? You (unfortunately) can’t find her on the internet.
would love to hump a bulge rn